He let me finish getting dressed and walked me to my car. He wouldn't give me my collar back until we got to the city, and since it was worth quite a bit to me, I didn't change my mind about following him on the road. We pulled into a place about 45 minutes later and I waited while he checked us in. It was a motel with a spacious-looking lobby and a decent enough exterior, and I followed him into room 42.
I've always loved hotel and motel rooms, so I spent the first several minutes examining the place and screwing off. I was examining the bathroom when he came up behind me and gingerly stroked my arm. I jumped a little, then turned around and got the first good look at him in hours. Somehow I had gotten eyeliner on his arm, and his eyes looked much more patient and friendly now. In fact, his whole face looked even more appealing than it had before, and it was a challenge not to lean into that broad, strong chest that read Pantera.
He leaned down and kissed me, held me and kissed me like we knew each other, and when he pulled away again I almost felt sad. I squeezed past him to get to the mirror and realized that I did, in fact, look exactly as much like shit as I had predicted after our evening together, with eyeliner smudged all over my face and a horrendous case of sex hair.
I bent over the sink to wash my face off while he wandered over to one of the beds and flipped on the TV. Despite everything we'd done so far, it was still embarrassing to face him without makeup. He didn't seem to notice, though, and against my best sense I snuggled into him on the bed. I couldn't help it, he just looked so...comfortable.
There apparently wasn't anything on TV, because he shut it off and rolled over to face me. "So, what now, little pussycat?"
"I thought you made all the decisions, Sir." For some reason I felt much more confident here, in the light. All defenses were down, and when his hand came up to stroke my arm I let him.
"I am getting the distinct impression that you don't want to talk about why, exactly, a pretty little kitten like you hates to come."
"I'll give you the short answer," I said, a bit annoyed that this had come up again just when I was feeling more comfortable. "Sex is for men. The point of it is for you to come, the point of bdsm is for me to help you come, and no Dom I have ever, ever met had anything else in mind when it comes to servitude besides making a girl suck them off with no obligation to return the favor. Foreplay is a lie -- it's a promise that the pleasure will be mutual, when as soon as the sex starts it's over. I don't like empty promises. I don't like being lied to. If, in fact, the sex is for the guy -- I want to just keep it at that. I don't want a promise to be made when it isn't going to be followed through on."
"But I made you come twice and never got off myself. Wasn't that for you?"
"No, and I'm sorry I came. I let you down -- it didn't give you a chance to get off. But you were the one insisting that even be done, not me. That was for you. I don't know why you didn't just fuck me, I offered like a zillion times. I'm sorry, okay?"
"Your argument's a little variable."
"You don't talk like a trucker, you know that?"
"Because all truckers have to be idiotic, old, sweaty, fat men who listen to country and tawlk liyuk thiyis?"
I laughed a little, blushed, and said "I guess everyone faces stereotypes."
"Why do you care how I talk anyways?"
I blushed harder now, trying to think of something to make up. I stammered..."I uh...um..."
"What?"
Fuck it, why not? "...it...it kind of turns me on."
"What does, kitten?"
"...People who talk well, who speak intelligently. It's...it's really sexy." Tears of embarrassment started to well up in my eyes again.
He laughed, a rough laugh that sent a little jolt of that electricity through me again. "Well, in that case. Penicillin. Square root. Oxymoron. Verisimilitude."
I laughed, but I lost control of those tears and started crying, too. I buried my face into his armpit to hide it, and he laughed more and wound himself around me. I felt so tiny and surrounded, but it wasn't really bad this time. It wasn't until he asked me to lift my head that I realized he'd worked up my shirt. "What...more?" I stuttered a bit, obediently lifting my head and arms to get the top off. I knew there was fear in my eyes from the expression in his, but I let him slide down my jeans, too. This time my bra came off as well, and I laid there nude in full light for the first time in front of him. I was too worried to grab for the blanket, too nervous to think of something to say. I shut my eyes and pretended I was somewhere else, hoping quietly that he'd do his thing and the whole issue could then be forgotten. How did this go from flipping off a trucker to a motel stay?
He examined me with his fingertips, running them across my torso and exploring the flesh he hadn't gotten to see in the dark of the cab on a moonless night. I was too self conscious to open my eyes, but it felt nice to be touched so tenderly, so I let him continue. When I felt his mouth take in my nipple my eyes shot open in surprise and I let out a little gasp. He looked up at me, smiled, and moved up to kiss me. He really was an astounding kisser. I thought to ask, "hey, are you seeing anyone?"
He blinked. "What, like, girlfriends?"
I nodded.
"I have slaves. I don't have any girlfriends, but...I'm not really the kind of guy who ties himself down."
"Ah," I smiled. "The man-whore type?"
"Says the woman I've been fucking all night?"