This story is dedicated to He who asked me to give Him everything and then broke my heart in the most spectacular way...
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Chapter 1
She sat on the steps in front of the altar shivering, but not just from the cold. She'd fled here hoping for refuge, for safety. Now she wasn't so sure.
The flagstones were cold against her bare skin, the church empty. She clutched her thin ripped dress to her and sobbed. What could she do? She couldn't return home. Her bruises told why. She suspected at least one of her ribs were broken.
She looked up as a shadow fell across her and scrambled backwards. The high priest stood in front of her.
"What is your business here?" He asked. His voice was deep and cold, and his eyes, dark.
"I'm sorry, Father." she said, looking up at him "I didn't know where else to go."
He frowned as he took in the bruises on her face, the ripped dress. Her skinny frame suggested she hasn't been accustomed to eating well, if at all.
"Don't be scared, child," he said, "You will find comfort here, and guidance should you seek it."
"Oh, thank you, Father." she said as she kissed the hem of his robes, kneeling down in front of him.
He reached down and pulled her to her feet. He lightly touched the bruise on her cheek. "You are safe here, child. What is your name?"
"Hanna." she replied, looking at the floor.
He placed his finger under her chin and tilted her face up so she was looking in his eyes. "You will be under my personal care. Come with me".
He led her out of the church and down a cobbled corridor towards a larger building. "This building belongs to the church." he said, "It houses the acolytes and those like you, seeking shelter." As he said this, he opened the door to a small room.
There was a functional wooden framed bed against the wall, a table and chair under the window with a jug, a washbasin and a wardrobe on the opposite wall. On the bed lay a pile of white clothes.
"Use the water to wash and then change into the clothes on the bed." he said. "My quarters are across the hall. You will come to me when you are clean."
"Yes, Father." said Hanna, looking anywhere but at his eyes. The high priest turned and left the room, shutting Hanna in. She wasn't sure what to think. She had a bed with clean linen, clothes to wear, a space of her own for the first time in what seemed like forever.
Yet, she didn't know what to make of the high priest. His presence radiated power. When he looked at her, she just wanted to drop to her knees and obey. 'He's dangerous.' she thought to herself, 'I need to be careful.'
She stripped off her ripped dress and threw it in the corner. She didn't own a bra, but had been allowed knickers; she removed those as well, hoping there'd be new ones in the pile.
She made good use of the water and the basin, and cleaned herself as well as she could, short of a full immersion. Once dry, she turned to the pile of white clothes.
There was a long white hooded robe and underneath, a pair of white leather boots. The leather of the boots was the softest she had ever felt in her life, and as she pulled them on she marvelled at how they clung to her skin. They reached her mid thigh and fit perfectly.
There was no underwear that she could see. Not wanting to put her own dirty ones back on, she pulled the robe on and secured it tightly. Aware that she had taken an age to dress, she quickly left the room and walked across the hall to the high priest's quarters. She knocked softly on the door.
"Come." said his deep voice.
Chapter 2
She opened the door slowly, scared and unsure as she stepped into the room. The high priest was sitting at a large mahogany desk in the center of the room. Floor to ceiling bookshelves covered every inch of wall, packed high with leather bound books.
Hanna had never seen so many books in her life. She felt herself drawn to reach out and touch their well worn leather spines. Just as she put out her hand to do so however, the high priest stood.
"Come to me." he said. Hanna quickly covered the space between them and stood trembling in front of him. He looked down at her with a hard look on his face. "Tell me what you want to find here." he said.
"I want you to save me, Father." Hanna said in almost a whisper.
"Save you?" He repeated. "I'm not sure you deserve saving." He paused. "Will you agree to obey me completely? I cannot save you if you do not give yourself to me, fully. My methods you may not understand, you may find cruel, but you must obey me unquestioningly."
Hanna's mouth went dry. She wanted so desperately to be saved, needing to rid herself of the devil that lived within her.
"Yes Father, I promise I will obey." She risked looking up into his eyes. They were so dark, they were almost black. There seemed only discipline and order there; no joy, no warmth.
The High priest closed the distance between them and ripped the robe from her body. Hanna stood in front of him quivering, naked but for her boots. He looked her up and down with a frown on his face.
"This vessel is mine to do with as I will." he said. "You will worship it as you should me. You will nourish it and keep it clean to please me. It is not your body. Nothing is yours. All is mine, as I only save what is mine."
"Yes Father, please!" Hanna replied fervently.
He ran a finger over her breast. They were full and firm. Her nipples hardened at his touch. Hanna blushed at their reaction.
"You presume too much." he said, glaring at her, "You do not feel embarrassment at me touching what is mine. That displeases me."
"I'm so sorry, Father!" She exclaimed, devastated to have disappointed him, already. Would he decide she was unfit for saving, now? Would he cast her out?
He took in the fear playing across her face. "I see I need to ensure you remember that this vessel belongs to me." he said.
He walked to his table and removed from one of the drawers a metal church wax sigil, used for sealing the high priest's letters. The sigil was on the end of a wooden handle. He held the sigil into the flame of the candle burning on his desk.
Hanna watched with wide eyes as he turned towards her, holding the sigil.
"Turn around and bend over, and hold your ankles, child." he said.
Hanna, knees weak, turned around and grasped her ankles. The high priest came up behind her and softly caressed her bottom.
Hanna's eyes closed with pleasure at the feel of his touch. His hand moved away then, and Hanna heard the noise before she felt anything. A slow hiss and a smell of burning heralded an excruciating pain just above her right buttock.
Hanna bit her lip to keep from screaming out. The pain made her vision go black and her head spin. Just before she could fall, the high priest picked her up and laid her on his desk, face down. Her bottom burned. He took a vial from his drawer and smoothed some of the contents onto her pain.
"Your body is now marked as mine." he said. "Any others looking on this mark will know that it is mine, and know that to touch what is mine is to invite certain death." He caressed her bottom.
Hanna burst into sobs. "Oh Father, thank you," she cried through her tears, "I am not worthy, but I pray you will help me become so."
The high priest came to stand in front of her. He opened his robe enough that she could see his erect penis at the same level as her face. "It pleases me to mark what is mine," he said. "You may kiss my penis in thanks." Hanna immediately moved forward to tenderly kiss his penis, feeling its warmth and hardness beneath her lips. The pain in her bottom had changed now to a dull burn that was echoed between her legs.
Chapter 3
Hanna was back in her room. She slumped to the floor and fell asleep, curled up in her robe on the hard stone floor.
She was woken by the sound of the door opening. It was pitch black outside her window, the dead of night. The high priest stepped in.
"Remove your robe and follow me." he commanded.
Hanna did as instructed, and hurried to follow the high priest down the corridor. She looked around in fear that someone may witness her nudity. She felt exposed and vulnerable.
She held a hand across her breasts and another over her groin. The high priest glanced around and saw her discomfort. He lifted his hand and slapped her hard across the face. Hanna fell to the floor from the force of the blow.
"This vessel is mine," the high priest said. "You do not get embarrassed if I choose to display it in public. You do not get to have feelings about the way it is used."
"Yes, Father." Hanna replied, tears streaming down her stinging cheeks.
They continued walking. They left the main building and were soon outside, walking across the manicured lawn. There was little light to see
by but the flicker of stars and a small sliver of moon.
Hanna walked blindly, watching only the flowing robe of the high priest.
The land sloped down, and Hanna looked up to see they had come to a wide river. The water was perfectly still, starlight reflecting in the black water. Hanna had never seen anything so beautiful in her life. The high priest walked right up to the water's edge.
"These are sacred waters," he said, "To bathe in them is to cleanse yourself of your past, and be anointed in the gods' love. You will clean yourself."