This is just something I do in my spare time, and out of my fantasies. A lot of people might not like this genre, but then again, a lot of people might. The thing is things are only going to get worse for G, and she's going to love-hate most of it. Those who don't like it might as well stop reading. It is an amateur work I write for free, anyway.
Having said that, it is feedback that keeps me going. The more mails and comments I read the more I'm inclined to write this story. Thanks to those who provided these mails and comments. Especially to the person who pointed out the correction in the number of rules!
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"So," I asked Jane casually, as if I were not naked while she was fully clothed. "Why do you do this?" I gulped another spoon of corn flakes. She was looking up at the ceiling, as if contemplating an answer, a slow smile playing on her face. Let me rewind a bit...
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It was 7 a.m., and I had woken up more than an hour earlier, showered and taken a big bundle of all my old clothes to our storage in the apartment downstairs. Completely naked. At 6 a.m., I was slightly worried about running into the milkman and the paperboy, but I guess I missed them, because I didn't see a soul on my way down the flights of stairs leading to our storage. I was slightly shivering from the cold, and from my still damp body straight out of the shower. I could have dried myself properly if I had a second towel, but it never occurred to me to open the bundle and fish for it.
I took the trip to the storage as fast as I could, with the bundle of clothes covering my boobs, because it was still early, and I didn't expect Mr. Milk and Mr. Paper to arrive yet. By the time I had unlocked the storage, frantically balancing the bundle on my knees, looking at the corridor leading up to the ground floor frequently, stuffed the bundle inside alongside April's old washing machine and a bunch of stuffed toys, locked the door and started upstairs again, it was becoming light.
I tore upstairs, boobs wildly bouncing, hitting my arms as I skipped stairs. I had entered the apartment breathless and full of adrenaline. I was so fucking excited. I quickly went to my room and booted my computer. I hastened to unplug the speakers so as to keep the monster in my bed asleep. I looked at her sleeping serenely, not looking a bit like she'd do the things she was capable of. The manipulative, coercive, egoistic, megalomaniac, controlling bitch.
I tore my eyes off her sleeping face and slapped my face once, shaking my head. I opened the forum and logged on to it. There were two threads in it. One had all my photos, uploaded by Jane. I looked at the comments that followed the photos. There were roughly 9-10 people. I was more and more horrified as I read the comments.
"What a slut! Cumming for the camera! Gross!"
All the comments were anonymous, but I knew they were people who knew me.
"Oh man! I know this bitch. She's a TA in Prof D.'s class. Her name's G! What a ho..."
"Man, she is so hot! I never thought she was this kinda girl. Fap Fap..."
I was tearing up. Jane was ruining me.
"Thanks Jane for this forum! Best thing ever! More photo-shoots please!"
"I wish I could meet you in person Jane! I want to know you better!"
I felt a bit annoyed by this. I had posed for all the photos, and Jane was becoming the local hero!
I read on.
"She is so pretty. Why would she do this?" This was clearly a girl. I felt slightly better now. The light compliment was heavy flattery to my current state of mind.
But then, a few comments down, "Ewwwwwww... Look at her disgusting tits! So huge!"
This was also clearly another girl. I grimaced. I kept scrolling. The comments ran into two pages.
I looked at Jane and the light filtering in from my curtains was playing on her face. I quickly went to the other thread and looked at the most up-voted post. This was supposed to be the thread that would decide on my dare today;
I blanched as I read it. It was brief but bad. I could figure out why this was the most voted.
"G should pick a boy, any boy from the class today and have sex with him after class in the men's room."
I should have guessed this. I wouldn't pretend I didn't spend time thinking about Jane's rules from yesterday. That I had to check this forum for a dare was one of her rules.
Rule # 1. & 2. were my dress code. Always naked in the apartment. When April is there, I was allowed to wear a single item of clothing as long as a model tube dress hanging by the back of my door. At any point of time, no more than two items of clothing were allowed, as long as my cleavage and belly are exposed, and my skirt is the shortest in the room, and is no longer than 10 inches.
I was still feeling slightly incredulous about this rule. Did she seriously expect me to do this? Would she be running around measuring the length of my skirt to see if fit the rules? I smirked. Little did I know how small a 10 inch skirt was at that point.
Rule #3 meant I now had to modify this dare that I had received to make it more interesting.
Above all, the rule that any direct order she gave me had to be made more humiliating for myself, by myself. This was unsaid, and a basis for out current relationship.
The thing about Jane was, she wanted me to be an active participant in my own humiliation. She wanted to drive deep into my gut the idea that I was doing all of this because I was turned on by embarrassment. And not because she was in any way blackmailing me to do this. It had been that way since that fateful Saturday afternoon. To be honest, I preferred it this way. It was not that I liked every bit of what she forced me to do, but by god was it exciting. And I didn't want to be blackmailed. I was terrified, but if I stopped playing with her, she made it very clear that she would do everything not to lose me as a very entertaining pet to live out her fantasies. It was at that point that fear overcame my arousal.
I didn't want that. This was at least pleasurable.
It was all well and good when she involved Kat. Lovely, sexy, brilliant Kat. But now, my photos were all over this forum. A dozen people could see how I looked naked anytime they wanted to. My belly churned uncomfortably every time I thought that Jane wouldn't stop at this forum.
Returning to the matter at hand, sex with a boy I would've barely talked to other than when discussing his assignments and tests. I suppose it could have been worse. Oh wait, It has to be worse. I now had to think of a way to make it worse.
I sat there for a couple of minutes. I then quickly sprung to action and opened the video of me with Carrie from the day before. I forwarded all the embarrassing parts until it came to the part with me coming out of the diner with Carrie's number written across my exposed pubic area. I froze frame. I whipped out my phone and started copying the number.
"Slut!" I froze. The monster was awake. I realized the scene I was presenting to her, of me watching my own naked video. "Good morning!" She said and smirked at me on the way to the bathroom.
I quickly switched off the computer, flushing and trying not to cry. I was being reduced to a horny, sobbing mess by Jane, and the least I could do is try to just be a horny mess.
I went down to have some breakfast. I poured myself some cereal and sat naked at the dining table, my eyes glazed at the newspaper I had picked up cautiously from outside the door. About 10 minutes later I looked up and saw Jane skipping down the stairs, positively buoyant. I was yet to touch my bowl of cereal. She was fully dressed and freshly showered, wearing a cutoff pair of jeans and really tight T-shirt, denting around her bra straps. I would have normally called it slutty, but I was naked. And I had a good feeling that the clothes she would make me wear today would be scary as hell. I shuddered.
She greeted me with a cheery good morning. She then thanked me for the bowl of cereal and pulled the bowl towards herself, asking me if I was not going to get one myself. I stared at her for a minute.
I silently sighed and went back to pour myself some more. She normally reads the paper around this time. She generally hands it to me by the time I wake up and come down, whether she'd finished it or not. We paid for it, me and April, so it seemed right at that time. I would ask her if she was done, and she'd usually say yes and carry on.
Today however, was different. She didn't even take her eyes off it as I brought the cereal to the table. The fact that I was naked might be distracting her, but she seemed to resist me. We both ate silently, apart from the occasional slurps. She didn't even acknowledge my presence. I stared at her for a bit. I was annoyed, and some amount of rebellion stirred in me at the lack of attention.
Here I was in my birthday suit, showered and finished in my morning duties as per instructions, obedient as a slave and the least she could do was... Pet me? Pay attention to me? Something...
Suddenly she looked at me. Or she had been staring at me all this time and I noticed only now.
Either way, I was completely at attention, waiting for every word to come out of her mouth. Outwardly, I pretended to casually look at her.
"Bored?" She asked me nonchalantly, casually folding up the paper.