Helen brought herself back from that other place she had been. She had told herself to do this now, at this time, and she did it. It was a technique that Mistress had taught her, a way to remove herself mentally from what was being done to her. At the same time it seemed to allow time to pass much faster.
Helen was in a place that was totally black and silent. She was restrained in an arduous position which exposed her accessible holes and also posed her in a classic, erotic position of bondage.
She was completely clad in soft, shiny leather. Nothing showed anywhere except for the access holes to her body. Her vagina, her anus, her nipples, and her mouth, they were accessible and usable to anyone who cared to use them. Nothing else of her was visible except the leather. This pose was especially difficult. She looked similar to the letter “Z” from the side. She had been suited then draped and bound to four bars. The mechanism was called a rack and was sort of like a Nautilus machine for bondage posing. One bar was behind her knees which were spread apart to their limit. Another was at her feet, spreading them wide apart also and pulling them hard behind her, forming the bottom of the “Z”. Her body was positioned on another bar that crossed her right at the spot where her shoulders joined her upper body and this formed the middle of the “Z”. Her arms were widely separated, pulled hard forward and bound to another pipe which could be moved in or out as Mistress desired. Her arms formed the top of the “Z”.
A strap running from the top of the hood to the center of the back of her waist had her face pointing straight ahead and located her mouth in a convenient spot for users. She was suspended in the air so that her pussy and anus were located near the height of four feet, again, for user convenience. With the forward strain on her body, anyone using her pussy would find her exposed nipples conveniently located for use with their mouth. She had been posed entirely for a user’s convenient access to her pussy, anus, nipples, and mouth. A small panel ensured that she could be raised or lowered for easier access with minimal effort on the part of the user.
Her accessibility had been taken advantage of by numerous people. Her mouth, ass, and pussy had been invaded time after time after time. She had been used extremely hard! She had no idea how long she’d been here but her stomach felt uncomfortably full. The amount of semen which had been deposited into her mouth and swallowed had filled her stomach to taut, straining, fullness! She did know that she had been used innumerable times. Sometimes by individuals, occasionally by groups, and sometimes people would simply test to see if she was real. Dildos, fingers, hands, speculum, all manner of things had been inserted and withdrawn. Women, men, it made no difference, she was there to be used and she had been! Some would simply run a quick finger into each orifice checking that this erotic display was a real human being. Others would fuck or suck one of her orifices until they were satisfied. Occasionally, a group would visit her and use her offerings. At least she thought that was what was happening. She couldn’t see, couldn’t hear and her imagination was her only way to make anything of the way this was going.
She found that when this sort of training had first started, the anonymity of having an unexpected and unknown cock or tongue shoved into her while she was effectively blinded and deaf and unable to make the slightest move, was completely different from anything she had ever experienced. She had attempted to imagine the person connected to the organ that was penetrating her body. That proved to be impossible and she’d given that up, instead, she had learned to concentrate on the object. If it was a cock, she tried to feel every single irregularity, every minute fold or crease, every single identifying characteristic, including how it was used and manipulated. She could tell, shortly after penetration started, a particular cock had ever been inside her mouth, pussy, or anus. Her mouth of course was much more sensitive to identifying a penis or a pussy than either her anus or vagina. Identifying various pussies was the easiest because her sensitive mouth and tongue noted the slightest difference in the size, location of clitoris, taste, moistness and folds of skin. Recognizing a mouth at her own mouth, pussy, or anus was also easy because the owner would always have some sort of habitual routine that they would invariably fall into, and she would know if she had been kissed, sucked or eaten by a particular mouth shortly after it would fasten itself to whatever part of her it wanted to use.
At some time, the visitors would cease, someone would wheel her, still on her rack, into a truck or van, and she would be taken away to find herself back in Mistress’s dungeon where more teaching would take place. This teaching was frequently painful and Helen gradually learned to go to that other place that Mistress told her of and directed her to. In that place, Helen was totally aware of what was happening and her feelings weren’t dulled in the slightest. As a matter of fact, Helen believed that her sensitivity was sharper and more defined than normal. Every insult, every degradation, every foray into pain was an experience that Helen remembered and participated in fully. Her screams were no less loud or genuine than when she wasn’t able to get to that place. It’s just that when she was in that place, regardless of what was done to her, she was able to maintain her sanity and dignity much easier. She wondered what awaited her tonight.
She was completely undressed for tonight’s lesson. She was washed and laved carefully and thoroughly. Then a simple black vinyl body stocking was brought to her and the laborious process of getting a human body into a garment that exactly matched that body, was started. After the normal process of pulling, tugging, and smoothing was completed and the last zipper was closed and the last buckle buckled, she was assisted in sitting upright and a pair of six inch black platform boots with stiletto heals were placed on her feet. The boots ran up to just barely below her vagina and were laced snugly all the way. An oval cut out between her legs was unsnapped and removed. It made accessing her anus and vagina very easy and convenient. The ball and harness was fitted and tightened and the hood was placed over her head and securely fastened. This time the straps that would normally force her head to look straight up weren’t fastened. Instead, three straps that kept her head straight forward were attached and adjusted until absolutely tight, and she was unable to move her head the least bit. The openings in the hood for her eyes were uncovered last.