~For my Master and Mistress
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Why do we always want something that we can't have? How do you justify that? The fact that you're yearning for someone, dying of need but yet that person is so far away. Where does one go to confess such a thing? Or better yet, how can that problem be solved? How can that yearning be sated, that need be fed or that constant want be diminished for the time being?
So many questions, yet I have no answer. Why? Because I was in that exact situation. I still am. There's no way for me to answer any of those questions since I'm still experiencing the problem. I yearn, I need, I wallow in want and desire every night for something that I can't even touch. But here is my chance. Right here is my silent plea for my desires to come take me away.
I never indulge in these fantasies for too long but for right now, I need to. For both me and those that I desire to see how deep I am in my need.
My eyes close and the fantasy begins to overtake me. Uneven breathing and distant moaning begin to encompass my world but all I can do now is sit back and enjoy the much needed ride...
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Even though my nerves were shot as I knocked on the door, my anticipation was extremely high. I've wanted to do this very thing for so long. To travel above the clouds and finally land in the one place that I've wanted to be in for some time now. More specifically, from New York to Germany is how far I traveled. Quite the distance. I stood back and waited for my appearance to be acknowledged. I absently adjusted my clothing. Eyeing my low cut red sundress and matching heeled sandals, in hopes that I looked good enough. I knew how I looked. Shoulder length brown hair, pretty brown eyes, smooth light skin and gold jewelry here and there. I was a pretty package but would I be enough?
I heard the locks on the door being undone and my head popped up. My heart rate escalated and for a minute I couldn't even breathe. I couldn't believe that I was finally doing it. Who knew? Everything seemed to go in slow motion as the door opened and my first real sight of him came into view. He was exactly as the picture shown, even better than them actually. 5 feet and 11 inches of pure masculine heat. Tanned white skin and toned muscles hidden under a green shirt and jeans. It didn't matter because I knew they were there.
He was everything I had imagined. He was the man I've been desiring for months now. His beautiful smile greeted me and I answered him with one of my own. I blushed as he eyed me with what I hoped was an appreciative look.
"Sade, you look beautiful. How are you?"
My blush deepened and I immediately answered, "I'm fine, Max. How are you?"
"All is well. We're glad you could make it."
By we, he meant him and his wife, Anna, whom I must say is the most beautiful and exotic woman I've ever seen. I believe any man or woman would fall head over heels for her just with one glance. She's absolutely wonderful and along with Max, I want her too. Very much so. That makes two people that I desire. That's twice the want, twice the need and twice the amount of effort to control myself when desire overtook me.
Max stepped aside and allowed me to enter. The decΓ²r was wonderful but that was to be expected. I looked around, taking in any and everything. Max walked up behind me and led me to where Anna was, saying that she's been quite anxious to meet me. Trust me, the feeling is mutual. We stepped into the living room and there she was, sitting on the couch with a pretty blue dress on.
Her dark hair fell into her face, accentuating the blue in her eyes. Her pale skin contrasted beautifully with her hair and I instantly smiled. She was beautiful as I knew she would be. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Everything about her was so exotic, so striking. I walked up to her, mesmerized by her alluring eyes and lovely lips. My heart skipped as she smiled at me.
"So beautiful", I whispered while running my fingers through her silky hair. I then ran my hands down her cheek, caressing her soft skin. My fingers skimmed her lips and I asked the one question I've been dying to know the answer to.
"May I kiss you, Anna?"
She simply smiled and nodded. I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers, savoring the feel of their softness and the sweet smell of her perfume. I slipped my tongue into her mouth ever so slowly and she moaned, sending a wave of pleasure throughout my body. I wanted to savor this, to savor the first touch, first kiss, first taste. She tasted so sweet, so delicious and I immediately wondered what her pussy tasted like too.
Holding on for a moment longer, I kissed her deeper then pulled back, leaving us both breathless and hungry for more. Not wanting to miss the chance, I turned to Max who was watching us both with raw lust in his beautiful blue-green eyes.
Stepping up to him, I traced my fingers down his arms and softly asked, "May I kiss you too, Max?"
His soft smile quickened the beat of my pulse and he answered, "Yes, you may."
I immediately stood up on my toes and grabbed the back of his head bringing his lips down towards mine. The first contact was electrifying and though I'd asked the question, Max was the one who was in control of the kiss. It was a control that I was always willing to let him have. He kissed me deep and slow and I had to reign in the need to rip his clothes off right there. A small whimper escaped me as his tongue tampered with my mouth and with my self-control.
Reluctantly, I pulled back. A small smile spread across my face and I felt a slight flush color my cheeks. I was more than highly aroused. Just thinking of these two beautiful people made my knees weak. I often wonder how I got so lucky but that is of no importance right now.
I walked away and sat next to Anna. There was something I needed to do before the evening moved along any further. Holding both of her hands in mine, I watched her turn toward me. The sweet scent of her perfume greeted me and clouded my vision. I was overwhelmed with lust but I had to hold back. What I needed to do was of great importance. Capturing Anna's eyes with my own, I spoke from deep within.
"I know this whole thing started with just Max and I. I am his for him to do whatever he wants but I belong to you too. Whatever you want, whatever you need, I will do. Just remember that you are as much a part of this as I am. I am here to please you both, Anna. My pleasure comes second to yours. And I won't continue on unless you're completely happy with what's going on. So if you ever want or need something from me, don't be scared to ask because I'll give you whatever it is that you want, ok?"
It was a slightly long speech but it was necessary and afterwards I was awarded with a smile from both her and Max. An unbelievable happiness spread through me.
"Ok, Sade."
That was the first time she spoke that evening. The first time that I ever heard her voice and I wished that I heard it sooner. It's priceless.
I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her lips before Max said, "Come ladies, time for dinner."
Dinner was nice, light and delicious. We conversed in idle chit chat throughout the meal but the underlying sexual tension was still there. Occassional glances and lingering touches were shared but only for a moment. After the dishes were cleared, we sat back and sipped on some wine. Well I had juice since wine isn't exactly my favorite drink.
The mood was light and airy. A peaceful silence washed over us and in that time I began to feel a stirring within me. I stared at Max as I took a sip from my glass. Absently my tongue traced the rim of the glass back and forth just at the thought of kissing him again. From his lips to the lovely cock between his thighs. Back and forth. I could imagine taking that cock out and caressing it, kissing the tip and licking down the shaft. Back and forth. When I come back up again I slip the head between my lips and begin to suck, tasting every single inch of him with my tongue. Back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.