she knew that she had messed up. she hated when He was disappointed with her, when she had broken one of His rules. This time it was grave, He was extremely upset with her, she could read the disappointment even with her back turned as she faced the corner. What had she been thinking, obviously she wasn't using her head, she hadn't been thinking at all.
It all started first thing in the morning. she had been lying in bed and He was already up getting dressed for work. she lay there, with only the sheet draped over her, her eyes closed but she knew there must have been a devilish grin on her face. she was feeling mischievous. she was extremely horny and she was wiggling and fidgeting in bed, hoping to catch His attention. He came into the room, noticing all this. she begged Him to play with her, He dismissed her telling her not this morning. she crawled out of bed and began to suck on His cock, He, firmly told her to stop, but she did not listen and continued. she didn't realise how serious He was, she didn't pay attention to the intensity in His voice. Finally He pushed her aside and told her to get back to bed until He was gone. she, being upset at being pushed away, turned to her stubborn side.
He finished dressing without another word, she watched Him move back and forth across the room then finally leave. she could hear Him walk down the stairs and out the front door. she found it odd, His behaviour, but dismissed it quickly and thought of herself. Something she's not used to doing, she had no idea what made her so selfish this morning.
she laid there dreamily, thinking of her erotic dream, and found herself with her hand between her legs, something strictly forbidden. she didn't even realise what she was doing, it was like her hand had a mind of its own, playing with His pussy. Very obvious she was not of the right mind, she would never have done this under normal circumstances. It couldn't have been that long, when she heard a clearing of a throat, she opened her eyes to see Him standing in the entrance of the bedroom. He had forgotten something and she didn't hear Him come back in. she froze just as she was, her hand plainly on His pussy, middle finger slid into His wet warm cunt, the other hand resting on His breast, playing with His nipple. her mind raced, trying to figure out, what was she doing, what was she thinking. There were no excuses, only to beg for His forgiveness.
The look on His face, pure and utter disappointment, eyes locked on her, staring hard, said it all. she jumped out of bed and crawled over to Him, crying, begging forgiveness. her hands were clasped together, she was looking up into His face, tears rolling down her cheeks. she knew, this was not going to ease her punishment. He told her to get up, to get dressed and to do her chores for the day. He always left her a list on the kitchen table. He would deal with this disobedience tonight after work, as it was now He was running late and not in the frame of mind to punish her properly.
she remained on the floor, sitting back on her heels until He left the house again. her mind racing to the last time she had played without permission. Really she had no one to blame, she brought this on herself. she knew she had to beg for permission, she knew that she was not to touch His pussy, it was for His pleasure, not hers. Could she claim insanity, perhaps that she was asleep and it was just a dream. No, none of that would work, as she would still feel guilty, and then she would also be lying to Him, that being unacceptable as well. Trust is the one thread, the one essential element to T/their relationship, one that must never be compromised. Without trust, T/they have nothing.
After sitting for what seemed like only a minute or two, she looked back at the clock and realised she knelt there for over half an hour. she promptly got up and showered, putting her collar on and went to her tasks for the day. she paid close attention to everyone of them, completing them with the greatest detail. For dinner she prepared His favourite, hoping that it would somehow make up for her gross error this morning. All day she thought about what she had done, it weighed heavily on her mind, she was prepared for whatever consequence He gave her but the disappointment on His face, would never go away in her mind.
When she heard the key in the door, she prepared His plate, setting it in His spot. she kept hers on the counter, not really sure that she would be welcome at His table this evening. He came in, crossed the room and gave her a kiss on the forehead. A tear escaped her eye, trailing down her cheek. He wiped it away and told her to join Him at His table. she did quickly, not saying a word. she had learned it was advantageous to keep her thoughts to herself at these times. He spoke of His day, His boss, and the interesting lunch that He had with another Dom. her curiosity was peeked with that one, but she held her tongue and listened. When He was finished His meal, He got up and moved to the living room to drink His coffee and read the paper. she served Him His coffee then cleaned up the kitchen.
When she was done, she joined Him in the living room just as He was folding the paper and putting it away. she knelt at His feet, facing Him, her knees separated, hands clasped behind her back.
He started by telling her how very disappointed He was in her. she had been doing so well, not touching His pussy while He was away from the house. she nodded. He was disappointed in how selfish she was this morning, knowing that He needed to get to work, teasing and acting childish, wanting things her way. Did He not permit her on occasions to behave in such a way, did He not give her everything her little heart desired, did He not take care of all of her needs. she nodded, the tears returning to her eyes. He sent her to her corner, to think about her actions as He prepared for her punishment. she thanked Him and crawled over to her corner, the tears continuing to roll down her cheeks. she kneeled, back straight, knees spread, hands clasped behind her head, her nose to the corner.