Monday, December 26, 2011, A morning after.
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Katy had the day off and I didn't have any place to go, so we stayed in bed late. Napping and cuddling hours after we'd have usually gotten up. A little touching, a little pillow talk, no sex.
We were laying on opposite sides of the bed, a couple of feet away from each other, looking at each other faces. She was tracing my lips with one finger nail.
She said, "When I said I loved you last night. I didn't mean... I mean... well, there's Betty and..."
I said, "I understand. I meant the same thing. You have Betty, and despite what we're doing this moment, and the whole D/s thing, I'm not looking to be to be the center of someone's life. Or have them be the center of mine. I want to be in someone's life, and have them be in mine. But not the center. I do love you, and you're very important to me, but you're not my girlfriend. You're very significant to me, but you're not my "significant other." And I'm not yours."
"I love you too, just the same way."
She rolled me over on my other side and pulled me to her, putting her arms around me.
She was quiet a moment then said, "We should get Betty in here with us."
She felt me go stiff for a second then I relaxed and said, "Yes, Mistress."
She said, "Oh, no. I know some people do submission that way, but I won't. You're not my slave. I need us both to be happy with whatever we do. Tell me what the problem is. Your body just spoke for you."
I said, "I don't know her. I've only met her once, the day you moved in, and I don't remember her at all. I know she knows about us, but I'd have to know her better before I'd be comfortable sleeping with her. On the other hand, I trust you. If you think we should bring her to bed with us, I'll do it."
She thought a bit then said, "Thank you for trusting me. I think you'd both enjoy each other, in or out of bed, but you're right. Let's get you two together, out of bed, and see if you hit it off. I'm sure you're going to love each other."
I said, "Thank you. You know, I keep thinking of this submissive thing wrong."
She said, "No surprise. Not only is my take on it is a bit different, but movies, TV and even stories play it the way you seem to be thinking about it. We'll work it out. I think we're beyond the point where we'd have to stop."
She paused again. "Changing the subject, my mother likes you."
"Really? I didn't get that impression."
"You'd have to know my mother. She doesn't approve of our relationship, she thinks you're too old for me. Or I'm too young for you. And she hasn't entirely made peace with me being lesbian. She a bit conflicted. First, she believes it's none of her business how I live. On the other hand, she's my mother and cares about me. But she defiantly likes you."
I said, "I'm glad. Listen, can be put the heavy issues aside for a bit? I want to nap here in your arms, and you in mine, a little longer, then get to cleaning this place up. Our clothes are still on the floor over there gathering wrinkles. I'll put them on hangers and take them to be cleaned."
She said, "Thank you, baby. That would be lovely. Take a nap. I have to check on the servers at work in a little while too."
She fell asleep faster than I did. I was thinking about Betty and wondering what it would be like with another woman. Before Brian, I'd been with more boys and men than I could count. And almost all of them, until Brian, had taken advantage of me. I'd been with no one since he died. No one until Katy. And now?
Thursday, December 29, 2011, Invitation to a party
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We're in the kitchen this morning getting ready for breakfast. Katy cooking. We're both wearing robes, but neither of us have closed them. I'm watching her at the stove humming to herself and dancing in place as she works. I got up, dropped my robe on the island, and came up behind her.
I said, "Put the spatula down," then bit her ear.
"Hey!"
I said, insistently, "I told you to put it down!" and bit her again.
She asked, "Who's the mistress here?"
I replied, "I am, for the moment."
She giggled, "OK, I'll buy that."
She put the spatula down, I slid her robe off and tossed it on the island on my way back to my seat.
She turned to watch me sit down and said, "I thought you were going to dominate me?"
I said, "I am. The way you Dom me. By watching you. Go ahead and finish cooking."
She smiled, picked up the spatula and returned to her task, doing her humming, singing and dancing thing. She knew exactly what I wanted to see, now swinging her hips more suggestively than usual.
In a few minutes she set out breakfast for both of us then sat across from me. As we eat we exchange the usual morning small talk.
After a while she said, "V, Betty and I were invited to a New Years Eve party. We can bring someone with us. Would you like to go?"
"Oh, I'd be too old for your friends."
"Maybe, but I don't think so. I've told some of them about you..."
She didn't get to finish the sentence. I gasped, dropped my fork, and covered my breasts with my hands. I was staring at her wide eyed. She looked back at me surprised.
I said, "You told some..." and trailed off.
"No, Virginia. Only that we're friends, I like you a lot and that we went to each others holiday dinners."
She pointed at my hands. "That's an interesting reaction. What you are doing there?"
I looked at my hands "Covering myself, I guess." I picked up my fork and started eating again.
"As I was saying, I've told some of them about you and they'd like to meet you. We'd be meeting Betty there. If you decide not to stay you can take my car home. Or we could take yours. I can get a ride home with Betty"
"Well, OK. What do we wear?"
"It's sort of dressy. It think the outfits we wore to my mothers." She noticed my nipples stiffen. "You like that idea?"
"Well, yes, I love those outfits. You looked wonderful, Katy. And I loved taking them off later."
"We both looked good. And you'll have a chance to talk with Betty."
Saturday, December 31, 2011, Betty.
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