A ftm+male couple role-plays as a cop raping an anarchist.
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My phone rings. It's my live-in boyfriend Zac returning from tour. He's the drummer for an industrial band. "Hey, babe."
"'Sup, my sexy little slut?" That's his usual greeting when I answer the phone.
"Dude, I have a surprise for you when you arrive," I tease.
"Cool, I was calling to say my Amtrak train arrived in Chicago. I'll be home in about forty-five minutes."
"I can't wait till you arrive."
"So what kind of surprise is it, freak?" We are freaks and proud of it. We both have spiked mohawks, piercings, and tattoos. He has brown hair, about four inches long; I have bright blue hair, about two inches long. He has a whopping total of fifteen piercings: pierced six times in the left ear and once in the right, twice in the right eyebrow, once in the bridge of his nose, once in his septum, once in the tongue, once in the middle of his lower lip, and once on each nipple. I have a modest seven: once in my left ear cartilage, twice in the right eyebrow, once in the septum, once in the tongue, and twice on the left side of my lower lip. Both of his arms are sleeved in tattoos that look like the graffiti all over abandoned buildings in Detroit. I have an interlocking anarchy symbol and peace sign on my back shoulder and the Nine Inch Nails logo tramp stamp.
"It wouldn't be a surprise if I told you. Just... When you get here, be sure to stop at the kitchen table."
"Sounds yummy." Zac pauses, then quickly says, "I'm heading to the subway station now. Gonna lose reception."
"Okay. Love you."
"Love you too."
The phone clicks. I sit down at my desk and start a hand-written note.
I am a prominent Anarchist writer and activist. You are undercover in the FBI spying on me, trying to find a way to silence me. Every time I get arrested for civil disobedience, I write another book critical of government. Your plan to silence me is through police brutality: you are going to physically and sexually assault me.
Here are the rules of the game. Anything like "no" or "stop" means "maybe; work me up and see if you can convince me to say yes." If I say, "Arrest me" or "Time out," immediately stop everything and talk to me about whether we can continue the game or not.
Love,
Aiden.
I take the note and a pair of metal handcuffs and set them down on the kitchen table.
Writing this note has gotten me soaking wet. But there's one more thing to get. I grab my black trenchcoat and head out of my apartment into the autumn air. I briskly cover the six-block walk through my Northside Chicago neighborhood to the locally-owned bakery.
"Hi Aiden! What can I get for you?" the brown-skinned, black-haired lady behind the counter cheerfully asks.
"Hola, Maria," I respond in my light Chinese accent. "Can I have one chocolate-frosted donut?"
"That all?"
"Yes, thanks."
I put the donut on a plate next to the letter and handcuffs, then check the time. 3:30. Zac would be home in any minute now. I retreat to our bedroom and nervously wiggle my tongue against my lip rings. I don't know how far Zac is going to take this. Am I going to have to use a safe word? How far am I willing to push myself?
I hear heavy footsteps from outside the apartment. It must be him! Sure enough, I hear a key turn in the door and the footsteps approach.
"A donut, handcuffs, and..." Zac's voice trails off as he lifts the letter from the table.
"The fuck?!" he shouts suddenly, then he purrs, "Aiden, you kinky bastard."
Zac bursts into the bedroom, handcuffs brandished. "FBI! You're under arrest!"
I smile at him as I turn my back to him and put my hands behind my back.
The handcuffs click around my wrists. Then Zac shoves me forward and I land hard on the bed. He uses one hand to shove my face into the pillow as he says, "Aiden Wong, you have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney during interrogation; if you cannot afford an attorney, one will be appointed to you."
I remain silent and still, waiting for Zac's next move. I hear him leave the room, open and close a drawer, and return. I turn my head to look at him. He's holding a large chef's knife in his hand. He holds his hand out towards me, pointing the knife between my eyes.
"I'm going to plant this on you and use it as justification for beating the shit out of you."