She is beautiful ā petite, long dark hair, flashing dark eyes, slender and athletic. She is in her early 30ās, married for a few years, bored⦠her husband is busy and successful at his career, and things have become quite routine for them, at home and especially, in bed. She could almost SCREAM at his predictable approach ā the kiss on the throat, hand on her breastā¦
She craves something else, and has been afraid to admit it to herself.
Itās a baby step, to cross the line. How dangerous can an internet chat be, after all? Sheās anonymous, sheās safe to play on line, saying whatever she wants and teasing the men who show interest. She is a vixen, a virgin, a slut⦠she loves the roles she plays, still wantingā¦somethingā¦
A different man shows an interest. He doesnāt ask the typical āare you hot?ā and ādo you have big tits?ā kinds of questions⦠those questions that all the 17 year olds ask the older women, in chat rooms. No, heās articulate, he has an artistās mind, and she finds herself drawn to him. He asks questions that lead her to reveal herself, reveal her desires⦠dark as they may be, she wants to be dominated; she finally admits it to herself, and to him.
āYesā he says āI knew it all along. You want to be taken, to be overpoweredā¦ā āYes,ā she admits. This is what sheās been missing ā her husband, always careful of her feelings, doesnāt bring his animal nature into their lovemaking ā itās too āniceā and itās not doing it for her. She craves it rough, dirtyā¦
āMeet meā¦.ā
= Will she do it? She agonizes for days, but when the time comes, she goes. They plan to meet at the Hotel. She tells herself, well, itās still a public place ā he canāt axe murder me there. She cannot resist ā sheās drawn to the experience, anticipating whatās to comeā¦
They meet in the bar. Heās in his mid-50ās, distinguished and successful, well-dressed. He looks her over from head to toe when she walks in ā she shivers, nipples hard. Sheās dressed in a long dress, 100 buttons from neckline to hem, carefully buttoned. āWear something I can rip off you,ā he told her, as they were planning this date. Underneath, a camisole and thong, garter and stockingsā¦
They shake hands, small-talk as he orders her a drink. He brushes his hand down her back and pulls her closer. She smiles, sheās wet already. He looks at her, kisses her⦠gently, then tongue, insistent. She gasps. āLetās go upstairs, ok?ā
His room has been carefully prepared. Champagne chilling, soft jazz on the stereo, the bed laid out with silk scarves, tiny clamps, a riding cropā¦