The rest of my weekend in Bermuda was great, though my Master had no more dark surprises in store. He showed me the island and we made love all day Sunday. It was great to experience sex that was intimate and warm; sex that wasn't spliced with fear, condescension or pomp. Bob just gave me deep sensuous loving that carried me all the way home. The sex I'd experienced with my group of studs was thrilling, but going solo with Bob was incredibly satisfying and esteem building.
As much as I enjoyed being degraded and manhandled, and as much as my participation in those acts were actually expressions of my esteem, I had to admit, it also did some damage to it in the process. They were just little cracks, but Master must have known. He rebuilt me on Sunday by showing me how much he loved me and how worthy I was of his deep affections. The orgasms we shared were so powerful and so wonderful that I cried tears of pure passion.
My trust in Master was at an all-time high. There was no sexual act that I wouldn't perform for him. I was living in his light and had no fear of his darkness. His approval was the only thing that was of any significance to me. Nothing else mattered. It occurred to me that this is why he made me commit to keeping my grades up. He knew that my fixation on his guidance might damage my education. Now, I was more scared of showing Master a poor grade than I was of showing the same to my Dad.
I left Bermuda early enough to get home with some study time to spare. I wore clothes on the flight back as I knew it was going to be cold in Boston.
My week at school was going to be busy as classes would be heating up. I was going to have to learn how to focus under varying degrees of distraction if was going to fulfil Master's orders. This was no easy task. First of all, having Bob in my life, but having only limited access to him was exceedingly challenging. I was in a constant state of arousal unless I could block him out and that was proving to be impossible due to Master's insistence on me wearing my Ben Wa Balls during most of my waking hours.
Living in his light was great, but Monday through Friday, I had to deal with his shadow. Now I understood the balls and why he had me wearing them. He was making me strengthen my own will. I had no choice but to take my powers of concentration to a new level. This would serve me well in the future.
Master had secretly tucked a note into my planner and I found it on Monday when I got home from classes.
"Katie, your first weekend was a stunning success. I fully expected to be pleased with you, but the ease with which you submit is truly something to behold. Though you may not know why something is being done, your ability to trust and roll with things is rare to put it mildly.
It is with this in mind that I give you this week's commands. At this time, I must emphasize the importance of following my directives to the letter. Will I know if you slack off? The answer to that question is less important than you may realize. For, even if I was unable to discern your level of compliance, you would always know the truth. If avoiding my judgment was paramount, you would have walked away last week. You know full well what's at stake here and we both know how much you need this. Don't cheat yourself. The punishment will be harsh, but it will pale in comparison to the damage you will do to yourself.
Now, my little toy, let's get to the specifics shall we? This week is not to be like last week. First of all, your sexual fast is over. I want you to take care of your sexual needs on an as-needed basis. That said, the Ben Wa Balls will be inserted every morning before class and are not to be taken out until bedtime. If you want to cum, you must cum with them inside of you.
Don't let your work slip. Learn to concentrate with the balls inside you. They are going to do very positive things for you both mentally and physically. The additional strength in your PC muscles will lead to even more intense orgasms.
Next weekend, the stakes will be raised more than a bit. Get some extra rest this week as it will serve you well when the time comes. Be well, my sexy little slut. Be well."
When the time comes? It's funny, but after living Sunday like a loving couple, the idea of something that would require that kind of will and endurance left me oddly off-balance. I knew he was still my Master, but things had felt different since we had made love on Sunday. The note sort of snapped me out of that. I was a little disappointed in myself. What, did I think he'd just fall in love with me? Did I think that he'd just wilt and not be Dominant? Is that even what I wanted? Once again, my internal confusion led me to desiring his Dominance and certitude even more.
Monday afternoon I had a break between my afternoon classes and the Library was closer to my last class than my dorm was, so I hit the cubes for some study time. As I read my Business Law textbook, the balls were stirring my libido and making my pussy wet. I had enough privacy in the corner cube to put a hand in my panties. As I rocked back and forth and worked the balls with my vagina, I gently tweaked my little clit. I was already in a state of arousal just from wearing the balls all day, so my climax hit me quickly and I clamped my mouth shut as it swept through me.
I'm so bad.
I made it through class and hit the cafeteria on the way home. Kelly had night class, so as soon as I knocked off my work, I stripped naked and fired up my vibe. I explored my insides but it wasn't simple as I still had the balls in. I literally stirred them with the vibe and I was gushing. Once I was really percolating, I went after my clit and the balls shifted inside me. I ground the humming device into my clit and rubbed it firmly back and forth. It took me a few minutes this time, but when I came, it was huge. My hips went nuts and I almost flipped over backwards when it really hit me.
I gave myself a lot of orgasms throughout the week. Pretty much every chance I got and I could feel the strength building in my vagina.
Master was right.
Friday arrived and I was nervous but excited too. Donny was waiting outside for me when I left my last class. I knew that he knew my fate just by the look on his face. He opened the door for me and I got into the limo.
I shed my clothes immediately. I adored Donny and I wanted to give him a show. The windows were tinted dark and it was fun being totally naked with the balls working their magic as we glided past people I knew.
Donny informed me that, for this trip, the plane's windows had been blacked out. I was not to know where I was going. Donny had no other info for me. We went to the same private airport and I was naked in front of the same small crew.
There was a nice meal waiting for me. I ate and had some champagne as I got a head-start on my reading for the weekend. Once I had a few glasses in me, I got tired and fell asleep. When I awoke, I looked at my watch. I'd been sleeping for over three hours. We were still in the air.
I asked for more bubbly and I sipped as I enjoyed the balls in my pussy. About an hour later, my attendant gave me an envelope and told me it was from Bob.
"Katie, at this point, you will go to the bathroom and remove the balls. Put on the heels you'll find waiting for you. Then get freshened and go back to your seat. The attendant will give you a blindfold. Put it on and do not remove it under any circumstances. It will be removed later by me. And Katie, don't forget what you are. That is all."
Shivers.
"Something extreme this way comes" I thought to myself.
I went to the bathroom to remove the balls and slipped on the sexy heels. Upon my return, the blindfold was on my seat. I got my things in order and zipped my bag shut before putting on the blindfold.