This all started about 6 months ago on a Saturday afternoon, my wife had said that she would be out all day, shopping with her friend, then she was going to the cinema to watch a film and said she would be back about 10pm.
My little princess (Ana) was having a sleepover with her friends so she was out for the night, that's when I realized I would be by myself until 10pm, I was getting excited about catching up on some Femdom stories and videos, which I have not had time to enjoy for quite some time now, but before I tell you about my frightful Saturday afternoon, which changed my life for ever, I should share some background information with you.
My wife and I are both 50 years old and we have been married about 20 years, I think we only really got married because Ana's birth was due and neither of us wanted a child out of wedlock, I know that I am a little on the submissive side and my deepest darkest fantasies involve me being completely enslaved by a beautiful dominant woman, in my mind I start off a little bit submissive and her a little bit dominant and as time goes by she takes more control and becomes more dominant and I lose control and become more submissive until it gets to the point where she controls me 100% and I am nothing but her property and treated as her pet.
I always knew that this transgression would take a long time and was happy for it to take as long as it took, but there was one major problem with my plan, my wife, yes, my wife was not the slightest bit dominant, over the years, I hinted and I did things for her in the hope she would understand my needs but I never actually confessed to her how submissive I was and how submissive I could become, I never confided in her my darkest fantasies, it made me feel dirty & perverted and that's why I turned to the internet while everyone was out so I could get my fix of kink.
My wife liked me because she thought I was an Alpha Male, someone that paid the bills and took charge of any situation, if I told her to do it, she would, she would do all the housework and the cooking as well as having a full time job, life was good, except for the fact that I am not an Alpha Male I am a beta male, someone that likes being told what to do, a follower not a leader, I was not being myself, I was living a lie, my desire to submit was getting worse but I felt so alone and there was nothing I could do about it.
Our sex life was below average, I could have it whenever I wanted, she said it was my right as her husband to take it when I felt like it, but all she did was lay there and let me fuck her, I remember one night, while fucking her, I was deep in thought with my fantasies, my thoughts were so strong that I ejaculated inside of her, I felt guilty because I knew that she had not had her orgasm so I told her I would finish her with my tongue, she went mad and said
"Darling, real men like you don't do things like that, only weak, pathetic, sissy, wimpy men that are faggots do that"
After she said that she got up and went to the bathroom to shower, I was on the bed with a really hard cock thinking about what she had just said, why didn't I have the balls to tell her? It was my perfect chance to confess everything to her, if only I had said,
"I am weak and pathetic, please train me to be your sissy, make me the wimp that I know I am and please turn me into a faggot for your pleasure & amusement"
Anyway, I didn't say that and we carried on our "normal" life we just plodded on from day-day making the best of what we had, life was pretty good apart from the sex and then of course there was my little Princess...
Ana was and still is a very special little girl, she is a typical "Daddies Girl" we were always together, it was me that bathed her, dressed her and took her out everywhere I went, she was always holding my hand or sitting on my lap while we watched TV or was reading a book.
I noticed from a very early age that she was very confidant and quite bossy for someone so young, she was the complete opposite to her mother, she seemed to have a knack of knowing exactly what to say to me so that she gets her own way, I really didn't read too much into this, I just thought it was her growing up and finding her own voice, that is until one day when she was about 18...
I was on the computer doing some work (as well as reading some nice Femdom stories) so my mind was already in a world of its own, when I heard her shout
"Daddy, I need some new shoes and you have to take me to the shops, right now"
I replied.
"Busy at the moment Princess, we will go later in the week"
With that, she came running from the lounge and stood in the doorway of my study, she looked absolutely stunning, she was wearing what I call her "sluty" clothes very short skirt, low cup top and a pair of really high shoes. Then I looked at her face, she had bright red lipstick, black mascara and a thick layer of blusher on her face and her hair was put into two ponytails, she looked like a dirty filthy slut.
I could feel my cock starting to go hard under my desk while looking at her and then something changed between us forever... She stood in the doorway with her hands on her hips, she had a very stern look on her face and then she said it...
"Daddy, I always get my own way and today will be no different, in fact from today things will be very different between us"
She raised her voice so she was almost shouting then said.
"When I tell you to take me to the shops I expect you to drop what you are doing and take me straight away, now switch that computer off and take me now"
I could feel my cock twitching as she was saying this and she started to walk towards me, I quickly switched the computer off just as she got to my chair and she wanted a cuddle, she sat on my lap and gave me a little kiss, it seemed so different to the other times she had sat on my lap, this time felt like she was grinding onto my cock and trying to turn me on, I was probably reading far to much into this and was probably the affect of reading my Femdom stories that was making my cock go rock hard, I am sure she could feel it and that made me feel very bad.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet and said "lets go" as I stood up I felt her looking at the bulge in my trousers, "Daddy" she said, "have you wet yourself?" I looked down in disbelief and realized that pre cum had leaked from my cock and left a stain on the front of my trousers.
I felt ashamed of myself and a little humiliated knowing that my little Princess had seen this, I must have gone red in the face and I remember stuttering my words when she reached out and placed her hand on the front of my bulge "Daddy, your thingy is hard, how did that happen? Why have you wet yourself? Daddy, we will have to talk about this later but get in the car and take me to the shops"