On a Friday night a couple of weeks after my encounter with Matt, I was walking down Johnson Street trying hard to come to terms with what happened. Am I gay? If not, then why did I enjoy having Matt's cock in my mouth and deep inside me? Why can't I get the taste and scent out of my mind? I wanted more, what I thought was assuaging a once only desire turned out to be far more than just a fantasy. I found that my feet were taking me to the Albatross, the lights, and the rainbow flag fluttering in the breeze took me by surprise. As I stopped in front of the bar, a car horn sounded directly behind me, and startled me.
I turned, and there was Matt, laughing his ass off. I waved, and flashed him a smile, and walked to the car. My heart sank when I saw the lady sitting in the passenger seat. I leant down to his open window and said, "Hi, I was just thinking about you." How have you been?"
"I'm doing good." He said, "This is Cheryl, she is a - an associate of mine." Cheryl leant over and gave me a smile and waved. "Are you busy tonight?" He asked, "I'm just taking Cheryl home, but I'll back shortly."
I hoped that my relief did not show in my face. I said, "No, I have nothing planned tonight I was just out for a walk and ended up here." "I'll see you when you get back." I told him.
Matt said, "OK, I'll see you in about 30 minutes. Keep a chair warm for me." "On second thought, why don't you come to the house?" He said, "I don't know that I am in the mood for the Albatross tonight. You remember where I live, don't you?"
I said, "Yes, I remember the way. I'll see you there in a half an hour." I returned his smile, and as he drove off, started walking the mile to his house.
So many things were coursing through my brain as I was returning to the place where I lost my virginity. It's a funny way to think about it, but that is what happened. As I walked up the street to his house, I saw him pull in-alone. He saw me and waved as I walked towards him. Taking my arm, he guided me towards his front door and opened it. I entered the threshold, my heart leapt when I heard him close and lock the door.
I turned around and saw him standing, smiling, looking at me. He came up and put his arm around my shoulder and directed me into the living room. I sat down as he made his way to his bar. He poured himself a stiff bourbon and me a generous measure of scotch. He took a sip of his drink and gave me mine. I sat in the same chair and sipped my drink. "I've given our last meeting a lot of thought." I said, "I keep asking myself why did I enjoy having your cock in my mouth?" "Why do I want more?"
Matt smiled and said, "Have you come to any conclusions?" "Are you here because you want more - of everything?"
"Yes," I said, "to both. " I think that I know why I enjoyed your cock, or how I came to enjoy having something large and round in my mouth." Would you like to hear the answer?"
He said, "Yes, I do." "You sucked my cock like a pro, I doubt that you haven't done it before."
"Well, I said, "Here goes." "When I was younger, I used to like to eat a pickle. You know, the big ones they sell from a jar? I would take it in my mouth and work it in and out, in and out, slowly nibbling and sucking, using my teeth and lips to reduce the inside until it was full of juice." I paused for a moment and then continued, "Then I would bite a hole in the end and suck the pickle dry. I wonder now what anyone thought of the activity."
Matt looked at me, and then pointed to the bulge in his pants. "I know what I would have thought." he said, "I would love to watch you do that." He continued, "So you think that my cock is a pickle substitute?"
"Actually," I said, "It was probably the other way around, and your juices beat a pickle by a long way." He looked at me and without another word he got up and disappeared into the hall.
I sat there sipping my drink, wondering if he wanted me to follow him. I decided that would be very forward, and could well result in him telling me to go. I tried to think of something I could do that would exceed the first time. I came up with nothing special, and decided to let the moment take me.
He walked back into the room wearing his robe, and carrying my cuffs in his hand. "I've been thinking about that night ever since." He said, "That is why you came here isn't it?" he asked, "To continue where we left off?"
I looked down at the floor for a minute, and then said "Yes, I think so." Then I looked at him and asked, "What would you like me to do?" "Last time it was sorta my choice, at least until we went into your playroom, and even then I didn't have to go."
Matt looked at me for a few seconds, and said, "I will make you my sub, my toy, for the night, or possibly the weekend." "Do you have any other plans?" I shook my head and he smiled. Do you agree, whatever happens in this house this weekend is with your consent and approval?" I nodded my head in agreement. "Take off your clothes, and put these on." He said with just a hint of menace, "Then get on your knees." With that he left the room.
As he left I disrobed, placing my clothes neatly in the corner on the floor. I put the cuffs on my ankles and wrists, and found a collar, which I also put on. I knelt on the carpet facing the door that he had exited through. I heard his footsteps and he entered the room.
"Excellent!" he said, as he walked to me, "I have been thinking about having your mouth wrapped around my cock for days." He sighed, "And of course some of the other things we enjoyed." "Are you certain, that anything that happens here this weekend is with your consent and approval?" He asked. "I have some things in mind."