In this fantasy I sign up for a spiritual retreat in the country that the new local church has organised. I go along with a bunch of other women looking for spiritual guidance and we ride to the woods in a minivan with 3 of the priests.
After some team building exercises and spiritual discussion around the campfire, we retire to our tents. The travelling and fresh air has had me horny all day so I masturbate and just as I'm in the middle of my orgasm, one of the priests, Father Dermot comes into my tent and stops me. "I knew straight away that you'd be in need of some extra spiritual guidance my child."
"I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself."
"Well of course I can forgive you. If you're truly sorry and intend to change. That's what we're here for isn't it? To help you become better people."
"Yes Father. Thank you."
"Good," he says, sitting down beside me. "Now we don't believe in prayers for penance. A spanking is what young women like you need. A firm hand to guide you along the correct path. So come and lie over my lap."
I'm a bit surprised but so embarrassed at getting caught that I don't question him. I lay over his lap and he spanks me several times with his strong hand through my nightshirt. He's told me not to make a sound because it wouldn't be nice to wake up the rest of the group. I've never been spanked this way before. Physically it's just like any other spanking I've had. But he's speaking to me in a quiet, soothing voice between each spank. "I know you're a good girl but you have these naughty thoughts inside you. You mustn't worry. You mustn't let the bad thoughts take over. I will spank the bad thoughts out of you and when I've finished with you, you will only be left with the good in your heart. That's what you want, isn't it my child?"
"Yes Father Dermot".
"Good girl. You're so lovely and we don't want to lose you to wickedness."
Even as he's saying this I feel bad. I was already wet from before but as the heat on my bottom increases I find myself even more turned on. He sounds so sincere in his belief that this should be making me feel like a good person, I feel wicked for disappointing him and I'm afraid that I'm beyond redemption. I begin to cry in shame and despair.
"Why are you crying my child?"
"I don't think it's working. I'm still having bad thoughts."
He smoothes down my hair and whispers "Don't worry. You have to give it time. I've helped many women just like you and they're all leading full happy lives. It just sounds like your bad thoughts are buried too deeply to be spanked out of you in this way and I'll have to try another way."
He lifts my nightshirt up so that my bare bottom is exposed to him. He continues to spank me, now on my nude bottom, whispering reassuringly "Thoughts and feelings are like little bundles of energy. You feel fear in your belly, love in your heart, and bad thoughts in your bottom. That's why we spank your bottom, to let those bad feelings know they're not welcome there. Your bad feelings are so deep inside that I need to try to find them with my fingers."
Even before those last words leave his lips, I feel his finger penetrate my bumhole and I inhale sharply in shock. But I remember that I have to be quiet and I try to control myself. His finger moves all around inside me, stretching the walls of my rectum.
"You're very tight back here. I can see we've got a lot of work to do. Stand up and come outside. We need more room for this."