FORBIDDEN FRUIT.
PART TWO:
ONE TRAP AFTER ANOTHER (continued).
Twelve.
Afraid.
Daniel T.
"SO YOU'VE ALREADY CONSENTED TO WHAT I'M ABOUT TO DO TO YOU?"
Lips quivering, my captive slave DS-929 nods,
Yes.
I nod too, reaching for the clamps and the cane. "Then we'll begin..."
I set the timer to 5:00 and start the app.
I start the app, yes... but then I freeze.
*** ***
I freeze, and I know why. Once my devious mind sets itself on planning my next steps, the center of my thinking shifts from my groin back into my head.
This is the tipping point,
my head reminds me.
This is the time when you have start
hurting
her. For real.
The bitch-slaps, spanks and manhandling, she likes those, they don't count.
No, what's coming, this'll be a challenge for her...
... and for me.
Because, truth be told - the thought of all the power she's giving me, over her fear and her pain, I'm afraid of that. I wonder if I'm up to it. I doubt she is.
I breathe in, out
...Fun fact, Doms work on breath control too...
The seconds are ticking away on my app, but that's not a bad thing. For one thing, I'll make up the lost time easily, once I decide on the crucial next step: Do I keep teasing her along to higher pain thresholds... or do I torture her into a quick submission, starting here and now? Once I figure that out, it'll be smooth sailing.
For another thing, the waiting is good for Mimi, too.
Slave-waiting,
I call it. Blindfolded, her breath comes out in sharp, shallow pants and fearful sighs. Her body is tipped a little forward from the way I've tied her handcuffs to the chair back, she holds her chin up, 'whore-mouthed,' ears alert for clues to when and how it will begin. I watch the tension building up in her bound body and her racing mind. Her shoulders wiggle with anticipation and dread.
Her hips squirm, too - but that isn't isn't her mind, but her belly, processing the anticipation and dread
differently
, thinking with her cunt.
That's good,
I observe.
I'll play both off against each other, mind and cunt. She likes that tension, and she wants me to play with it.
Her legs are free, but she doesn't quite know what to do with them. Pump-heels clicking on concrete, they dance nervously -- torn between closing in to protect what's inside those sodden panties, or widening their stance to brace for what's to come. I let her marinate in that suspended lust and fear.... time well spent.
To gauge her state, I slide my hand inside her slick panties and grip her warm, bare mound. She spreads her legs to admit me. I thrust two fingers inside her folds.
"Oooh!"
she gasps.
No resistance.
Haha, what a whore!
-- that's my cock talking, trying to weasel back in on the conversation.
Break the slut, break her.
I tell it to shut up. That's another thing the pause is good for -- my dick needs to calm down. It's still raging-hard inside my jeans after the thwarted blowjob. Under that tight pink cotton top, Mimi's luscious rack is calling to it, what with that yummy session of tittie-torment I'm due.
But, exhaling, I pump the brakes on that. So that's more time well spent.
Still...
Break the slut?
Not a bad suggestion.
During one of our training chats, Mimi had been been fascinated by the idea of
'breaking'
a willful sub, then training her back up as a skilled and obedient, semi-mindless sex-slave.
My answers were vague.
Don't get ahead of your skis, slut.... 'Breaking' is for the most willful and incorrigible brats who can't be trained gently... That's not you
.
I was trying to be encouraging at the end of the chat; the aftercare.
You've got promise... I'm not giving up on you... yet.
I was vague, but still, I trailed out enough breadcrumbs to give her a picture. A
'breaking'
was something nasty, prolonged, painful, degrading...lots of non-consent... but if it went right, it was less a breaking of the body, than of the mind. The thought of that absolutely mesmerized her. I knew it then.
And I know it now:
She wants to be broken.
The thought gives me a little chill. Am I up to that?
Do I have permission? Impulsively I decide, what she needs right
now -- and maybe I do, too -- is a quick visit from an old friend.
"Mimi,"
I whisper into her ear, my hand still stroking her pussy. "For what's coming... try and recall your training on fear and pain." My voice is calm, quiet, reassuring. "The four rules -
hmm?
"
She bobs her head ambiguously, I think struggling with her memory. I'm not going to help her out. "And the unwritten fifth rule," I chuckle, still making nice, "make me proud. Or else."
Exhale.
There. That was it.
Visit over, DS-929.
That was your brief spousal visit through a Plexiglas wall at the county lock-up. Now your pal Daniel is gone. But you're still in jail. Only, it's a jail where they use sexual abuse, bondage and torture...
And Master D. is your jailer.
I work her twat, delving deeper, harder, finding spots inside her gushing folds that make her hips spasm and buck. Her breath coming quicker, in raspy huffs. Then I ease off.
And pull away.
"Uhhhhhh,"
she whines like a bitch at the departure of my touch. Then she sobs a little, groans, ashamed of her need.
Shame.
I get it now.
Shame is her subspace
.
I can smell it. I smell it in the air and on my fingers. I've played enough 'humiliation-whore' games with my subs over the years, to know the scent of shame mixing with the other nectars that froth around inside a worked-up slut's panties. I smell it on
this
slut.
Yes. So,
I decide,
the 'Breaking of Mimi P.' is a road that will have to go through her core of Shame.
I check the app. I've lost 48 seconds to my inner monologue. Time well spent, though, I remind myself. I now have a bead not only on her tits, but on her mind... and her
shame
. Four minutes to go, that's plenty.