He had now lived in his new reality as Her slave for 6 weeks. To say it had been grueling would be the understatement of the century. He had been beaten, fucked in the ass, fucked in the throat, he drank Her piss every day, he was fed from a bowl on the floor. A nutritious yet foul tasting gruel that he appreciated as it was all he was given.
He learned to serve as Her ashtray. She would spit in his mouth, She would spit on his face. She tortured his balls until he was writhing in agony. His nipples felt like they were on fire most of the time, stinging from the clamps, the light touches from Her cigarettes.
His face felt like he had a permanent blush from the sheer number of times She slapped him for whatever reason - usually to correct him in some misstep he made as he learned to serve Her, to please Her.
This morning, She had decided to take Her coffee on the deck out back. He prepared it with care, just the way She demanded it, and then carried it to Her. It was one of the few times he was allowed to walk like a normal human, instead of crawling like the dog or pig She sometimes called him.
He stepped out onto the deck, and then it happened. He missed the step. He fell face forward hitting the deck with a thud, the coffee spilled everywhere, some even splashing Her feet, the mug clattering across the deck.
He froze, his eyes wide with terror. Her anger was usually fierce and quick, and over just as quickly, but there were times, when She would get very quiet. He had learned to fear those times greatly. This was one of those times.
She spoke not a word. Shaking the coffee off Her foot, She stood and stepped towards him. He lay cowering, terrified. Placing Her foot on his cheek She whispered - the sound full of the thunder that made him cringe inside.
"Clean this mess up, then report to your punishment corner, Now, pig."
The punishment corner was something to be feared. It was a dark corner of the basement - cold, stone walls, hard, uncomfortable boards to kneel on. He had been sent there 3 times so far, and each time was agony.
Quickly cleaning up the mess, he cringed even more when he noticed the chip in the mug. He took it inside and sat it down next to the sink where She could see the chip, not wishing to hide it as that would make his crime even worse. She stood there, glaring at him as She sipped a fresh cup of coffee. He blinked and turned rushing to the basement.
Going straight to the corner, he assumed the position. On his knees, his legs spread until his knees touched the two walls that came together, Pressing his nose into the corner, he placed his hands behind his neck, assuring that his elbows also met the wall, and that his back was erect, posture was very important to Mistress. It was an uncomfortable position, held for too long, it became painful, the stress on his body was tremendous.
Tears began to flow from his eyes. The position didn't bother him, nor even the impending punishment nearly as much as the disappointment he had seen in Her eyes. He had disappointed Her, ruined Her beautiful morning on the deck with Her coffee, it was his fault. He was ashamed. He felt that shame to his core. The only thing he lived for now was to please Her, and he had failed. Epically.
Soon after the tears, how long he truly had no clue, he began to sob, his body wracked with the sobs of his failure. His heart broken at having disappointed Her. He didn't even noticed Her steps as She approached him. He flinched when Her hand touched his hair.
She herself lowered his aching arms and leaned forward. Her lips brushed his earlobe, her breath was hot, his body still shaking from the sobs, though he had quieted the noises he had been making. She could feel the tension in his body, She could sense how much this truly killed his soul to have displeased Her, and that made Her smile. He was truly Hers now, there was no disputing that. He had taken to his training much better than She had imagined.
"Shhhh...my pet...quiet now. You are forgiven." She turned him around and he looked up at Her. She smiled. "It's just a mug, pet, just some coffee, I am not angry any more. You made a mistake, but you are unhurt it seems, and that is what matters. You fell hard."
His confusion was evident in his eyes. She loved surprising him. She knew he expected an epic beating, but truly, it was just an accident, and She wasn't going to punish him for that, besides, he was at the point now that his own mind would punish him far more than any cane could. She could tell that easily from the tears streaking his face.
Kissing his forehead, She whispered, "come, pet, let's take a walk, and I want you to listen very closely to the lessons you are going to learn today."
As he stood, She attached a leash to his collar and led him up and out into the back yard.
As She led him outside, She picked up a small package, holding his leash in the other hand, She indicated for him to pick up Her cigarettes and lighter. He did so, and simply followed Her. Where ever She led, he would follow.
Down into the backyard, and back towards the back of the yard She led him. Finally taking a seat on a bench, beneath the warm Spring Sun.
"Stay standing, pet, and get me a cigarette," She spoke, he obeyed, standing in front of Her, careful not to block the sunshine that She was enjoying, he took a cigarette from the pack and placed it between Her perfect lips, then lit the cigarette for Her.
As the smoke from Her perfect lips wafted up to him, he waited while She sat and smoked for a bit, looking around at the scenery. Finally, She spoke.