I was fortunate to meet an amazing dominate woman on FL. She is of Middle Eastern heritage and for this reason I refer to her as Inanna. The name is fitting as Inanna was the name of the Mesopotamian goddess of love, war and fertility. She is also associated with beauty, sex, divine law and power. How fitting a name is this?
Inanna was a believer in psychological control and exploiting my weaknesses and insecurities. Each week she gave me a written assignment to complete and over time she developed an understanding a deeper understanding of me. One of the things that captivated me about her was her intelligence and ability to read me. In many ways I was her patient, and she was my counsellor. Most of our time together was spent talking and me learning about her needs. Each week I became more fascinated by her and her ability to read me and extract things about my childhood and past. She was guarded about her live in Iran before emigrating to Canada. She was a truly strong woman from a country where women were oppressed by their culture.
One day out of the blue she asked me if I thought I could ever fall for my Mistress. I looked down at my feet and quietly whispered,
"I already have Ma'am."
I felt her hand reach under my chin and her red manicured nail dug slightly into my soft skin as she guided my head up so she could look into my eyes. Inanna had the most gorgeous dark eyes that she exenterated with her eye shadow combined with her deep red lipstick she was a vision that all men must be drawn to. As gorgeous as she was she also gave off the aura that she was in charge.
She whispered,
"I think it's time for us to move forward. Are you ready?
I nodded my head slowly, she smiled and patted me gently on the cheek.
"What you have wanted will now begin; there is no turning back. I will be in touch."
With that she got up from our table at the café and left.
Inanna's message on Google Chat Wednesday was curt and to the point. "Be at my home at precisely 7pm on Friday with your uniform and other accessories. Proceed to the back door where an envelope will be pinned to the door. Don't forget that you your "sissy pussy" and "clit" must be completely hairless. You will receive further instructions."
I arrived as instructed and as she promised there was an envelope pinned to the door with instructions to head directly to the master bedroom but not to open the envelope. It felt strange entering her home and proceeding up stairs. Everything was eerily quiet even though I assumed she was in waiting for me in her room. I slowly opened the door and was surprised that the room was empty and the only illumination was from the 2 small bedside lamps.
Ten minutes passed and I received a text......"Open the envelope, read the document, sign it, take a photo of the document with your signature and text it back to me".
I opened it and to my horror it was a document advising me that I was about to enter a Female Lead Relationship with her and the punishment I was about to receive was the first of many to make amends for some of my earlier lies and conduct during the first few months of our correspondence and meetings. The worst part was yet to come. At the bottom it said that if I refused to the terms you would be forwarding a transcript of all our messages to my wife.
My thought was, "Yeah how will you do that?" When I turned the page there was my wife's email address as well as the email address of my boss.
I suddenly felt ill, and it only got worse. As I read the next paragraph which stated that if I did not pass today's interview Inanna would send the transcripts not only to my wife but to my employer. I would lose my family, my job, my life and then I would be offered a menial clerical position at your company and become your permanent "sissy slave".
I was trapped and did not know what to do. Five minutes later I received another text..."I have not received the document you have one minute."
I reluctantly signed the form took a photo and you the text containing the signed document. Moments later I received a reply.
"Get into your maid uniform and lock yourself into your chastity, place all the other items you brought on the dresser, hang up your male clothing. Make sure the room is immaculate and then text me. You are then to kneel in the corner with your hands behind your back and not move."