This might not be a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead could be intentional.
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It had been long enough.
He had dabbled in kink and submission for over ten years. Before that he had always known there was something dark beneath his sexuality, going right back to his first masturbation fantasies.
He had visited a 'naughty nurse' who claimed to be able to deliver a medical experience. She failed, embarrassingly. He had visited a French mistress who was unable to dominate, only discipline - there had been no chemistry between them. He had become good friends with a wonderful sex worker who had spanked and fisted him, but they were too pally for him to feel truly submissive. He had been tied and teased by a beautiful Australian woman with a body to die for - that had been wonderful. He had been to a dungeon twice with a young pro-Domme. He had surrendered to a powerful expert amateur who had delivered the experience of a lifetime, but he had never visited a top dominatrix.
Traditional mistress marketing had never appealed. "Cower, slave. I will make you suffer," just didn't work for him. His failed session with the French mistress had proved that. He wanted a mental connection. He wanted to submit to a woman with a deviant mind who would take him out of his body and torment him with exquisite agony. He didn't want the pain to be brutal. He wanted a mistress who would seduce him into aching for her to hurt him. She would beat him up from inside his own head and with his enthusiastic and willing acquiescence.
He thought he had found someone this time.
He had studied her website; watched her videos; seen an interview; read her blog. He was hooked.
They had exchanged emails. She knew his kinks and his hopes. He trusted her ability and he liked her style. They were to meet in two weeks. He was counting down the days.
It had been long enough.
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One day to go. He had been out of town He had been out of town and was driving back in the evening. The BMW effortlessly ate up the miles. Miles Davis blasted out of the Harman Kardon sound system. He kept himself alert by sliding a hand underneath his T shirt and attaching bulldog clips to his nipples, then removing the clips and pinching and scratching the skin with his fingers. The sensations he created were a foretaste.
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Today was the day. He woke, showered and shaved, paying particular attention to his most intimate places. He had not masturbated for six days. He was as ready as he could be. He ate a light breakfast. His body was trembling slightly. It was involuntary. It continued all morning, though outwardly he appeared calm.
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The tube station was close to the West End. It was in an area where he used to live. It had once been his local station. He walked out into the familiar streetscape and headed for a nearby landmark. He was to phone her on the hour. He was ten minutes early. He went into a pub and ordered a single scotch and ice. It was exactly what he needed.
The seconds ticked by and after ten minutes he called her and she gave him the address.
One minute later, he knocked at the door of an attractive mews apartment. The door opened. Mistress welcomed him inside. She was as elegant as her website promised but younger, more sylphlike and more beautiful in the flesh. Her clothing was stylish but did not betray her profession.
She looked warm, superior and slightly amused. Their eyes met. Her smile was iced with intent. She closed the door. She kissed him on the cheek and they exchanged pleasantries. The interior of her house was dark and interesting, with a gothic theme. He felt instantly at home. He accepted her offer of a shower and was soon naked.
Now fresh, dry and ready, Mistress bade him stand at the foot of the bed, facing her, with his legs apart; clothed female and naked male. They looked each other in the eye. That look said it all. In that instant he knew everything was going to be right. There was acceptance and trust. There was confidence and submission. It was all in that moment. The world between them shrank to that moment. A whole life is punctuated by moments like these. It is not an exaggeration to call it an epiphany. For the next two hours, he was hers, to use and enjoy.