I pulled into the driveway and stepped out of my car. I got my bag out of the back seat and walked toward the building. The building housed 2 stories of condos. It looked well cared for and the landscaping was attractive. The door to the condo building was unlocked and I climbed the stairs to the second floor and located her door. It was ajar and I pushed it and entered. The condo was tastefully decorated and looked tidy and clean. It had the air of "woman" about it and even though I knew this already, I could tell from the surroundings that no male lived here. I strolled around the condo, checking out the two bedrooms, kitchen, and bathroom. Everything looked adequate for my purposes. The only unusual thing about it was the naked woman standing the center of the living room.
Now I regarded her. She was maybe 5' 6" and definitely chubby or a "BBW" using the polite term. She had a pretty round face with big eyes. Her hair was a dark reddish brown and almost shoulder length Her complexion was olive. Her boobs were large, heavy and drooped. She had a belly but no stretch marks. She had thick thighs and little fat pads above her hips. She was wearing makeup and was standing with her legs apart and hands at her sides. Her eyes were lowered and she was wearing the ball gag that I had ordered her to buy.
She was much younger than me. I knew this not just from her appearance but from the extensive conversations we had had over the past several months. This was our first time seeing each other but I was not surprised by her appearance. We had exchanged pictures a few weeks ago and I had required her to give me a complete, detailed and clinical description of her body via Email. She had been cautioned that if she left anything out, she would be punished. So far, her description was accurate.
I walked up to her now and tilted her chin up so she could look into my eyes. She started to tear up and was clearly trembling from anticipation. "I'm going to start my inspection now." She nodded. I wiped up the drool from her boobs and rubbed it on her face. She grimaced a look of disgust but she knew that discomfort of this sort and worse was her lot in this relationship.
My inspection was intended to be humiliating, like a prison strip search, and also stimulating. It was intended to objectify her because it was as if I was examining a piece of machinery for purchase. She knew my penchant for objectification and she had confessed that she felt a twinge of excitement when I described my "inspection process".
I would use humiliation very sparingly because I felt it could be destructive. One time I had a cyber-relationship with a BBW housewife. She craved being objectified into a pig and I went along with it for a time. She was allowed to buy a pig nose and anal plug with a pig tail and perform like a pig for me on video chats. After a time I decided it wasn't healthy for her and I stopped the pig-play.
I do feel that objectification and humiliation as a demonstration of submission is OK and certainly stimulating. When a slave kisses my feet, I don't want her to grovel. I want her to show her respect, admiration and affection for me in a submissive manner. Similarly, I refuse to spit on my slaves, even if they crave it. I never lose sight of the fact that the slave on the floor worshipping my feet is a loving, attractive, female human being.
I went around to her back and stood behind her. I smelled her hair. She had worn perfume as I had requested and it was contributing to my sexual excitement. I grabbed a handful of her hair and squeezed and gave her head a mild shake as to say "I can do what I want with you." Her hair would be in my hands many times in the upcoming months.
I traced my fingers around her ears and breathed into them. She shuddered. I kissed each one gently and whispered horrible, dirty, disgusting, wonderful things to her throughout the process.
I moved down to her neck. I kissed it gently and then put my hand around it and squeezed. By the end of today, she would be wearing the training collar I bought on the web. From today forward, she would wear a collar 24/7. I had also purchased a collar suitable for public when she went out or to work. I chose one that was rather subtle but still would indicate her enslavement to a discerning eye.
I ran my fingers down her upper arms. They had a little extra fat on them. I gently pressed her elbows together to see if she could stand being bound tightly there. I decided that she could, but there would need to be some slack. I would probably purchase an armbinder, or order her to make one, but the arms in it would have to be pretty large.
We first met months ago, on a BDSM hookup web site. I was single again for the first time in decades and decided I wanted to become active in the BDSM world again. My ad was very detailed and specific:
"Older experienced Male Master is seeking a real-life fulltime female slave for His stable." A brief physical description followed. "Experience as a slave a plus but not required. Requirements of the position are as follows"
- Must live alone in apartment, condo, or house.
- Excellent personal hygiene. Keep a clean and tidy house.
- Born female and still female. No sissy boys or trans.
- Deep submissive nature. Willing and able to withstand pain and rough treatment.
- No age requirement. Not obese and not anorexic.
- Good health, able to easily walk 1 hour.
- No drug use or chemical addictions.
- No smoking or vaping anything.
- Although limits will be respected, must be open to extreme scenes.
- Must be willing to "court" for extended period via Email, chat and phone calls. I like to know my slaves before I see them.
- Displays of jealousy are grounds for immediate dismissal. You must be comfortable with having "sisters".
Next, I examined her back. No scars, few blemishes. That empty canvas begged to be written on with my artistry. Her virgin back would suffer the torments of many whippings and floggings in the upcoming months. She was very interested in spanking and had had some play spankings from boyfriends in the past but she had never been whipped. I had made it plain to her. "My slaves get whipped, often and severely."
I had already started making a variety of whips and floggers in my basement. I enjoy making implements of pain although I'm not very good at it. I would invest in a bullwhip and single tail but would make my own floggers out of a variety of items from the hardware store. One invention I was particularly proud of was a flogger made out of strands of light chain.
Initially, all of her whippings would take place at my house. I had a Sybian and she would be astraddle it for whippings for the first months and I would turn it on before whipping her. My intention was that by subjecting her to intense orgasms while suffering from the lashes, her body would come to associate orgasms with being whipped.
Because of my flexible requirements for physical appearance, I had received several "applicants" to my ad. I initiated conversations with all of them but the one in front of me now had rated a personal visit first. She was agreeable to my terms and confessed she was attracted to me just based on my ad. Our chat conversations were stimulating to both of us. She worked so we conversed in the evenings and weekends, covering a large variety of topics.
She had had boyfriends, some for even a year or so but none very recent. Most had mistreated her, gotten the fucks and sucks they could from the fat needy girl before moving on. For even the healthy relationships, she knew something was missing. She felt a craving for discipline, rules and enforcement. She wanted to be independent but not that independent.
Next I examined her ass. She had a big ass with plenty of padding. No scars from her "play" spankings. I ran my hands over the surface and contemplated what the future held for these two luscious mounds.
As part of our conversations, we had exchanged porn videos as a way of familiarizing each other with our likes and dislikes. I noticed a recurring theme in the videos she sent me: schoolgirls or wives getting spanked for disobedience. I brought this up to her and she admitted that she had fantasies about breaking rules and suffering consequences.