Going through high school can be torture for a guy who hasn't figured out how to get laid yet. Every day at school you're exposed to hot teenage girls just dripping with sex appeal but you don't have the wits or the balls to talk to them, and coincidentally the hormones pumping through your veins make you hornier than you'll ever be again in your life. That's why when I finally got a girlfriend my senior year it was a godsend.
Amanda was hot. She was quirky and didn't really try to be cool so she wasn't on anyone's radar as the hottest girl in school. At a lean 5' 7" and with a soccer player's body, toned legs and the ass only an 18 year old could have she should've been in the running though. She had blonde hair, tight little b-cups that always poked at the front of her t-shirts and a pretty little mouth that always seemed to be hiding an amusing secret known only to her. I'm a good looking guy, 6 foot 2 and pretty well muscled, even for someone on the varsity soccer team. I've been told I look like Prince Harry, but Amanda was out of my league.
When we first started dating I'd never even made out with a girl. When you have no idea that you're attractive, a quirky sense of humor and no real fashion sense you rank right around 'rapist' with level of sex appeal. Early make-out sessions with Amanda were awkward, and I had no idea how to act. Where do you put your hands? Eyes open or closed? We'd make out for hours and I'd make a habit of subtly contorting my body in weird ways to avoid her noticing my erection... The type of stuff that would drive anyone who wasn't a virgin crazy with frustration.
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The night I have my first sexual experience is at her place, and things start how they've always started. She puts on music and we're making out on her bed. After about 20 minutes of necking and wrestling around she takes her shirt off. This was only the second time I'd gotten her shirt off and her looking at her tight little tits pressed against the fabric of her bra was mesmerizing. I feel my dick growing uncomfortably against the front of my jeans and I pivot my hips away from Amanda so she doesn't notice and continue to make out.
Amanda's wearing thin cotton pajama pants and decide to be bold as I grip her ass. "Someone's getting fresh" she says as she kisses my neck and adjusts her body so that her thigh is pressed lightly against the bulge in my pants.
Tonight is the first time I've been to her place with her parents out of town and I'd parked my car completely down the road and snuck in through the garage to avoid getting spied on by her neighbors. I'm not sure what's going to happen tonight but her move to press against my cock is definitely an indication.
My erection up to this point in our relationship has been an awkward appendage getting in the way more than anything during our make-out sessions. I've only been jerking off a few years and the thought of another person touching my dick is something I've thought of roughly 100 times a day but never even come close to in real life. The pressure of her thigh sends chills shooting up my body and I can feel my dick getting bigger and pressing harder against my jeans.
Her hand lightly traces from my chest, down my stomach, and continues on its path under my belly button. I start to get anxious as I realize where she's heading and nearly panic as her hand cups the bulging front of my jeans. "what do we have here?" She says playfully in my ear.
I hesitate, unsure of what to say. Years of hiding my erections under the desk at school have ingrained in me a sense of deep privacy about my sexuality. This is the person in the world I least want to embarrass myself in front of and everything in me is screaming 'Tread carefully' even though that's the last thing in the world either of us wants to do.
She giggles in her girly little way. "cat got your tongue?"
Just the sound of her voice in my ear sends a wave of tingling sensation through my body. I'm more and more aware of the feel of my dick against the fabric of my jeans, and I feel like a deer in the headlights with her hand pressed against it.
I still haven't said anything.
"Do you want me to do something with this?" She whispers playfully in my ear as she runs her hand over it.
A slight groan escapes my lips.
"Wow, you might be the horniest boy I've ever seen before in my life." She rolls off the bed and stands over me, idly sucking on one of her fingers as her nipples poke prettily against the fabric of her bra. "I've got an idea that I think will be fun... take off your shirt."
The tone of her voice has changed a little and she's looking at me with what can only be described as a predatory smile. I'm still not sure what to say, but at this point some sort of dialog has got to be coming out of me. "Amanda..." I begin but she stops me.
"Joe, take off your shirt." Her eyes are narrowed, and there's something about the way that she's standing staring at me that makes me feel put on the spot.
I hesitate further. "What, do you want me to do a strip tease for you?" I offer jokingly.
She's not amused. "Joe, I've been waiting three weeks to get you and that cock of yours alone, and from here on out you're going to do what I want. You have no idea how to handle me do you?
She's challenging my masculinity at this point so I need to come in with some sort of confident statement: "Well I think I have some sort of...
"No, you don't." She cuts me off. "You don't know the first thing about how to handle girls. You reek of virginity. You're lucky you're hot or you never would've gotten a shot at me." The tone of her voice eases as she runs a finger along my cheekbone and across my chest, "actually, your inexperience and innocence really turns me on... but if I'm going to have a good time tonight it's going to be by my rules. Now take off your fucking shirt." Her voice lifts up at the end in a girly squeak and her eyes are sparkling with amusement, but there's something about her that says she's not fucking around.