Ralph tentatively hovered over the send button, this was fucking crazy. He had no idea why he was even at this point, what the hell was he doing? He didn't even know this woman. Was it a woman? Jesus, he might even been catfished! His mind was racing but he was sure of one thing, he wanted to feel the loss of control at least once in his life at the hands of a dominant woman. This was his chance.
"Ralph? You there?" Popped up on his discord chat, he had waited too long for Mistress Joan, who up to now had been patiently prodding him along this journey. Now reaching its climax, he felt he wasn't in control of the juggernaut now departing his fantasies and crashing straight into his reality.
"Yes Mistress. I am sorry, I hesitated - it's a huge moment for me. I hope you understand." Ralph retorted. He wanted to explain he felt like running and hiding, keeping his anonymity and his private thoughts exactly that. But something stirred in his loins and kept him hooked. He had vowed numerous times not to open that sealed box of fantasy, each time returning and ripping off the band aid and exposing the wound again.
That's how he saw it, something not accepted by society and should be hidden. However hard he tried, he couldn't stop the feelings that now surged through him as he typed to his Mistress he had served online for the last six months. However Mistress Joan was different, she embraced his openness and ability to completely submit to her whim. He was proud he pleased her, however there was always that next level, that next task, that next photo that took him deeper into submission. Now he was at the cliff top staring down to the chasm which he knew he'd struggle to return from.
"I will be there, send me the hotel details and I'll book it for the three days as requested. I'll make sure it is in your name so you can get access prior to my arrival." Ralph typed. Mistress Joan had insisted she spent a night first before Ralph's arrival. He didn't question it, he knew how well prepared she liked to be.
"Good boy. You are mine now. You'll finally feel my touch and control for real. You will have no choices, chances or ways out. Don't worry, I'll ensure you have an experience you will never forget." Mistress Joan replied. Oh fuck! Ralph's cock swelled at the thought and he wanted to reach down into his pants and hold himself.
"Bring both keys with you Ralphie..." Mistress chatted. Heh, there you go, brought back into the real world with a bump. He hadn't been able to touch his penis for four months, the steel cage snugly attached to his manhood. His balls were large and swollen, tender and a hue of purple. He had forgotten the feeling of warmth on his member and the feeling of an orgasm he so longed for. Of course he could unlock at anytime, but the word of his online mistress controlled him. His own will power and her instruction had kept him chaste and honest. Now he neared the time where he could finally get the release he so desperately wanted.
Mistress Joan sent through details of the Hotel to book and the name "Joanna" to book it under. Friday till Sunday, two nights, three days with late check out. Window room, low to street level, overlooking the road below. Pre booked room service 8pm both nights, a meal for one of Ralph's choice. Very specific indeed. There was no doubt she was prepared and had a plan in mind. Ralph agreed and found the site and booked the hotel for the following Friday and entered his card details after copying Mistress Joan's demands into the comments box. He'd ring to confirm they had been noted after the confirmation came through.
Ralph closed the laptop and pulled at his cage, he was set for an adventure first hand and finally scratch that itch.
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Friday arrived. Ralph hadn't slept a wink last night. His mind had been distracted all week at work too. There was just nothing that could stop him thinking of his Mistress, her touch, her warmth, her smell. He wanted to be in the room with her immediately tonight, it was a sign of restraint already. Mistress Joan was calling the shots. Ralph rang your check the room details and preordered the two meals. He had check again his bag, planned his journey for the hundredth time, there was nothing else to do but sit and wait. Mistress Joan had been uncharacteristically quiet on chat over the last week, maybe testing him? Maybe building the anticipation? Whatever it was, it was driving him nuts. Not even a message to tell him it was still happening, 10 messages without a reply - he was being needy and he knew it. She warned against that in the past and he suffered.
Ralph checked his hands, shaking, anxiety and adrenaline rushing through his body and nothing was even happening tonight. Ralph was twelve when he first felt a strange feeling and excitement as he tied his hands together. As years passed he explored and grew more and more into Dom/sub scene however never had the opportunity, or nerve, to try first hand what he yearned for. Now the chance was round the corner with a woman he trusted with his life. Something clicked 6 months back when he first approached Mistress Joan via a chastity forum and the relationship grew. Finally it would come to a climax, he would finally feel what it was like to let go and control nothing.
Ralph's phone dinged and he made a mad scramble across his bed to pick it up from the charging dock. "Discord Notification" it read. Finally! He only spoke to Mistress Joan on discord, his private line into a world he hid from. Ralph unlocked the phone and clicked the link and it opened the chat showing a picture with a caption.