You direct me to kneel before You...naked, head bowed, back straight, chest out, hands to my back... legs parted with my knees spread a good 2 feet apart. I feel Your so soft yet heated explorations, causing my skin to become so alive and tingly. Goosebumps trailing where Your touch has been. I feel my skin heating, glowing with such warmth from the blush of my loving submission to You Ma'am. My eyes close, beginning to breath a bit more deeply as I feel Your hands circling my needful so erect nipples. I hear You laugh wickedly, seeing my reaction when You discover the pleasure I derive from this. "Not too fast little one," You say so sensually when I unsteadily lean to Your fingers now lightly circling my left nipple. I feel sensual electricity now bolting to my penis, growing, upwardly expanding with each heated beat of my heart. I feel Your hands tracing down my sides, my hips, surrounding and then cupping my balls and now erect and throbbing cock.
"So this is the little guy I've asked you about," You say as I feel Your fingers encircling, lightly pulling my balls, stretching them downward. From somewhere I hear myself sounding, mewing from this shared intimate pleasure, quietly but loud enough for You to hear. "Turn around for me my sweet little one," You say as I feel Your release of my exposed privates. Mmmmmm, again I feel Your hands touching me, my shoulders, testing and kneading my skin and muscles as I feel them moving lower and lower down my back and sides. I shiver as I feel Your hands on my round and firm cheeks... cupping them, separating them with Your strong yet delicate fingers. I feel You squeeze them and I momentarily tense, then feel a quick slap on my right cheek as You say, "Relax my toys arthur! They are Mine to play with, not yours to control." I feel another quick slap heating my tense cheek, bringing me out of my so sensual trance as I nervously un flex my ass cheeks for Your further inspection. I feel Your exploring hand behind me, sliding downward to my balls and penis between my legs. Your hand searching, following my curves and bulges pressing, feeling the tenderness of my most intimate and excited parts. I feel Your hand pressing on my back, bending me forward, exposing me further to Your knowing and practiced hand. "Hmmmm, a little tense my little arthur" You wickedly ask as i quiver with such abandon, relishing in this so erotic moment, quietly mewing to You my breathy reply. "Oh god... mmmm, yes Ma'am," is all I can muster, trying to breathe, trying to not explode into Your sensually warm and so bold hand.
I feel Your slow movement on my hard shaft. Slowly pumping, squeezing, touching. With abandon I have to now breathe with an open mouth, no longer able to find enough air because of the intensity of this moment with You. I feel Your hand pulling me back to You, directing my legs to step backwards to Your right, positioning my thighs next to the side of Yours. Feeling Your left hand on the small of my back, pressing me over Your so beautiful legs, pressing me down, touching Your soft and supple legs with my throbbing maleness, feeling the safety and such wonderful warmth as Your legs hold me between them. Your scent, oh my! Your so exotic scent is filling my mind with such need, such longing to taste, to drink. Mmmmmm, to swallow!
"Relax little one. Comfort your body with Mine. Release to me now. You are safe here with Me," You say so that Your voice touches my heart, allowing me to give what I must to You, my Mistress, my so powerful and wonderful Mistress. I feel Your fingers on my now relaxed cheeks, tracing downward from my spine, lightly opening my cheeks, softly touching my tight little my rosebud, then further to the base of my balls, then upward, slowly, sensually, giving me such tactile and electric like pleasure from Your touch, again and again. I unknowingly open my legs, so wantonly, so (oh my) so need fully to You. i hear Your beautiful and wicked laughter, You seeing how Your slut like submissive begins dancing for You, to Your song, the wondrous song of a Dominant and demanding Mistress. My hardness throbs between Your gripping legs, so much warmth and such soft comfort there. Safe, protected but so needful. So very needful.
I feel Your finger slowly circling my puckering male ... jeez ... my cunt. So smoothly and delicately pushing with each completed circle. I try to steady myself, hungrily clutching Your legs with my hands, feeling Your strength and support, allowing me the comfort and steadiness of Your power over me. You bring my senses to a new height, feeling the stinging slap even before the sound of Your swift unseen hand on my now blushing cheeks. I push deeply between Your gripping legs, tightening around my little penis between them.
Crack! Then another... and another. You stopping to feel the heat Your hand is causing on my soft and quivering cheeks. I feel the softness of Your touch, caressing, almost tickling my increasingly heated, sensitive and exposed mounds. The erotic pain is smoothed away then suddenly followed with more swiftly applied spanks, then caresses You judging my need and sounds.
I hear Your whisper, "Little one. You are safe. You have said your heart is full of trust and need. You have said there is so much inside of Your heart wishing for release, the fear, the need, You are safe here, with Me," You say this as i feel You circling my male cunt again, Your so magic touch there, softly opening me, probing my tight little rosebud, sensually lubricating me with ointments that You have specifically chosen for our dance, pushing so tenderly, awakening my submissive need for You there.
As You toy with my anus You say, "Artie, my sweet little artie, You are allowed to cry. You are safe now with Me. I want ALL of You! You will open your heart to Me fully! Beg for this moment sweet little artie. Beg for my hand, beg for your tears. Beg for Me little one so that I can help you find the honesty of your heart." Mmmm I hear Your whisper... so close to my ear... the warmth and soft smoothness of Your beautiful and lovely breasts on my back, pressing me tightly between Your legs and breasts. I clutch Your leg, hugging You to me, fearful of my emotions. Fearful of Your laughter if I do this for You ... oh my... for ME.
My mind swims, remembering the pains from my past, the unloved fears of others who I desperately wished for happiness and love for me. I remembered the pain they brought me, never finding safety and love, never the warmth You are giving me now. So secure... so ... so ... loving and overwhelming. I clutch Your leg tightly, wishing, wanting. So very much NEEDING the release of past pain and also the release You now offer me. "You are safe now. No one will see. No one will laugh at you No one will hurt your sweet and innocent heart again. I am here. I am here for You sweet artie. Beg for this. Beg for the honest release you so wantonly need. Beg Me, i will give You what You must have."
Oh my! The words are screaming in my mind. Submissive need is filling me with such intensity, such longing. My heart is pounding wildly, in my ears. My throbbing penis nestled between Your legs keeping time with each beat of my heart. "Oh please Ma'am, oh my, please help me. Help me this freedom with You, to finally be free. Please Mistress, i, i need, oh god, PLEASE help me to release my heart to You." I feel Your soft and gentle hand patting my needful cheeks, caressing so very smoothly, cupping me within Your hand, squeezing, so, mmmm, so intimately. So very carefully, so almost, yes so lovingly.
I hear Your soft and encouraging voice as You straighten, me loosing the comfort and warmth of Your breasts on my back. "You are doing very well little one so don't be my brave little submissive. Be honest with Me now. Show Me your heart and I will lead you where you must go, where you need to go. It is alright that you cry for Me little one. You are safe," I hear You say as the first strike from Your stinging. so experienced hand meets the roundness of my cheek. Again and again i feel You allowing me the pain i desperately need. Again and again You find yet untouched skin of my needful ass. I clutch Your legs tightly to me as i feel Your power. I hold You to me so wanting to give You my emotions Needing to release the pain, the hurt, the terribly wished for but never found love with the others. The terror and humiliations felt in my past. The abuse I was put thru. The longing to be held, safe, loved ... oh my...to be wanted. These painful memories were so raw before my tightly closed eyes now. Again so challenging, so fresh, so afraid to share. I remember every one of these as the heat on my butt glows and reddens from Your swiftly applying hand. The burning pain intensifies within my mind. I so need to, so want to be released from this terrible misery from memories past to, yes to finally be allowed to let it all flow from me, AWAY!