Finally, the divorce papers had come through and I had the documents in my hand. I was ready to get on with my life. Excited, I looked at the time. It was only 10.00am; I could give Sally a call, tell her the good news, and see if she was up for a spontaneous few days away. We spoke for about twenty minutes, "Anna, I am so sorry, I would love to, but Barry is taking me to the theatre mid week".
The reality kicked in immediately. There I was, 29 years old; trying to re-live my early twenties as if I had no care in the world. It was going so well three years ago, happily married to a gorgeous hunk, new house, luxury holidays and talk about having children. Where had it all gone wrong? Then my heart turned to stone, as I thought about that lying cheating bastard that I was married to, and the things that he probably did with what used to be one of my best friends.
That was it, I decided, I would go on holiday anyway. I did not need Sally. The last time I went away by myself, I was able to indulge in a naughty fling, with nobody needing to know a thing. Excited, I looked for the resort that Sally had told me about in Spain. I looked it up on line, and it was exactly as she had described, golden beaches, nobody around, lovely hot weather and good food. They had availability for 4 nights, which was perfect as I had to be back at work in 6 days. I booked the flights, and packed a suitcase.
Three hours spare before the I had to leave for the airport, I was bored, and I started to browse at the weather of where I was going to go. Quickly, that moved onto my favourite porn site. I looked through unimpressed at the new material. "Same thing, over and over again" I said to myself. The woman sucks, then strips, and then gets fucked in her pussy and then maybe in her ass, while she finally has to then eat his cum. I then clicked on the "bondage" link, thinking this is much more exciting. Straight away, I found a video with a woman tied to a table. She was begging her master if she could cum, whilst he was ramming a vibrator in her. God, I wish that was me. I grabbed one of my vibrators, and turned it on high, as I put my earphones in, and turned the volume up high. The quicker he jammed it in her, the quicker I thrust my vibrator. I put one hand behind my back, pretending I was tied up as well. He then started whipping her breasts and her pussy. That sent me over the edge, as I let myself go, squeezing the vibrator tight between my thighs, and letting my juices flow all over the vibrator. I loved it, the thought of bondage, and the sensation of being tied up and used turns me on so much. John (my now ex) was very good, and satisfied me all the time. But now, every time I have mentioned it to a guy, he is either put off or it never hits the mark.
I turned off the computer, and headed for the airport. Three hours to Spain only. I was thinking out my days, and what I would do there. I then remembered, about the last time. It was only a one night fling, but why was it so good, I thought to myself. I then smiled, realising that it was because I had lied about my name and identity. For the next forty minutes, I thought up a new identity. I would be Vanessa living in Oxford (100 miles from my house in London). I would lock away all my cards and documents in a safe, and only carry cash around with me. I smiled, as I shut my eyes for the rest of the flight. By the time I got to the hotel, it was late, so I had a dinner, and decided that I would go to the beach first thing in the morning. I turned in, thinking of that porn clip I had watched earlier on in the day. I made myself cum once more, and then fell asleep.
I looked good as my long brown hair lay delicately over my bare shoulders and down my back in the green bikini I had on. The lunch time gym sessions were paying off, as I pushed my 34b cups into shape. I will be 30 in four months time, and I was proud of the fact no cellulite could be found on my body. My legs were firm, with a visible line separating the muscles in my thighs. I put on a skirt, and white top, packed my bag walked for about 3 miles finding a secluded beach. There was no one around, and I decided that this was going to be by place to relax. I stripped off my clothes, bikini top as well. I stood on my towel, when I then realised that I was being watched. I turned round, and a guy was standing smiling at me, not even caring that I was blushing, as I was trying desperately to cover my breasts. He just laughed, as he walked up to me with his surfboard, and placed his towel next to mine. He spoke to me in Spanish, and I told him I could only spoke English. He then spoke excellent English, asking if it was OK that he puts his bag near mine, whilst he surfs for a while. The bloody cheek of him, an empty beach for about a mile both side and he wants to sit next to me. I was just about to tell him where to go, when he took his top off. Oh my god, I just kept staring at his amazing body. Never in my whole life, had I seen such an athletic, firm, but slim body. He must have been the same age as me, and straight away, I knew he worked out. I dropped my hands from my breasts, sat on my towel, smiled and told him, "of course you can keep your things here". He knew exactly where this was going, so decided to pick up his surfboard and run into the sea.
I watched him surf, and he was good, as he tensed all the muscles in his body, as he moved with the waves. Lucky I was wearing sunglasses, so I could hide my drooling eyes from him. So what, if I drool over him I said to myself. If I play hard to get, then there will be another woman probably tonight who will be enjoying his body. I had mixed feelings. I would never have done this at home, as I have only slept with four guys in the three years since I split up with John. On the other hand, I was on holiday, and I just wanted this guy, (God, I have not even asked him his name). What type of a slut am I? To hell with it, I got up, took my sunglasses off and walked slowly and swaying to the water, in just my bikini bottoms. I stood by the water, legs slightly apart as my feet got wet, pushing my chest out. His long surf shorts were up high, and I could see the chunks of muscle round his thigh. I looked around to make sure no one was around, and I walked towards him slowly. He walked to me and said "my name is...." I put my hand to his lips; "we can wait for that" I interjected quickly, as the water was now by my knees. I rubbed his chest, feeling all the ridges of his six pack. I ran my long fingers over his biceps, and kissed him. "How long have you been watching me?" he asked.
"20 minutes". I kissed him more passionately, rubbing his thighs
"Does it make you horny?" he whispered?
I nodded, as my legs were now closer to his.
"You are a dirty slut aren't you?" He whispered again.
I broke off, looked at him with rage for about five seconds, and attempted to push him, but it was me who fell in the water, as he was so strong. He picked me up, looked at me, and repeated the question. "You are a dirty slut aren't you?" He was much louder this time, so powerful, and demanding. I could not believe what I said next. It must have been all the porn that I watched over the last three years.
"Yes, I am a dirty slut......I am your slut.......sir".
In that moment, everything had been set. He knew that he held all the power; he knew that I would submit to his command, and more importantly, without even trying, my fantasy had become a reality. I was so scared, but really excited at the same time. It was obvious as my nipples started to harden, as he played with them in his palms. He pulled on them softly, as we were knee high in the water. I closed my eyes and smiled. He pulled harder, and then even harder, as he did not see any flinches in my body. Then all of a sudden, whilst erect in his fingers, he twisted one nipple violently. I dropped to my knees, let out a scream of delight and then looked up at him, smiling.
"Get up!! Did I say you can kneel down?"