"You didn't think there was some sort of rule against them having fun on the side did you?" Scott asked. He must have noticed what had just happened and my subsequent reaction.
I didn't know what to say. I knew Lauren was no sweet and innocent girl and obviously she was not my property but the thought of some other guy taking what I so strongly desired was driving me crazy.
"No, I guess not," I finally replied.
We had a few more drinks, paid our tab, and headed back to the farm.
I didn't say much on the ride home. All I could think about was Lauren laying naked on his bed as the country boy from the bar drove into her. I knew what it sounded like when she was being pleasured and I wanted to be the one to give it to her.
I obviously wanted to be the one laying her down, warming her up with my mouth before slowly easing my cock into her delicate and warm pussy. But the craziest part was that I was okay with it being someone else. Perhaps a little jealous, but not angry. As long as she was being well taken care of and was getting what she wanted then that was fine by me. After all she was a goddess and it was her right if that is what she wanted to do.
Saturday and Sunday were mostly uneventful. A few of the guys and I went fishing on Saturday. Scott let me know he would bring me hunting once deer were in season. Something I had never done - it would be one of many new experiences. Sunday was spent relaxing and recuperating. A few of the guys were called to the house throughout the day but never me.
I saw a few of the Misses out riding horses, a few of the other guys were even there to help them into their saddles and coral the horses. I saw a few more women lounging on the back deck catching tans and could only assume they spent most of the weekend relaxing in the comfortable house.
I did not see Lauren for the rest of the weekend. It was driving me mad. I had thoughts of her waking up in bed next to that guy and going for another round of passionate morning sex. I had visions of her getting on her knees and taking him in her mouth as he stepped out of the shower. I wanted these fantasies to be of me and her but I couldn't insert myself. Not with the knowledge that my fantasy was likely already a reality for someone else.
"Hope you're rested and recharged bud, this week could be a doozy," Scott said, flicking off the light to go to bed.
The week ahead, which was the week leading up to release weekend for the others, was playfully referred to as "hell week".
"The Mistresses will be on the lookout for the tiniest infractions for deductions. The cruelty typically escalates as well," Scott had explained earlier.
We had "cleaning day" to start off the week. After breakfast was served we lined up in a single file outside the shed where I was originally fitted. We were assembled from senior most sub to newest recruit. Naturally I was in the back. Jason was the first to enter and then re-emerge about 3 minutes later. I noticed what little pubic hair he had was gone.
"Quick and efficient," I thought. I patiently waited my turn as the line was whittled down. I could not wait to be out of this cage, even if it was for only a moment. Finally it was my turn and I entered the shed.
"Up up sub don't keep me waiting," Mistress Olivia gestured to two large cement blocks set about three feet apart with a bucket of soapy water underneath.
"Yes, Mistress Olivia." I promptly stepped up. They were just high enough off the floor and far enough apart that my locked junk hung below me at a convenient level for Mistress Olivia, who was accompanied by Miss Kerri, to do their work.
"Hands out to your sides, don't want you getting any funny ideas" Miss Kerri said to me. I stuck out my hands which were quickly restrained to wooden posts on either side of me.
"Since this is your first time I'll give you a quick run down," Mistress Olivia started. "This is purely maintenance. Do not try to derive any pleasure or drag this out any longer than it needs to be. You will be punished."
"Yes Mistress Olivia, I understand," I replied. Wasn't the "you will be punished" part obvious and implied by now?
"Good boy," Mistress Olivia replied, handing Miss Kerri a key ring. "Go ahead and get started Kerri."
I supposed since Kerri was the newest Miss she was required to handle the cleanings. Just another aspect of the daily humiliation was that touching our junk was so horrible that it was the job for the lowest ranking member.