I try to order my thoughts; it takes a moment to make sense of what was said as my mind is floating, when I understand the question I speak without thinking. 'Yes Sir, it means I am yours Sir, my body, my soul, my everything is yours Sir.'
You look at my reddened skin and smile, it was not the answer you were thinking of but it will more than suffice, you let go of the D ring and instruct me to turn, looking deeply into my eyes you ask if that is what I want. I feel tears prick at my eyes as I look at you, feeling raw emotion fill me, threatening to explode as I nod, not trusting my voice. You look at me with a harder look and ask again 'I said is this what you want my slave?' You know what the answer is by the look in my eyes and by conversations we have had before, you also know that at any time we can change this but for the moment, for this scene the order is significant.
I feel the strength in your authority and I take a breath, my body reacting to the direct command followed by those all important words 'my slave'. I swallow hard and close my eyes for a second, allowing the feelings to course through me before I open them and look directly at you. 'More than anything, more than I could ever tell you, I am yours, for as long as you want me Sir, I am yours.' You reach behind my neck and pull me to you, pressing my mouth into yours as we kiss with a need both of us has. Your other hand reaches down between my legs, my pussy is almost dripping with excitement and there is no friction as your fingers slide easily in and out. I moan into the kiss, feeling the heat rise inside me as my hips move, pressing into your hand to deepen the penetration. Suddenly you break the kiss, and remove your hand, standing up you instruct me to kneel at the end of the bed, I do as you ask, my body craving more contact and my mind still reeling from the sudden change.
As I kneel you push my head down so my body is lying on the bed, my knees are on a pillow that you placed at the end of the bed, I have not even registered it is there yet. I close my eyes to try and regain some control of my mind and body and I feel your hand, wet from my juices mark a path down my spine, I arch my back slightly, craving your touch, any touch. I feel my wrists restrained as they are tied together then a rope pulling them towards the head of the bed so my back is straight and taught. As you move round behind me again I hear the flogger being picked up, you lean close to my head and tell me than now my body is yours you can do with it as you wish, and you wish to see me squirm.
I raise my shoulders slightly by pressing my forehead into the bed; this has the added advantage of protecting my face from any stray tails that miss the mark of my shoulders while also allowing me to breath. I feel the tails draped over my back then suddenly they are brought down across my shoulders with a loud thump, the thickness of the tails helps to distribute the sharpness of the strike but the dull insistent heat they produce is strong and I contract my back muscles to try and dissipate it. Pausing to let the sensation develop you watch the lines of red appear and lean in to kiss the rosy lines that are developing, I moan feeling your soft lips on my aching flesh then gasp as seconds after pulling back from the kiss I feel a sudden and unexpected second hard lash across my buttocks, closely followed by a third. At these I cannot help but squirm in my binds as the heat and pain radiate out from my backside, my breath quickens as the pain dissipates into warmth, my body adjusting to the sensation as a new one is introduced.
I feel your hand between my thighs, my mind is only dimly aware of this, my body is in such a state of heightened awareness it seems it has taken the awareness from my mind. I moan and writhe as I feel your hand going deeper and deeper into me, I push back against you, needing as much as you can give, I feel the pain dimply but not as pain, I just feel pressure as your hand slips further inside me. I push back again and cry out as I am stretched to my limit, just as your hand slides totally inside me. I feel your fingers moving, your whole fist inside my cunt, I rock, my whole body tingling as I moan, I feel your other hand at my clit, rubbing gently, but it is too much, with your hand filling me the muscles inside me cannot contract, it is overwhelming and you understand, you know I should safe-word and let you know exactly what's wrong but you also know I am past the point when I am able to. Pulling your hand away from my clit you instead play it around my backside, your fingers dancing around my hole, you push a finger inside, and then two, feeling how much tighter it is now you have your hand totally inside my pussy. Straightening the fingers of the hand that's filling me you slowly and carefully pull it out, my moans increase as I feel the stretch again, then the sudden release of your hand coming out, it almost makes me orgasm instantaneously.
You kneel behind me and reach forwards to grasp my nipples, squeezing hard you smile as I cry out, I feel you hard and hot against my back, the pain in my nipples increases my awareness and I push back against you, wanting you, needing you inside me. You sense my need but hold off for a couple of seconds more, then you lean back slightly, letting go of one of my nipples and guiding yourself into my arse, as you thrust deeply you squeeze hard on my nipple, I cry out again, your hand goes to my clit and you press hard, rubbing in circles as you roll my nipple between thumb and forefinger with the other hand. The sensations are just too much and I thrash about, pushing back hard against you as you drive into me, your fingers occasionally delving deeply inside my pussy then returning to my clit. As I scream out in ecstasy you move your hand from my nipple to my neck, pulling me back as you bury your hot, hard, straining cock deep inside me. You reach up with your hand, soaking with my juices and cover my mouth, all I can smell is me, all I can taste is me, I can barely breath and I feel like I'm suffocating, it is terrifying yet I know that if I shook my head you would release me immediately. Your other hand moves from around my neck to my hair, pulling my head back as I struggle to breath. I feel you tense, your shout of release as you cum inside me, my shout joins yours, I love to hear you cum, you thrust a few more times then panting you collapse on top of me, your hand releasing my mouth and hair.
We lie this way for a few moments, the smell of my cum from your hand still fresh, licking my lips I taste myself and smile, shaking slightly and still moaning from the exquisite sensations I relax totally. After a while you pull back, I feel you slide out of me and sit back, untying the rope from my wrists you allow me to kneel down on the floor, slowly and without speaking you undo the cuffs from my wrists and lay a blanket on the floor for me to collapse onto. I look at you and smile with such feeling you can almost feel the force of it. You kiss me softly and slowly, enjoying the love that passed between us as we experienced the connection that seems so much more than lovemaking. We lie together and drift in and out of thoughts, maybe sleep a little then after a while we move onto the bed and fall asleep in each others arms, the collar still round my neck, occasionally reaching up to touch it and smile throughout the night. I know I am owned completely and I could not be happier.
