I have always been into testing myself, pushing myself beyond my limits and finding new limits to push. I have always enjoyed a little pain with my pleasure and pushing my pain endurance has become my obsession.
I started with self bondage and quickly realized I needed help to push myself as far as I could go. I would lock myself into uncomfortable positions and painful contraptions but I never felt tested. I even took to wearing nipple clamps and butt plugs while at work but I still felt unsatisfied.
I devised elaborate torture scenarios for myself; I would set a chair in front of the sliding glass door and tie my ankles to the legs of the chair. I would then sit on a large butt plug that was well lubed and I would attach all manner of clamps to my nipples and pussy lips before handcuffing my wrists behind the back of the chair. I would freeze the key to the cuffs in a condom and hold the frozen cock until it melted and I could free myself.
I always did this with the curtains open so I could potentially be seen or even watched which added to my discomfort. If I could not hold the frozen condom until it melted I would have to tip the chair over and writhe on the floor until I could grab the key and unlock the handcuffs. I just didn't feel like I was pushing the boundaries enough and my masturbation afterward was always just a chore.
I began setting rules for my little tests that I would have to mentally follow. These rules were designed to make the tests more difficult but I wanted it all too badly for it to really change the outcome.
I progressed to inflicting extreme pain on my body. I would step into my garage nude and lock the door so no matter what I would have to go out through the big door without my clothes. I would then mount a small stool I had modified with a large wooden table leg in the middle of the seat. I had drove nails up through the seat from underneath and lubed the rough table leg with olive oil. I would strap a ball gag in my mouth and attach clover clamps to my nipples with heavy weights to pull and crush my tender buds. Then I would cuff my wrists behind my back and stand on two blocks of ice. As the ice melted I would be slowly impaled until my pussy was stretched wide and the nails were stabbing my tender pussy lips.
Once the ice had melted completely and my entire weight was on my pussy I would grind and twist until I had an orgasm. Then I would tip the stool over and remove the impaled table leg. I would have to open the garage door and walk naked and handcuffed to my front door, retrieve the key from under the mat and let myself in to get the key for the handcuffs. I would do all this with the clamps and weights still on my nipples.
All the things I would do still never made me feel like I was truly testing my limits. I really needed some help someone who could push me further than I could push myself.
As I was working on my dilemma I decided a good way to test myself with others would be to get my nipples pierced. I thought that if I got them pierced with a large gauge needle I could test the pain and later use the big rings to torture my tits. I also decided that I would get my pussy lips and my clit done. This would have me nude in the presence of other people and I would have to tolerate great pain while trying not to give away the fact that I wanted it to hurt.
I searched for a reputable piercing shop but decided I should go to the harshest biker tattoo parlor I could find. This would give me a chance to parade myself in front of some unsavory characters and if I got an infection it would add to the pain.
I dressed in my shortest denim skirt and a thin wife-beater without underwear and I slipped on my highest of high heels. I drove through town until I saw a real dump of a tattoo parlor that had a sign out front that said body piercing. I walked through the door and was greeted by an attractive young girl in a bikini top. Her nipples were obviously pierced and the way she looked at me she liked what I was wearing.
I started a conversation with her and found out that her name was Destiny and she had everything pierced just like what I was about to get. I told her what I wanted and she smiled telling me to wait here while she got things ready. I was led by Destiny down a corridor to a room that looked like an exam room. It had a table in the middle just like at the doctor's office complete with stirrups. Destiny told me to strip and get up on the table. I was nude quickly and as I sat on the table Destiny adjusted the stirrups to position my legs for getting my pussy pierced.
As I sat there naked with my legs spread and up in the air I realized how aroused I had become. My pussy was soaked and I knew Destiny could smell my sex as she readied the tools necessary for the piercing. Then in walked a very butch looking girl that Destiny introduced as Claire. Claire was the actual technician that would do the piercing. Now there were two women one an obvious lesbian in the room and I was soaking wet.
Claire asked me what I wanted done and I explained that I was a pain junkie and I wanted the biggest diameter rings I could get in my nipples and pussy lips followed by a medium ring through my clit. Telling Claire that I liked pain may have been a mistake because she seemed to light up at that and told me she could give me some exquisite pain.
Opening a drawer she produced some long leather straps that she used to fasten my ankles to the stirrups. Next she attached two more straps to my thighs and pulled them down spreading my legs further apart and immobilizing my legs completely. Two more straps and my elbows and wrists were firmly bound to the table. Opening another drawer she produced two large belts, these were wider than the straps she used to secure my limbs and she ran one above my breasts and one below. Tightening the belts I found I was unable to move at all and they had pushed my tits up and out making my nipples very accessible.
Destiny then asked if I wanted a gag to bite on for the pain and I said yes. Now I was really turned on, I was bound, gagged and nude in front of two strange women in a bad part of town. My pussy was trembling and my heart raced at what was to come.