Acceptance. Peace. Fulfillment. Pleasure.
A month ago, Elaida would never have known that that was what she would feel as her lips slid up and down the cock in the Endurance Room, in perfect unison with the green line. An hour of 100% accuracy was now required to complete the stage, the time requirement having been gradually increased from the 30 minutes required previously. She might be on her way to her first ever flawless hour-long completion today.
For the first couple of weeks in training, she had sobbed with fear at the mere sight of the dreaded room. Now, she found she almost looked forward to it. The warm girth filling her mouth, the ridges sliding past her lips. It brought her to a place of calm, a place where all her thoughts fled her.
A place where she had cum, over and over and over again.
She had been permanently stuffed in all three of her orifices for the past week. During the day, she wore a chastity belt with dildos attached, keeping her pussy and ass comfortably full, and only removed if a particular Room required access. (There were no toilet routines or needs coded into Experiment 239 - they were deemed simply irrelevant to the training.) At night, of course, there were the intruders that activated once she lay down on her bunk - that particular routine hadn't changed, and its familiarity now felt like a safe haven to her.
When not receiving Endurance training, a penis gag with a hole in the middle filled Elaida's mouth. The initial gag at the start of the week was 1.75 inches in diameter and 2.5 inches in length - relatively comfortable for long-term wear, but it increased gradually each day. Today's gag was sufficiently long to push gently against the back of her mouth - once upon a time that would have made her retch, but now she barely noticed it. She was no longer sent to the Beginners' mess hall for her daily feeds, but rather went to a different one for Intermediates, where the hole at the front of the gag could connect to a machine that dispensed her feed.
No longer did she repeat her name to herself in the dark silence of her room at night, to lull herself to sleep. No longer did she hold it close to herself as a precious gem, this last thread of connection to her old life. She still remembered it, but it wasn't as important to her anymore. It wasn't the mental sword it used to be, that she relied on to prove that they couldn't take everything from her.
Now she believed that they could, if they wanted to. She was completely and utterly in their power - her body and mind both belonged to them. Yet, they let her have this - her name, etched in the deepest recesses of her mind. Oddly, the thought now brought feelings of gratitude and surrender to the fore, instead of fear and anger.
Elaida squeezed her pelvic floor muscles against the shaft within her as her lips worked the fake cock and the clover clamps attached to the wall tugged on her swollen nipples with her movements. She could feel another orgasm coming - she hoped that it wouldn't distract her too much from following the line.
It didn't. As her small body shook and quivered with the waves of pleasure enveloping her, and she cried out into the huge phallus in her mouth, her eyes remained on the line. In, hold, out. In, hold, out.
***
"Damn, that must feel good," Sophie murmured enviously. Like 239, Sophie had a silicone cock deep within her at the moment. Unlike 239, she couldn't cum from a stationary cock, no matter how hard she squeezed.
Anthony laughed. He was sitting in 239's control room with his hand on Sophie's almost-bare thigh. James had gone home early again today - the two of them had the room to themselves. Until anyone else entered, anyway. "You do know that a good blowjob is 20 points, right?" he teased her.
Sophie glanced around apprehensively. "Here? Now?" she questioned, doubt clouding her tone of voice. "That door doesn't lock, Tony. Besides, I'm pretty sure Mason has cameras in every room of this place."
"Not unless you want to, of course," Anthony acceded. Outing herself at work was a limit for Sophie, and one that he respected. He didn't want to cause any harm to her career or future well being.
Sophie fell silent, watching as 239 cleared the Endurance Room. The girl appeared to be almost sad to be allowed to stand up and leave. It was astonishing. "Huge change in her this week, wasn't there?"
Anthony nodded his agreement. "I'm surprised, really. I was fully expecting it to take 2 or 3 months for her to reach this stage. Acceptance and consistent subspace usually only kicks in after a month even for the ones who had a complete memory wipe. And they didn't need to struggle as much with their sense of self."
"The orgasms must be helping her along," Sophie chuckled.
He grinned. "Yes, I've found that they can be extremely good motivation, mm?"
"Do the others in the simulation really not cum at all?"
Anthony snorted dismissively. "Nope, not at all. With the complete memory wipes mandated by Mason, they lose that ability permanently. He thinks pleasure only distracts a slave from serving her Master." His tone of voice made it quite clear what he thought of that belief. "Part of the reason Experiment 239 cost so much was the selection process. We had to find the most orgasmic applicant who also fit the other requirements, then make sure the partial memory wipe removed some of the ability so she had to relearn it in the simulation, while keeping the maximum capability intact. Wasn't easy. But so worth it."
Sophie shook her head, laughing softly. "You know - a mere few weeks ago, that would have sounded like hogwash to me. I understand now, though."
He chuckled as his thumb stroked the inside of her thigh, exploring the boundary where the top of the stocking met bare flesh. "Indeed. I quite miss having you wear that little remote-controlled vibrator, except I know that the you of today would be cumming 10 seconds after I turn it on."
Their eyes met.
"Tony!!"
"Go put it on. I know you still have it in your bag."
She squirmed in her seat, inadvertently letting out a little moan. "Tony, I won't be able to hold it..."
"Orgasms are free until you leave this building. Of course, you are also free to NOT cum, if you're afraid to be seen doing so."
She pouted at him, but rose to her feet nevertheless, tugging her pencil skirt down her thighs. "Jesus, that's bloody sadistic!"
He winked at her. "Just the way you like it. And while you're in the toilet, tweezer clamps on nipples, please. Do NOT remove the dildo."
Sophie's face was flushed when she returned, and he could see her nipples standing at attention, even beneath the material of her shirt and push up bra. She grudgingly seated herself beside him again, folding her arms over her chest.
Anthony gestured towards the screen. "So, here's the deal. The next time 239 orgasms, I'll turn it on. For 5 minutes."
She cursed under her breath.
"Ready? Oh, look, it's the Caning Room. That one's new this week."
Sophie squinted at the screen, her attention riveted in spite of herself. "Do we really need all that faux machinery for a caning?"
"As a matter of fact, yes. It tones the thigh muscles at the same time." A roguish grin spread across his features, creasing the crows' feet at the corners of his eyes. "Besides, it's fun. Watch."