This is the 4th part of my story. All characters are over 18. There is some fetish content in this chapter. If that offends you please look elsewhere. Jb.
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Chapter 1
The pattern of finding a white envelope on my doormat at odd times of the day continued. It was Monday night when I got home from work that I received the next letter from Marion.
It had been a tiring day. A client had been critical of some of my work from the previous week. I'd rushed some basic research work on a company to get it finished before my lunch date with Fay. They had complained to Dawn, my boss, and she'd hauled me over the coals that afternoon.
I kicked off my shoes, then went to the bedroom to get out of my work clothes and into my sweats. Finally, I made a pot of Earl Grey tea and then settled on the couch to read what Marion had in store for me.
"Jane
Your next appointment is this coming Saturday at 6pm.
We'll be exploring your tolerance to pain and also reconciling your punishment log, following events at your last treatment session. You know now what I require of you.
Please purchase a high waisted white lace thong, wear it from Thursday onwards and attend to your hygiene properly this time. That means your pubic hair must be completely removed and your back passage properly cleaned.
There will be two people in attendance who will be assisting me. Don't be late.
You must from now on cease wearing any form of antiperspirant, and the dresses and blouses you wear henceforth must be sleeveless.
If my memory serves me correctly you have a hair appointment with Fay on Saturday at 4pm. Don't miss it. Toni will meet you and ensure my wishes are attended to. You should come to The Firs immediately afterwards.
Matron."
I contemplated the letter as I drank the tea.
Marion had teased me by telling me some things but not everything that would constitute my next "treatment".
It was all done deliberately to make me nervous and hike my anticipation.
There were three things I could see that would push my limits.
Firstly I'd always had a fairly low pain threshold. As a child a visit to the dentist was something I'd dreaded.. How far would "exploring my pain tolerance" go?...
The next thing was the presence of other people. Exploring my submissive side was fine in the presence of my "teacher", but two other people there would be challenging.
One would probably be Solange...but the other? Would it be someone I knew such as Julie or even Toni? And what would be their role?
I sensed that if pain was the overriding theme Solange would be involved in its administration. What had Fay said? A "sadistic little lesbian" I thought were her words...I shivered slightly, thinking about Solange in that black corset flexing the crop. Julie's buttocks had been badly beaten...Could I endure the same, and would there be any pleasure in the experience..?
Lastly, there was the bit about Toni ensuring Marion's wishes were attended to when Fay did my hair. Marion had hinted already that my position as a trainee might mean losing my long hair.
Now with this latest letter I was facing that distinct possibility.
I rose from the couch and went and looked at myself in the bathroom mirror.
My hair had been below my shoulders for years, and my mother had always described it as my crowning glory. I had never dyed it or been tempted to cut it short. It was part of my protective blanket and was one of my best features. Could I cope with losing it, or was this the "Beetroot" moment when I chickened out?
I stripped off my top, found some hair clips and experimented with my hair for a while, pinning it up into various styles to see how it would look. My chin had always been slightly too big and long hair drew attention away from it. Every style I tried made it look bigger!
Marion was a cunning Domme...she had deliberately put an obstacle in front of the Treatment session so I could not explore the limits of my sexuality until she had got her way. It was a real dilemma...
I scraped my hair into a sort of pixie look, and then pinned it up so it looked like it was long bob. The former looked worryingly masculine, but a long bob looked rather fetching as I turned from side to side. Yes, a long bob might just be acceptable, but a shorter style was going to be a real sacrifice...
Troubled by these developments I went to the kitchen and made a risotto. I opened a bottle of Chardonnay to calm myself down. I drank the first glass hurriedly and it seemed to make no difference. By the end of the second I began to unwind a little.
Perhaps the best thing was to give up now? But then, would I ever find someone like Marion again?? I ate my risotto. It tasted like cardboard. I decided on an early night, but then couldn't sleep. I imagined Solange wielding instruments of pain in every corner of the darkened bedroom. I was restless and troubled.
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Things got progressively worse as the week went on. The weather got hotter, and Marion's latest instruction not to use any anti perspirant was hard to cope with. My armpits were now a thick mat of short dark brown fur. This held my sweat and I felt damp most of the day...
I resorted to wearing a cardigan over a blouse or dress, but as each day wore on the odour as I sweated became more and more noticeable. It was very humiliating. At one meeting with Dawn I saw her pull a face as she leaned in towards me to point something out.
I blushed to my roots...
On the Wednesday lunchtime I walked into town to buy the required underwear. It was in the high 70's that day and the sun was beating down.
Standing in the adult shop I looked again at the section with the handcuffs and floggers on display. I was a mere three days from experiencing the kiss of such things on my bottom. My anticipation was building, and my panties felt hot and moist as I left the shop clutching the new underwear in its bright coloured plastic bag.
As I walked back up the high street I called into the pharmacy. I was looking for something to use to conduct an enema so there would be no more mishaps. The woman pharmacist pulled a noticeable face when I asked for what I wanted, and she suggested I went online as they did not stock such things...
That evening I did, and found numerous suppliers of medical equipment who could supply what I needed. The variety was bewildering, considering the rather basic task it was all designed to fulfill. Some of the nozzles I recognised as having been in the cupboard in the Treatment room, and their function was now all too apparent. I found a site that could offer guaranteed 24 hour delivery and ordered a basic bag kit..
On Thursday the weather was the hottest day of the year. I showered and washed my hair and put on my coolest white silk sleeveless blouse and a navy skirt. The high waisted thong was uncomfortable, the front seam in the crotch sawed up and down my openings as I moved. That had never happened when I had my full bush. Another deliberate ploy from Marion no doubt. It caused a couple of moments of alarm through the day, and I wondered whether it was obvious to my colleagues that I was continually adjusting my panties...