It's not easy to keep my lover happy and guessing. She loves the sex, tells me all the time, yet I know that she also loves surprises and adventure and newness. She's so very smart and forward I have to be at my most creative and on my best game to keep that impish smile on her face and the look that says she would choose me over all the better men who offer themselves to her every day.
You see, she's an executive. A woman with power. She knows how to move and shake the corporate world and has risen to her potential. Me, I'm a drone. Just an average guy who met her early, listened to her then, believed in her and supported her and still takes the time to listen to her and be there.
She's also a secret sub. I don't believe that there is a single person in the company she manages that will tell you they believe she could be dominated, but I know her heart and inner self. She craves the ties and the mastery. It wasn't easy getting here with her, but with care and patience, I brought her along just the same.
In the beginning, before we were a couple, she brought me home from school as a diversion. She didn't mean anything by it. I may be easy going, but I am not to be toyed with either as she found out to her surprise. She thought to dominate me, telling me she wanted me and trying to make me shocked at her brazenness. I remember how shocked she was when I would sleep with her but not fuck her. So often it's the woman who does that. Men just want to get back to their roots, you know, nine months getting out and the rest of your life getting back in. I learned almost immediately in my sex career that that was a short timer's viewpoint.
I was born with a patient, gentle and thorough manner. I'm not a phenom and never was. So I did what I do best. Put my hands all over her, checked her over completely, used my hands and lips and senses to get to know who she was and I liked what I found even if it was a little rough and presumptuous. She wanted it, started saying she'd never been so turned on, but I told her then that there was lots of time and not to push so hard. I think that was the first time she thought I might be the one for her.
Over time, we found a great fit. I love the way she moves through life with purpose, conviction and abandon and she loves the persuasive, firm and utterly tender way I approach everything. I've always taken the time to listen to her and give her what she wants while at the same time pushing her boundaries out to where she has pure excitement again and again.
One of the fantasies she has talked of is a rape fantasy. We know the difference between fantasy, reality and hope. She doesn't wish to be raped nor to one day be a victim, but if she were to read a romance novel with a forceful sex scene in it that the heroine eventually gives into and she and he go on to live happily ever after, my love would buy it and be heated by it.