On Monday and Tuesday, I was too embarrassed to ask to masturbate. On Tuesday night after dinner we were sitting on the couch watching TV and she put her feet in my lap and asked for a massage. As I started massaging her feet, she asked me how many times I had masturbated, and I answered that I had not done any. She said, "Well you better get busy. You have to get fifty per week to get to one hundred. In fact, you better ask me right now so you can masturbate while you rub my feet."
I looked down and asked, "May I masturbate while I massage your feet."
"Yes."
As I unzip my pants, she said, "No. Get down on the floor."
I crawled down onto the floor and pulled my penis out and started masturbating with one hand and massaging with the other. After several minutes Julia seemed impatient. "Why haven't you gotten to the edge yet? Is this not exciting enough? Use both your hands."
As I started masturbating with one hand stroking and the other massaging my balls, she put her foot to my mouth and said, "Suck on my big toe."
I put her toe in my mouth and very quickly I reached the edge and begged to come. Of course, she said no. After about an hour, many edges later and sucking toes on both feet, Julia pulled her foot away and said, "You better ask me each morning if you can masturbate and edge. Now let's go to bed."
On Wednesday we woke up and I asked to edge. She said, "Yes, and you will get at least ten edges."
I sat down in my home office and googled "humiliation". Most of what came up was cuckolding. The second most common was small penis humiliation. These were a little interesting but not really. One of the videos was of a mistress with very long nails. She was humiliating her slave's small penis as she abused it. When she started inserting her nails into the tip of the penis, I reached the first edge. For the rest of the day I wasted an inordinate amount of time masturbating and edging to her long nails masturbating or being inserted into different slaves' cocks. By the time I had finished that day, I had edged twenty-four times and wasted a lot of work time.
On Thursday, when I asked to edge again, Julia asked if I had achieved ten the day before. I answered yes but did not tell how many. She seemed satisfied and told me to get at least fifteen when she gave me permission to edge that day. I knew fifteen would be easy. My plan was to find porn about long nails edging, denying, and torturing cocks. It had not been a week since my last orgasm and my arousal grew with every passing day.
Mistress Nikita, Mistress Persephone: With those two alone I was able to quickly achieve fifteen edges. The morning took over and I was barely able to focus on my video conference (VC) meetings. After lunch I stumbled across Nikki Ashton and her long fingernails and toenails. This was new and erotic.
On Friday morning, when Julia woke up and I asked to be allowed to edge, she told me that I could edge but only to fantasies of her. She said, "I know you look at porn and masturbate and I assume you masturbate thinking of other women. Not today. Today you will only masturbate to fantasies about me."
Masturbating to pornographic movies or pictures is easy. I pulled up some old pictures that I find very erotic. I have lots of gorgeous pictures of my wife and the first ten edges of the day were spent looking through old pictures and remembering some very erotic things we had done in our early years. There was the weekend of the full body cast. Corsets at Folsom fair. The vacation weekend in long arm casts where I was totally helpless. Bondage tied over a railing on a hotel balcony. Remembering these events was a wonderful walk down memory lane as well as a way to self-pleasure.
In the afternoon, an idea popped into my head. I opened up an online picture-editing software and I loaded a picture of my wife. After about thirty minutes of manipulating the picture, I had a reasonable image of my wife with her natural three-inch-long nails from earlier in our life, and now, one-inch long toenails. The fantasy of kneeling below her and being humiliated by sucking on her long toenails was new, exciting, and oh so erotic. The rest of the afternoon was a flurry of edges in between meetings.
On Saturday, as I woke up, I was not sure what to expect. When Julia woke, she rolled over and kissed me and said this is going to be fun. "Just like your birthday. You are going to service me with no reciprocation." One of her birthday presents each year is an oral orgasm for her. Simple and clean. She told me to lick her and I crawled between her legs.
Following her instructions, I licked as she directed and inserted one finger up and one down to stimulate her inside. The first orgasm was a long time in coming. She took it slow and slowed me down when she was getting too aroused. It must have been over thirty minutes when she shuddered and yelled through the first orgasm. Julia is very loud, and luckily, we live away from close neighbors.
When she was finally satiated it was over an hour and my jaw was tired and sore. She looked down at me between her legs. "Don't you wish your cock could make me come like that?"
"Yes, Mistress, "I mumbled, turning red."
"Would you like to make love to me right now? Put your worthless cock inside me? Would you like me to let you come inside me?"
"Yes, please."
"Well, that's not going to happen today. Today you are not even going to touch your cock. You are going to get up and get to work in the yard. I have a lot I want done today and you are not going to waste any time masturbating." With that she got up and went to the shower.
