I open the door and there he stands. At first I feel fear as I look at him. Then part of the fear turns to excitement as I remember why he is standing there. I lower my eyes, back away from the door and invite him in.
He strides across the threshold like a King into recently conquered territory and walks confidently into my house. He turns, faces me and we look into each other's eyes. Once again I lower my eyes but not before I see a twinkle in his.
"I am your Master. The rules are simple as there is only one: You will do everything that I tell you to do. There is no right or wrong, and there is only one sin and that is not doing what I tell you to do," he tells me in a calm and commanding voice.
I know he is not asking me for my opinion but I look up at him and stammer out, "The safe word..." as my voice falls off to silence under his icy gaze. I lower my eyes and tremble.
"Safe word? Yes there is a safe word. Your safe word is ‘goodbye' and I will walk out the door. You must use it now if you wish to use it," he taunts me.
"If you wish me to play your dirty little games, you must give yourself to me totally: body, mind and soul. What was once yours will be mine now. I will have total control over everything. Your existence, your reason for being, is to do as I tell you to do."
I say nothing. My body continues to tremble and I have trouble breathing. I feel myself getting sexually excited. I feel that wetness, that I thought had dried up so long ago, start to flow once again. My knees get weak and I have trouble standing.
