She sat nearly shaking from excitement and fear as she fumbled for the credit card type room key in her hand. The formal dinner was over, and the note that he had given her with the key when they clandestinely crossed paths at the coat check left explicit instructions to be into the hotel room by 9:35 and it was already nearly 9:20 pm. She knew instinctively that she could not be late for this occasion.
She took one more sip of her wine and then glanced down to her lap where she was holding her opened purse to look one more time at both her lover's note and the agenda for dinner. Her lover planned the rendezvous impeccably, knowing there was always a lull between dessert and when the band started up, people would be moving from table to table to socialize and it was an opportune time to escape.
Some would do so to avoid boorish table partners, others to get fresh air, others to feed a nicotine addiction while few, if any, like herself, would do so for a sexual addiction. That what it was, after all, wasn't it? A sexual addiction that included the most hedonistic and natural pleasure fulfilling adventure she had ever felt in her 37 years of existence. And to satisfy that addiction she had to be waiting in room 1802 by 9:35pm.
She politely talked to the person next to her and excused herself saying she needed to stretch her legs a bit and talk to some old friends before the music begun. Again, they commented on how sorry they felt for her that her husband had to be leave so suddenly and she would not be able to enjoy the dancing with him. She politely nodded in agreement, but secretly smiling to herself, knowing that she would be having much more pleasure than any dance could bring. She excused herself and got up to walk across the ballroom.
The place was stirring with people, mostly engaged in conversation with the others at their table and busboys and waitresses and waiters busy carrying trays of dessert and finished dinners. The ballroom was lovely and she was afraid to look in the direction of her lover's table. She made a point, however, of weaving her way through the tables to the exit to where, if he was looking, he would obviously see her. She did not see him herself, but she could feel his eyes watching her. She felt naked to his gaze and so vulnerable to his touch.
She tried hard not to make eye contact with anyone as she left, although she did smile if anyone did engage her. She knew that when she left the room it would be the most "dangerous" part of her adventure. In the ballroom she could always say she was going to powder her nose or get some fresh air, but once outside in the hallway, it was much more dangerous. If anyone saw her use the elevator, it would be hard to cover. She had planned this out herself.
The ballroom was located on the second floor and she used this opportunity to take the escalator down one flight and then catch the elevator up at the first level, where the chances were quite slim that anyone she knew would see her. She went through the corridors, took the escalator down and then walked through the luxurious lobby to the bank of elevators. She never looked up once and tried not to imagine what others who might have known her and saw her might be thinking. She got to elevator without incident and waited for the doors to close before she looked up. As she gazed at her reflection in the shiny brass elevator doors, she knew she should feel guilt and shame, but all she felt was excitement and anticipation. She began to develop a lump in her throat she imagined reaching for his naked body. She closed her eyes once more and could actually feel herself start to get wet.
The doors came open and she walked to the left to the room. She found the room and then reached into her purse to open the key. She hated these keys, she remembered, for they were sometimes touchy and did not always work. She prayed that this one would and she thought for a moment that her lover may already be inside. She put the key into the lock and she dismissed the thought entirely when the color code lit green, signaling that the lock was open.
She opened the door slightly and stood in awe of the room. She could tell it was a palace of a hotel room and she had not yet passed through the marble tile entrance with a small elegant chandelier and 12 foot ceilings. She turned on the lights and then dimmed them slightly to admire the furnishings. On a small table was fresh cut flowers and a note with her name on it. She went to open it although its text was quite vague, she knew that after tonight, she would never be the same.
She shook with excitement and then she noticed the smell of his cologne on the letter. She walked out of the entry way and into the parlor and bedroom and could tell he was there only a few moments earlier. She could see the little touches he had done and could smell the lingering scent of his cologne. She closed her eyes for a moment and imagined him with her for the moment. Just then a knock at the door awakened her from her trance.
She dimmed the light and stood back, as was her instruction to do, away from the notice of the one who entered. She knew it was him, but she hurried to hide in the bathroom as was her instruction. She could hear another voice too, but she did not know who it was. Sudden panic overtook her as she thought that he may have called her latest bluff and brought a friend but that fear quickly subsided as she heard the stranger's voice was that of a woman and she was merely delivering room service. But almost as suddenly, she wondered what they would need room service for.
She heard the wheels of the service cart back out and the door close behind her before she dared come out of the bathroom. When she did come out, the room was nearly dark, safe for the moonlight night and downtown lights gleaming through the clear glass of a picture window. He stood there next to the window, her eyes barely outlining his face, making him seem even more mysterious than ever as a silhouette outlined against the window. Not a word was spoken as she meekly walked across the room.
She could see that his bow tie was loose and his tuxedo jacket was hung over one shoulder. She still could not make out his face in the dark, but she could feel him smile as he approached her as well. They met at the foot of the bed and she trembled with excitement as he took her in his strong arms. His firm grab and tug of her body sent shivers down her spine and was contrasted nicely with a gentle embrace to her lips and a soft nibble of her ear.
She closed her eyes and felt her knees begin to weaken as she felt his whole being, wrapped in contradiction, reach up and take her body and soul to another level. She imagined his strong domineering commands and instructions followed by sweet soft kisses to her forehead and running his soothing fingers through her hair and scalp; she begged for his near arrogant frenzy of love-making followed by gentle caresses to her breasts and shoulders; and she imagined his fever pitched inaudible grunts followed by eloquent poetry of words as the two would cascade the fountain of every emotion.