Edited by Rosmarina (whose advice and assistance are much appreciated)
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== Chapter 17 ==
As soon as we were inside the house I undressed as was my routine and I was quickly naked and on my knees where I belonged. I lovingly kissed Master's boots and these familiar rituals had the effect of bringing me back down to earth after all the emotions which had been running through my head since my encounter with Ming Ming. Instead of indulging myself with fantasies of being with her again I reminded myself that if she were in my place she would take her slave duties very seriously. I wanted so much to learn from her and I decided then and there to make an even greater effort to demonstrate a new and deeper commitment to my Master and to behave in every way as he would wish.
I also felt that I should be thinking more about Chloe, especially as this was such an important time for her. I was well aware that at this very moment my dear friend was struggling with one of the most important decisions of her life, and I felt a little guilty that she had not been much in my thoughts so far today. I'd been quite distracted by other things during the last few hours as meeting Ming Ming had been such an exciting and interesting experience for me. I'd never previously met a fellow slavegirl from a totally different culture and I was still amazed at how we could be both so similar and yet so different at the same time.
I don't know whether Master could tell my mind was full of mixed emotions as I busily licked his boots but I soon found out that although he had displayed commendable restraint throughout the lunch he was certainly not unaffected by all that had taken place. He suddenly bent down and attached my leash to my collar again. I did not usually wear it inside so I was a bit surprised and looked up at him from my lowly position. In response Master tugged on my leash and I obediently crawled after him.
Once he was settled in his favourite chair I was ordered to get on my back on the floor and display myself for him. I knew this meant that he wanted me with my legs spread wide and I was to reach down and spread my cunt lips and look into his eyes. Master liked me to demonstrate that I was totally and completely open to him and ready and willing to be used in any way he wished.
Sometimes he had me tell him what a slave slut I was and describe in vivid detail what I wanted to do for him in intensely degrading ways that my imagination never failed to conjure up. I liked this ritual and would allow my mind to wander into the darkest corners of my fantasy world in search of the most depraved and erotic ways of pleasing Master I could imagine, and frequently I shocked myself with just how disgusting the things were that oozed out of my dirty little mind. Master always found it very interesting to have me display not only my body but my innermost thoughts to him on command.
This time I was simply told to masturbate until my cunt was very wet, but not to cum. Master knew me well enough by now to be able to tell when I was getting close to an orgasm so once it became obvious that was my situation I was told to stop. Now that I was nice and wet and all worked up Master pulled me up onto his lap. My wrists were tied together behind my back with some cord Master always had in his pocket for just this purpose, and I was ready to be fucked. Soundly and well, I fully expected.
I was not disappointed.
The day's activities had certainly given Master plenty of inspiration sexually, and he also seemed to be in a good mood following the negotiations with his visitors. He ordered me up on my feet and positioned me with my legs astride his, then he took his already hard cock out of his trousers and thrust up into my cunt as I sat down on his lap. I was already so wet that he slid in easily, and then it was my job to move up and down so that his cock slid in and out of me. Master liked to sit there and watch me while I fucked myself on his hard cock as I looked into his eyes and told him what a dirty little whore I was.
Master knew exactly how to get me desperate to have him cum in me or on me, as he chose. He continued talking to me, using lots of verbal abuse which he well knew always got me excited. As I jerked erotically on his lap, impaling myself over and over again, he told me what a hot little cunt I was, how I was made to be a sex slave, how that was my destiny, and how he was going to enjoy watching me moan as I orgasmed over and over for him once he had given me permission to do so. At the same time he pulled on my nipples, watching me squirm as he carried on a running commentary on my efforts that made me even more aroused.
I loved being told what a slut I was, and how he was going to make me sell myself while he watched and some other little bitch sucked his cock. Over time he had developed this idea as a way of arousing me since he knew it was one of my strongest fantasies. While making me tell him what a whore I was, he ordered me to fuck myself harder as he twisted my nipples between his fingers and occasionally slapped my face and urged me on. All this combined to send me into a frenzy where in my mind I was just a sexual object fucking itself for its Owner's pleasure and desperately mewing to be allowed to orgasm for him. Eventually I could feel by the slight convulsing of his cock within me that Master was about to fill me with his beautiful cum.
At this point Master ordered me to get on my knees. From long experience I knew that Master especially enjoyed coming in my mouth, so without having to be told I knelt before him with my mouth open wide and my tongue extended. He jerked himself a few times and soon ropes of his cum were spurting into my mouth. I kept my mouth open until I was sure he was finished and then carefully sucked his cock clean.
Master knew that I had not had an orgasm but I doubted he would not leave me in a state of unfulfilled excitement unless he wanted me to suffer such a torment for his amusement. I accepted that I existed for his pleasure alone and my own pleasure was of no real importance, but Master liked to have me cum for him and watching me spasm on command also added to his enjoyment. I knew he would probably take this opportunity to watch me do so while enjoying his own post-orgasmic state of bliss. He liked to combine his *afterglow* with the sounds of my passionate moans and cries, and I was already a quivering mass of female arousal. As I knelt there naked, tingling all over, with my cunt dripping and my mouth full of Master's cum, I awaited his instructions.
Smiling down at me, Master told me that I could now swallow his cum and as I did so I was to finger myself to orgasm for him and not to stop coming until he ordered me to. I loved that he made me feel I was going to do this for him. It was not for me, but something I would do to please my Owner, for and at his pleasure. Of course I would enjoy it too. I was actually desperate to cum and longing to experience the surging waves of ecstacy crashing over me that I could feel towering above me ready to sweep me away into a sea of orgasmic oblivion.
But I also knew that over and above my enjoyment I would be very conscious that I was showing my Master what a shameless little slut I was as I thrashed around moaning and mewing at his feet while I orgasmed repeatedly for him. I wanted to do that so much, and I knew that I would spread my legs and show him my wet cunt as my juices ran down my thighs for him. I knew that in between my moans and cries I would call out to him, and tell my Master of the honour I felt serving him in this way.
All this would heighten the experience for me immeasurably and make it so much more than an expression of my own pleasure. As a slave I was not allowed to masturbate without permission and all my orgasms belonged to Master. I had been trained to give them to him on command at any time and regardless of circumstance. So when I came it was no longer purely a means of giving myself pleasure. Being allowed to cum was something Master allowed me as and when he felt so inclined and thoughts that my orgasms were a gift to him were always in my mind as I did so -- jumbled up with all kinds of other emotions, of course.
Since I had *discovered* masturbation as a young girl and up until the time I met Master, I must have pleasured myself thousands of times. Mostly I did it alone and often as quietly as possible in case someone might hear. Although I felt no guilt about fingering myself or stimulating my little clit, I certainly didn't want anyone to know what I was doing or for anyone to hear my cries. So it was something I usually did late at night alone in my bed, or maybe early in the morning before my shower. Less often I might feel the urge during the day, but it was always a solitary activity.