Edited by Rosmarina (whose advice and assistance are much appreciated)
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== Chapter 16 ==
As the limo pulled away from Master's house the Asian man who owned Ming Ming explained that he had already arranged that we would have lunch at a Chinese restaurant where he was well known. I still didn't know the name of either man who had come to visit us this morning and although I suppose Master already knew I didn't recall him addressing either man by his name. Most likely I was just not paying attention.
Ming Ming's owner said that the food where we were going was very good, the service was excellent, and they were also very discreet. From where I sat on the floor at Master's feet I could not see where we were going so my thoughts as always wandered off on their own. I wondered why a restaurant would need to be *discreet* and for a moment I imagined that I was going to have to display myself obscenely in some way... I was not sure whether I felt more fear or excitement at such a prospect.
I looked over at Ming Ming who was sitting near me on the floor but she appeared to be lost in her own world. Was it the fate of a slavegirl to live a life that was forever drifting between dreams and fantasies? It seemed that since I gave myself to Master my mind was constantly filled with erotic thoughts and delicious anticipation about what might happen to me next, since I never really knew what to expect.
Most people think that a slavegirl is constantly being fucked or subjected to various kinds of sexual activity, but in reality there are long periods during which she is left to herself in between relatively short bouts of intense sexual or emotional stimulation. As a slave she has absolutely no control over her situation or what commands she will receive. This means that when not being used she is often just left to wait for further instruction and usually no alternative activity is specified. At home I would be able to occupy myself with housework or reading but at other times I was often left to my own devices for long periods.
I have always enjoyed the feeling of powerlessness these contrasting aspects of my daily life engendered. I gradually learned to adjust my thinking to accept that as a slave my place was not to want or expect to be entertained or have my preferences considered at all. Instead a slave has to get her stimulation from whatever is to hand such as the feel of the floor on her naked body or the effect of the room temperature on her nipples or the constant awareness that at any moment she might she ordered to give herself to her owner or to someone of his choice. When everything you do is at the whim of another even the most mundane things have an erotic overtone.
As a consequence of living in a world where everything was out of my control and my body was available to anyone on the orders of my Master I was almost always semi-aroused. So if, as often happened, I suddenly had a cock thrust into one of my holes or was otherwise used sexually without any prior warning it had come to seem perfectly normal to me and such events were just part of my life.
While I was thinking about all this and we drove towards the restaurant I could still taste Master's cum in my mouth and I found myself thinking about the feel of Ming Ming's sensual lips on mine. As I sat there naked under my dress on the end of my leash I felt my whole body buzzing with some indefinable sexual arousal. My mind was reeling with a thousand and one images of all kinds but mostly about sex. I had no idea what would happen next, but whatever it was didn't really matter. I would obey.
In between the waves of sensation that seemed to flow from my cunt and stream through my body at random intervals I also thought of all that had happened to me recently. As so often was the case my mind was a jumble of emotions, but most of all I wondered how Chloe was feeling and what thoughts were going through her mind. I had not thought much about my dear friend since I had arrived back at Master's house because at first I was so excited to see him again and more recently my mind had been almost totally preoccupied with thoughts of Ming Ming. Was I really such a slut that despite all the love I felt for Chloe and all that we had talked about and all that we had shared in recent days I was now struggling to remember the feel of her skin on mine?
When I thought of skin to skin contact my immediate response was to remember how Ming Ming's soft tongue felt on my skin as she had licked every part of my body earlier today. It was a purely physical sensation and I had still not said a single word to her but the mere thought of her licking my nipples set off such strong emotions within me that I began to tremble with... I don't really know what, Desire? Arousal? In any case I was definitely very strongly affected. I had never experienced such a sense of connection with anyone so quickly and although I had known Ming Ming for only a very short time it was as if she was somehow a part of me I'd never known existed until now.
Even though she had hardly looked at me and had not said a single word during the drive so far I still felt very close to Ming Ming and was totally content in her presence. By just sitting there serenely on her leash she made me more aware of my slavery in some indefinable way. Despite not having had the opportunity to talk with each other it was as if she had taught me the true meaning of acceptance simply by allowing me to observe the way she carried herself as a slave.
Despite all the training Master had patiently given me over the last few years I still had so much to learn about myself, and although my desire for slavery had never been stronger I had only just begun to realise what it really involved. For a brief moment I desperately wanted to crawl the short distance to Master's feet and lick his boots while I sobbed and mewed to him that I adored being his slave, but I resisted the temptation as I knew it would not be appropriate just now. Instead I began to look around me and I noticed that we had already driven into the centre of the city.