I was starting to feel really mixed up. Although I knew what I wanted. There was no doubt about that. The words the very sexy Debbie had spoken to Marilyn and I at the swimming party were permanently lodged into my head,
"I can't believe you don't shag him Marilyn. I'm sure if you too had sex it would be utterly electric!"
The point made been made. The issue had been raised. Sex between Marilyn and I was a possibility. It could happen and it had clearly entered both our minds at that moment. There was no denying that. After all we were two grown adults. The only difference was that she was dominant and I was submissive. I had been so delighted to become her submissive but now I knew that it wasn't enough; I wanted more. I also thought about the words of Stacey that all men were capable of was becoming erect and then wanted to cum. That basically summed up the male species. We are sex obsessed and so easily aroused and then ejaculation is what we crave and this cycle repeats itself and would repeat itself forever. So I had to wonder would sex with Marilyn even satisfy?
My mind was awash with fantasies about our next session. All it would take would be a moment of rare weakness from Marilyn. She would tell me of her extreme loneliness and need for a man to take care of her. Naked and willing to provide a shoulder of comfort, I would place my arm around her as she gently sobbed. She would move closer to me as I would place a tender, loving kiss on her silky blond hair. Then she would feel my swollen member pulsate in her delicate hand and in one sensational instant our lips would meet. My trembling, wandering hands move along her nylons towards her satin panties. I would then slide them down gently as she continued to caress my throbbing cock. With her pretty panties around her ankles we would then slide into each other and she would gasp from the pointed thrusts I would deliver before finally exploding between her lovely legs. Yes it was a beautiful fantasy but it seemed beyond unlikely it would ever happen.
***
"Right Josh, I'm glad you managed to be on time. I hate nothing more than a naughty slave who's a bad time keeper. Since you are on course to become my personal slave, I need to know more about you, your background, experiences and desires. Now I want you to take all your clothes off, fold them in a neat pile and sit up upon the chair."
"Certainly Mistress!" Marilyn had reclined a black leather chair for me to lie on and this immediately conjured up images of an interrogation. Before I spread myself onto the chair, my little leather slave collar was placed around my neck. I'd decided that honesty was going to be the best policy here as I didn't dare insult my beautiful Mistress by lying to her. Anyway all Marilyn would have to do was look at my cock to see what my reaction was to certain questions. There was no way I could hide my feelings and desires with the desires that my penis would convey. Just like a happy dog wags its tale, an aroused male finds his cock bobbing up and down.
"Right Josh we shall begin but I will warn you, don't dare lie to me. I am trained in looking into the dirty little minds of pathetic little boys like you and I shall know if you lie to me. Do you dare lie to me?"
"No Mistress. Not at all. I would never lie to you!"
"Good, now we shall begin. At what age do you remember feeling sexual feelings towards a woman?"
"When I was 11. I remember at school, a couple of women visited our class. I think they were music teachers. I remember one of them was wearing nylon stockings and I couldn't help but notice how smooth and silky and beautiful they looked. I just wanted to stroke her lovely nylons and kiss them. I realised how much her nylons and lovely legs turned me on." By now I was erect.
"And when did you start masturbating?"
"When I was 12 Mistress."
"And what were your fantasies?"
"I fantasised about being dominated by a strict women. Either a Doctor or Nurse when being physically examined."
"And at what age did you kiss your first girl?"
"At 14."
"When did you lose your virginity?"
"I never have."
"So you're a little virgin boy?"
"Yes Mistress I am."
Have you ever had a sexual experience?"
"No Mistress."
"How large is you penis erect?"
"Five and a half inches Mistress."
"OK I'll write that into your stats but I shall be measuring it to make sure! I am aware that you are very attracted to women's underwear and in particular panties. At what age did this happen and did you ever wear panties?"
"Well I liked looking at catalogues and seeing beautiful women in beautiful lingerie so it started off in my early teens I think."
"And did you wank over these pictures?"
"Yes Mistress I did."
And did you wear panties in your teens?"
"Yes I did. My cousin Nikki, who's two years older than me, had several pairs of panties in different colours and styles and I found myself wanting to wear them."
"How many panties do you remember wearing and what were the styles and colours?"
"I remember trying on her panties on a handful of occasions. The first pair were green satin panties. They were so lovely. I just felt the need to wear them and feel them against my cock."
"Did you have an erection?"
"Yes I did"
"Did you masturbate whilst wearing them?"
"Yes. I realised if I wore them whilst masturbating I'd cover them in semen so I sat on the bathroom floor and wore the panties around my ankles. That meant they wouldn't get covered in my cum but I was still basically wearing them."
"What other panties did you wear?"
"I remember wearing black cotton panties and red panties that were made from quite rough material. They were very patterned and were slightly transparent."
"You say you love nylons. Did you ever wear nylons in your teens?"
"Yes Mistress I wore my cousin's nylons."
