It was hard to resist the pull of the outdoors that evening. I tried to follow my usual routine of cleaning house and lazing around watching mindless TV, but the spring air drew me out. I drove to a local pond and was surprised to find it nearly void of people. Normally the place was packed whenever people were off work. I walked slowly around the mile loop. Pausing here and there to look at various trees, or creature footprints, as was my habit when no one was watching me. Somehow it felt stupid to appreciate nature when others were around, but I was alone. I hiked off the trail a mile or two to a rock outcropping that faced the setting sun. I sprawled out and zoned out, heated by the direct rays.
I started when I opened my eyes a few minutes later and found a man sitting near me on the rock watching me. I gave him a friendly smile, he didn't look threatening, and I wasn't about to be chased from my view of the sunset. I closed my eyes again when he said nothing and when he didn't return my greeting, I rolled to my stomach and nestled my face in my arms.
I felt a hand gently brush down my spine. I shivered as I tried to decide what to do. My quick glance had revealed a man who was completely capable of taking me. He was broad shouldered and had a dark tan to his skin. He had been wearing a sleeveless shirt and his biceps bulged. His flat abs had shown through the shirt. He was probably late forty's in age with a bit of gray creeping in at the temples of his black hair.
He touched me again and I stilled. Maybe if I just didn't respond at all he would go away. And maybe I didn't want him to go away. It had been weeks since I had had sex, and months since I'd had anything hot and passionate. I arched my back slightly in response to his next touch, and let a low purr escape my throat when his wandering hand cupped my ass as it dipped lower. I spread my legs a bit wider as his hand rubbed light circles on my ass and as I shifted his hand slid between my legs and cupped my pussy mound feeling the heat already radiating from my lust. He let out a soft chuckle or maybe it was a growl as he pressed the palm of his hand firmly against my jeans. He almost slid me up the rock with the pressure as if he wanted to break through my jeans with his bare hands and feel my pussy juices on his fingers right then,
He shifted slightly and his hand left my body. I felt him straddle me just below my ass and then he lay his weight down on top of me. I could already feel his cock hardening against me thru his loose hiker shorts. He reached under me and pulled my wrists out straight over my head. He held me pinned like that for a few moments. I sighed softly and began to gently arch my ass into his hard cock in a slow rhythm that had him panting in my ear within a few seconds. He let go of one wrist and pushed his free hand under my neck, bending it backwards and giving him better access to the sensitive spot right below my ear. His lips brushed my ear and his tongue beat a light tattoo on my pulse, which was racing close to the surface of my neck.
His body stiffened and his grip tightened on my neck as he sank his teeth into me. I cried out softly as he stopped just short of real pain, he seemed to know exactly where the edge was. And he was bite down harder, just across the threshold and then lightened up, causing waves of pain and pleasure to course through me. I couldn't move even if I had wanted to fight him. I wasn't a small woman, but he had a good 6 inches and 100lbs on me. It felt so good to be taken. To have a man in control. To be able to relax into him and let him have me.
Apparently biting me raised his lust for he sat up to his knees quickly and panting as if surprised at himself. I wedged my way over onto my back again as he still straddled me. As I stared quietly up into his eyes his hands lowered themselves to my body, caressing my breasts softly. One hand made its way around my neck, pinning me to the rock, and causing me to go a bit lightheaded at the pressure. I sighed lustily as his other hand made busy with the buttons on my shirt. He pushed the cotton away from my chest and licked his lips as he looked down at my black lacy bra and large creamy soft breasts spilling out over it.
He lowered his lips to my flesh again and took a bit of the soft skin of my breast that was showing above the bra in his teeth. He nipped me quickly causing a stinging pain to radiate down my core and nestle throbbing in my cunt. As I bucked under him I saw him smile. "You wouldn't say no to anything would you little girl?"
I was embarrassed and looked away, staring off into the trees, as I felt a heated flush rise into my cheeks. He was right. I wouldn't say no to anything. There was really no limit he could cross with me. That inability to say no in bed had gotten me into trouble before with men. But, in general I found that most guys were so afraid of crossing that line that most women have, and getting cut off, that they err on the safe side and never even come near too much, for me at least.
One of the joys (or pains) of being a control freak in life meant that there was nothing more of a turn on in bed then to be in someone else's control. To push that envelope, to make myself uncomfortable, to be stripped of any say and control felt actually more safe then having a say in what happened to me. I didn't understand this aspect of me and had long since stopped trying to explain it to others.