This story is a f/m spanking story. No sex. Cerebral and emotional. Please enjoy if this interests you.
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Emerson sucked in a gasp as the first spank pushed him forward, his limp arms swaying over his upside-down head, hands just out of reach of the carpet. It wasn't just the sting, but a dull ache, a thudding pain, that accompanied the spank. And it wasn't just the pain. Emerson was facedown over a lap, his pants and boxer-briefs down around his knees. It was humiliating. He was ashamed to be in this position and even more ashamed that he did something to earn it.
Another spank propelled him forward. The crack was so loud it echoed off the empty white dining room wall. Each slow and methodical swat was hard and sound and worse than he pictured. He didn't know one hand could inflict so much damage. By the sixth time he made a little whimpering panting sound, as though he'd sipped in too much hot coffee.
Emerson lacked all the confidence that being a boyishly cute and slender university student should have provided. He was sweet and bright enough, but far too shy and outwardly submissive, and it seemed that his personality was simply not in fashion of late. Maybe ever. His looks were just as soft as his personality, giving him away, and too much of his free time was spent sketching birds and trees into a notebook. This was in great part why he had paid for this discipline service.
His spanker had stopped to rub his bottom. He breathed through this brief respite. "Are we learning a lesson?"
It was so embarrassing to respond this way. "Yes, ma'am." There was nothing but sincerity and submission in his voice, but the shame was all over his blushing red face. It was possible to be embarrassed over something you wanted, deep inside. He knew this firsthand. He was always of two minds about it. On the one hand, submitting to someone more powerful than himself was the fantasy that brought him the most intense climaxes. On the other, he knew exactly how it would look to others, how mortifying to be face down over a woman's lap, limp and submissively accepting a sound spanking. Even worse was the chair she chose, a tall armless chair meant for a bar. He didn't reach the floor with either his feet or his hands. He dangled, her knees his only foundation.
Another crack of her hand lit up his backside, and now he kicked up his back legs, bending at the knees, trying to cover his own bare bottom with his feet. "Ahh!" he cried out, his first clear vocalization of his distress. She demanded that he instantly put his feet back down, and he winced at being scolded and did so immediately. "I'm sorry, ma'am." It really hurt so much more than in his mind.
When he pictured a spanking in his imagination it was damn near pleasant. He'd be comfortable and almost content over a lap, and his bottom warm and red. The act of it alone would draw his remorseful cries, rather than the pain. He only knew now, as it happened for real, that red bottoms didn't come from love taps. And when he filled out that form online, he specifically wrote, oh God how he regretted it, 'until real tears.'
Why, for the love of all things, did he sign up for that, for his very first time? He got carried away in his imagination, that's all there was to it. He'd never even been hit as a child and his naivety spoke volumes. Another spank, even harder than the ones before, made his dangling arms move forward so far he touched the carpet with his fingertips before sinking back into place. "I'm sorry!" he yelled.
Her lap was big enough to hold him. Emerson had read online, in one review, that a man was tilted kind of sideways the entire spanking, and he took off a whole star for this off kilter experience. But Emerson was very slim, and his one hip was against her stomach and his other didn't even reach her knees. He was secure over her lap, mortifying as it was. He wouldn't be going anywhere, even if he tried.
SMACK. This time his cry was louder than before. Then, by surprise, another, so fast after that one. SMACK. One on each cheek. The shock and the pain made him yelp like a little boy.
There was a word he could say. It was tomatoes. As in, his bottom would be red as. He thought the word twice, but he knew once he said it, it would all end, or be on pause, either one of those. It wasn't at that point yet, where he wanted it to end or pause. It hurt terribly, but he needed this. It was his only current plan for all the guilt that hurt him just slightly worse.
She rubbed him again, and he closed his eyes hard, preparing for the next onslaught.
When he had entered the house for this, his heart was pounding so hard he could feel every single beat. She had answered the door and made him say it, the phrase she'd outlined in an email, right on the front porch. She had crossed her arms, foot tapping, and he'd lowered his head. "I'm here for my spanking, ma'am." Those shameful words were uttered outside to the wind, but not lost to it. Maybe someone on the sidewalk heard, he didn't know. She had pulled him inside by his wrist and he let her do it.
Not that it mattered, because he wasn't here for it, but she was pretty cute herself. She had a nice body, a made up face, and she was in her thirties. It didn't matter if she was a hot young supermodel or a sixty-five year old grandma to Emerson, because he was only here for an old-fashioned spanking. Her attitude and her ability to soundly chastise him were the only two things that he cared about, and she met both of those needs easily.
Back in the present she still rubbed his burning backside and he couldn't help to now arch a little against her hand. It was nice to feel her palm soothing his skin instead of scorching it. So comforting and caring of her to do it at all. No one mentioned that she'd rub him in the reviews and they really should have. He would in his own review.