I want to give credit to @StillStunned for inspiring this story through a "snippet challenge" from about May 17. He provided the idea of Ellie trying to spy on her neighbors as they have sex in their yard, motivating her to masturbate on the spot. Then she is grabbed and molested from behind by an unseen assailant. I changed her shorts to a denim skirt. Also, I created her character as she appears in this story.
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"It is a truth universally accepted that most young males have had at least one teacher or aunt crush as they sexually mature. This desire to please and serve an attractive woman who commands and must be obeyed is a universal sexual fantasy for men. Sensual domination or role play as being a naΓ―ve guy introduced to sexual pleasure is often the first motivator that lures men to a dominatrix. Common practices include spanking or other types of corporal punishment common in schools and homes."
I read that in some psychology book. What the author completely missed is that we "teachers and aunties" often have parallel desires that run in an opposite but just as powerful direction.
I'd guess that these feelings and fantasies have been just as universal for us mature ladies too. There is often a churning sexual undercurrent within us that is rarely acknowledged. And those secret emotions could be quite kinky.
When I tell people I'm a teacher, or technically an adjunct professor, people will often say, "Well, Ellen, you certainly look like one!" I guess they are trying to make a joke, although at my expense. However, I'm not that bothered by such comments.
I was an English teacher once, for a year at a school in southern Queens. Then I became a lecturer at CUNY's LaGuardia Community College, also instructing students in English for much of my career. Finally, I had had enough of New York City and I got a position two years ago at Hofstra University on Long Island.
Around that time, my husband Mike and I bought our second house in a town called Syosset. It was a nice two-story brick place, although it was ridiculously overpriced as is everything in the Northeast now.
Regarding my appearance, I guess I'm about average for a forty-one-year-old lady. I was born on the cusp between Generation X and the Millennials, as if that means anything, but I was never one of those "hot girls" of any age cohort. Eventually, I accepted my early middle-aged looks as part of life.
I'm about five-foot-five with a brush-cut for my dark brown hair and I have dark-rimmed glasses. Maybe I was a bit "round" in my youth rather than being truly slender, and now a little later-year sag had overtaken my body. So I doubt many of my various male students over the years ever had jerk-off sessions imagining me, Ms. Resnick, bouncing on their cocks.
I admit it would have been pleasing if a few had fantasized that but of course, how would I ever know? Maybe I could tell by the way they looked at me. Probably at Hofstra, the younger and svelter Ms. Silverstein got much more such attention than I ever did.
Then there was Ms. Padilla. Did she have to wear a mini-dress every damn day of the year? She definitely had the legs for it. And I'm sure she knew that every straight male student (and probably a few of the girls too) in her classes had her in their weekly whack-off routines.
A more pressing issue was the increasing "meh" I felt about my marriage, then reaching its twentieth anniversary. As Erica Jong wrote a long time ago (I'm showing my age here), "There came the inevitable year when fucking him became as bland as Velveeta cheese... one longed for an overripe Camembert." At forty-one, I reluctantly accepted that as another part of the inevitable process of growing older.
Yet, underneath, I still had unfulfilled desires. On a couple of occasions I had suggested experimenting with Mike on certain kinky but still fairly vanilla activities, but he spurned me. "Ellie, that is just perverse." I didn't agree with him but there didn't seem to be anything I could do about it. That part of his psyche just didn't line up with mine.
Yet I needed some outlets for myself. One came along during my second summer in Syosset. I was doing some gardening in my yard, planting boxed petunias near the hedges that lined the sides of our property. Even though it was a Saturday, Mike was putting in extra hours on his day off, and he wouldn't be back until that evening.
I find gardening to be a sexy activity -- all of that fecundity, I guess -- and I dressed accordingly on that hot July day. There was some fun to be had by wearing a pink and white halter top, a short denim skirt, sandals -- and no underpants.
Hey, I felt like a sexy lady who could dispense with panties in her own yard. The warm breeze felt wonderful on my exposed genitals, and I was getting aroused merely by puttering around with my flowers.
Then I heard some unmistakable sounds from my relatively new neighbors on the opposite side of the hedge. Donald and Valerie Marcus were about my age, but from what I could hear, they were having a grand time screwing the hell out of each other. And outdoors, no less.
My curiosity got to me, and I moved over a few feet to where there was a gap in the foliage. Sure enough, there they were, copulating on a blanket covering the grass. Val was on top of him, wearing a bikini bra and, for some reason, sandals. They were making quite a racket about it too.
I couldn't help myself. Probably the mooks I taught at Hofstra (and probably the females too) couldn't imagine that Ms. Resnick masturbated. Possibly, I enjoyed it as much as they did, which certainly would have surprised them. I had even used the ladies' rooms at the school to bang myself with my trusty hairbrush.
Why didn't Mike ever do exciting things like have outdoor sex with me? He was just too staid, I guess. Thus I had to fulfill my own fantasies.
That day, my bottomless condition helped as I listened to my neighbors enjoying themselves. I put three finders on my pussy, two of them inside and the other reserved for fondling around the edges. It all felt instantly wonderful. I knew that soon I'd have to lie down in the grass myself and spread my legs wide to get the maximum effect.
My self-pleasuring was just getting good when two hands grabbed me around the waist from behind. I also felt an erect cock pushing up under my skirt and against my ass crack.
I wheeled around to confront the interloper, and it was Don and Val's nineteen-year-old son Josh. The first thing I did was smack him hard on the side of his head. I didn't want his parents to hear me -- this was between the two of us only, I thought -- and I hissed, "Get away from me! What the hell is wrong with you anyway?"
He immediately backed off, holding his pants up. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Resnick, sometimes I can't help myself."
I took a moment to assess who I had in front of me. I had seen him a few times before and I did know his name. He wasn't a big guy at about five-foot-nine, and he was a bit on the slender side. Yet he was also rather good-looking with dark hair and eyes.
"You couldn't help yourself! Didn't your parents teach you anything about how to behave?" So I had brought up his family, although I wondered what influence they could have on him at his age.
"I guess not. Maybe they should have spanked me when I was bad."
I know I heard that correctly. It had to be a coincidence, because how could he have guessed one of my deepest secrets, my wish to be a truly dominant female?
Some intuition told me to test him further. I had avidly watched some dominatrix videos online, in private, and I understood how to play that game if that was indeed what it was.
My task was to remain calm yet take the role of the aggrieved neighbor. "Well, young man, I am just the lady to teach you the discipline you have been so sorely lacking until now. In fact, we're going to do it right now in my house." Why waste any time?
That all sounded so hackneyed, but I truly had some anger about what he had done to me. Plus he had interrupted what promised to be a very intense orgasm on my part. He seemed to know what his next lines should be. "So what are you going to do?"