Author's Note: This story marks a bit of a return to my roots as an author. As always I appreciate feedback. This could be a continuing story if readers like it. All Characters are 18+
Hannah Klein sat in the coffee shop alternating between scrolling through the same Instagram pages she had already seen 100 times that morning and biting her nails. Her back was to the door so that when he arrived he could see the red ribbon that he had asked her to use to tie up her blonde hair, identifying her as the young woman he was supposed to meet.
She had always been sexually curious, but until recently her age and lack of freedom had kept her from exploring her burgeoning interest in submission and her long standing fantasies about older, more experienced men.
Since turning 20, however, and ascending to her third year at university, Hannah finally felt she had enough space and freedom to reach out. Third years were allowed to live off campus, after all, and she had moved into a studio of her own, insisting to her still financially supportive parents that she did not need nor want the hassle of room-mates, and they had acquiesced.
Still, it took her almost the entirety of the first semester to work up the nerve to join the various dating apps that hoped to match prospective partners based on mutual interests, and then it took her a few weeks to actually attempt to contact anyone whose profile she liked.
For a while, the thought alone of actually meeting an older man with an interest in guiding her through her submission was enough to let Hannah's hand wander, and her imagination that followed as she thought about what might happen was enough to get her off.
Eventually though, she did reach out to a profile she liked, and they chatted through email a few times. He seemed friendly and even concerned for her. Discouraging her from sending him a picture because she did not want her image in digital form tied to a profile that spoke so frankly about her sexual desires. He in turn explained that as a school teacher he didn't want to risk his image being too public either.
That suited Hannah just fine. She wasn't entirely sure she wanted to make herself known or easily identified. She had even lied to him about her age, claiming to be mid 20s in an attempt to both appear more serious and protect her anonymity. She would wear the red ribbon, and he would be wearing a light blue tie.
The two of them agreed to meet at a coffee shop. It was a public enough place and a busy mid morning time was chosen. Every time the door to the place opened, it was more than the chilled December air that caused her to shiver. It was only a matter of moments until...
"Hannah?" a man's voice questioned as he moved around her table at sat across from her.
Her eyes went wide as she recognized the man across from her. "Professor Devers?" the words almost stuck in her throat when she saw her literature professor sitting across from her, "What are you..." and then she saw that he was wearing the same light blue tie in the picture her blind date had sent her. "Oh my god," she all but spat out as the realization set in.
Smiling softly, he chuckled, "Well this is not what I expected. You're supposed to be a 25 year old Office Assistant."
Her eyes couldn't meet his, instead she looked in her lap and said barely audibly, "You're supposed to be a school teacher."
He nodded, "misleading, I know, but not exactly a lie." He was still smirking as he leaned forward and lower, trying to look her in the eye. "hey, you have nothing to be ashamed of. It's smart to keep your identity a secret as you explore."
She raised her blue eyes a little to meet his, cheeks flaming red as a few strands of her dark blonde hair fell loose in her face. "I just..." her hands covered her face as she rested her elbows on the table. With her heart beating fast in her chest she took a few deep breaths and tried to steady herself.
The young professor, for his part was a bit relieved that the girl was reacting as such, it was a pretty strong barrier to her telling anyone that he had accidentally met a student through a mutual interest in BDSM. It wasn't exactly against school codes, but he knew it would bode ill for his upcoming tenure review to have a reputation as a predator of young female students, even if that wasn't what had happened here.
Still, he felt badly for the young woman, and he reached out and patted her arm in a gesture of comfort. "Look Hannah, this is all a big misunderstanding. I should just leave and we can pretend this never happened." He stood up and then asked, noting the distance from the school, "Do you have a way back to campus?"
She looked up at him and nodded, her eyes clearly wet with the tears she was holding back. Of course seeing her so despondent meant that he couldn't just leave her here like this.
"Tell you what," he said, "how about I go get us both a coffee and when you're ready, you can leave first. And if anyone asks, we were meeting about an assignment."
"Okay," she managed to say, big round eyes looking up at him like a sad little puppy. Mark had never seen anyone so adorable, but he shook the thought out of his head as he went to the counter to order and collect their drinks, taking a deep breath of his own to steady his nerves.
When he returned she was better. He handed her the latte he had ordered her and sat across from her again. They both sipped their drinks in the quiet of an awkward silence that Mark was determined not to break first for fear of upsetting her again.
"So," she said finally with a shaky voice, "Your first name is Mark?"
He gave a chuckle as he nodded. "Yep, it's on the syllabus, but I'm happy if I can get people to remember my last name, which you did, so kudos to you."
She smiled and sipped her latte. "Have you ever..." she began and then paused. The words hung in the air and he nervously awaited the direction she would take the question. "Have you ever met a student before... I mean... like this?"
A serious look overtook his face and he shook his head no. As he did, the wavy brown hair that, uncombed, just threatened to reach his eyes fell into them for a moment before he pushed it back and out of the way. "No, and nor would I."
"Oh," Hannah replied. He wondered if there was note of disappointment in her voice, and maybe there was, but Hannah's own feelings were so jumbled at the moment she wouldn't have recognized it.
The silence descended again and as much as he wanted to know what led her to this place, to this meeting, to seeking out a lover in the way she had, he also knew that would not only cross many lines, but also put the poor girl under the spotlight. No, the entire point now was to make her comfortable enough that this just becomes a funny story she tells much later in life and not a traumatic experience she seeks therapy over.
"I think..." She began looking at him confidently for the first time. He was attractive, there was no doubt about that, she had thought that the first time she saw him when she entered his classroom. Now, sitting across from him in the awkwardness of this situation, now that she had revealed herself to him in her desires, at least partly even if by accident, questions came to mind about what kind of lover he might make.
Quickly, she put those thoughts out of her head and said, "I think I should go now." He stood up with her and suddenly she was aware of how her eyes only came to his chin, and how perfectly her own slight frame fit within his fully formed and apparently well-toned physique.
"Well I guess I'll see you in class." and he reached out and put his hand on her shoulder as he walked toward her, guiding her to the door, letting his hand slide to the small of her back as they left the coffee shop. No doubt, it was a gesture far too intimate for Professor and student, but he couldn't help taking the young woman in his hands and guiding her, just as she couldn't help acquiescing to the guidance.
Reaching the door, she slipped on her coat and hurried to her car while he watched her leave. Shaking his head with a small chuckle, he let out a sigh of relief that this encounter was over, but he also had to admit that she was exactly his type. He had noticed the small curves of your her youthful body beneath the thin fabric of her dress, and how she had worn just the right amount of makeup on her lips and eyes, even if crying had altered the effectiveness of it.
Mark made his way to his car, thankful for both his self-control and the fact that the semester was almost over, and Hannah would soon move on from his life forever, and with her, the impact of this incredible coincidence.
Returning to her small apartment, Hannah flopped down on her bed and let out a sigh steeped in relief and frustration. Why did her life have to be so complicated? What were the chances that not only would she connect with someone from the college, but her actual professor?
Just as Mark had, Hannah gave thanks the semester was almost over. Her final paper for Professor Devers was due in a week's time and that was all she really had remaining. As there was no final, she didn't really even need to attend the next class, just the final one in order to hand in her assignment. She decided then and there to skip it.
Still though, as she lay back on her bed thinking through the events of the day, she had to admit that she was proud of herself. She set up a meeting with a guy based on her own interest in exploring her submissive side and she went through with it.