I was relaxing after yesterday's scene, when Master instructed me "that I needed to edge my orgasms". What is edging, what did he want me to do? I don't like the bother him without doing a little bit of research first, I know that I can, I just like to find out for myself first.
To the google! Like everything else you google, you get way too much information thrown at you at once. I read through article after article explaining what it was and how in some healthy relationships it could be fun and exciting. Finally, I turned to a follow sub. Her answer was short sweet and very much to the same point as most of the articles I was finding. Edging is pushing yourself to an orgasm but stopping right before the orgasm actually comes. Hmmm...like everything he instructs me to do there's got to be a reason, right?
I read on different subs perspective on the matter, that it can be torture. Oh my, I was so new to this lifestyle, why would he want to torture me? Master does not seem mean like that. I was also curious because a lot of subs said that they enjoyed it. So, I thought I would give it a try.
So later on that night, I was laying in bed with him. He was busy reading, I thought this would be a a good time to try and masturbate. Master had been on me for a while to try to masturbate with myself trying to figure out for myself what I like and what I enjoy. So I thought what better time than now. I lay back comfortably on the bed, with a pillow behind my head.
As I laid on the bed, my long brown hair cascading over my bare shoulders. My hair continuing over my lace nightgown that was stimulating my nipples. over my stimulated nipples. The feel of the lace against my nipples is so soft and stimulating. As they point toward the heavens, as I gently massage them. Rubbing my fingers over them. Gently pinching my nipples between my first finger and thumb. My hair continues to fall down my sides past my waist and stops just above my ass. The only thing between my hair and my naked body is my lace nightgown.
