You're sat on the spare armchair I keep in the corner of my room. Legs crossed, casually ankle to knee, leaning back. Your head is tilted slightly, your mouth smirking just a bit in one corner. You look relaxed but certain. Confident. Your almost reclined posture is at odds with the intense, unwavering blue focus of your eyes.
I wish you would look somewhere else. I want to break eye contact with you but I know you. You like to see my eyes, see my expression. I have very expressive eyes. So I don't look away. I look at you, looking at me. In silence.
Only the bedside light is on. The warm glow illuminates me from the side as I kneel, legs apart on the softness of the bed. I still have my black underwear on, you allowed me that, and my hair is down. It is a long, dark shield but you roughly pulled it back from my face when you forced the gag in. The cold, metal ring stretches my mouth apart, unyielding in my teeth. Saliva is pooling on my tongue and I'm struggling now not to drool. Subtly I try to slightly tip my head back and gently, silently swallow. I really don't want to drool in front of you even though I know that is the point. Your raised eyebrows tell me you caught the movement and your mouth twists ever so slightly more into its smirk.
"Tell me," you say "how badly do you want to move?" I freeze and try to plead with my eyes. I know that if I try to speak I will lose that control and once I start drooling it will be impossible to stop. I also know enough not to ignore you when you ask me a question. Minutely I shake my head.