Double Dommed
I never thought I would find myself in the swinger lifestyle, or as a married submissive--but I'm living my best life... and loving every piece of it. <3
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"I'd like you to wear your collar while you study tonight. You do not need to make it too tight. Make it comfortable enough to work in for awhile, but as tight as you can within comfortable limits."
"Yes, Dr. Bennett," I replied.
"Good girl. And remember, no amount of distance changes the fact that I love you. And I'm here to help you," he said. I couldn't possibly love this man any more than I already did, and I adored being his submissive.
We were two weeks back into long distance after seven years of marriage under the same roof. At 29, Isaac Bennett was entering another graduate school program in Denver while I was finishing my current graduate degree in Seattle. We were three days away from our first visit since he moved. He couldn't stay away, and I didn't want him to. This man was my best friend. My lover. My caretaker. His departure had made me ache and I hadn't stopped aching since. In more ways than one. Friday would be incredible.
"I've reached out to Bryan and asked him if he would prepare your ass for me," he calmly stated.
"Erm!? You asked him that?" I squeaked into the phone.
"Claire... have I managed to make you blush? It's been three weeks since anyone has used your ass. It will need warming up again, and Bryan is eager to do so. But I must admit, it amuses me when I can still make you blush. Apparently pimping out your ass will do that," he chuckled.
Silence
.
"Claire. Tell me. Does this bother you? Or just make you blush?" he asked.
"Just blush," I eked out.
"Good then. You were already attending the event with him tomorrow night. This will be perfect timing," he said.
Since he left, Isaac had been sharing me, sexually, with Bryan and one other man. "Claire, you are sexually insatiable. And I like knowing you are taken care of," he had explained. Isaac and I had been swinging for three years as a couple and loved the adventure. The sex with my husband was always the best, he knew my body and sensitive places better than anyone. And he used this knowledge to take me to the edge of the sexual cliff, dangle me over the side, and finally jump with me deep into the waters below. I melted for the sweltering sex we had, but there was also something dangerously kinky about delighting in flavors of forbidden fruit.
As he left, Isaac insisted I continue in the adventure with others while he was gone. He wanted me to have fun and to have pleasure and heat in my life. He also wanted to ensure I had social time in his absence. And I loved him for it. While we'd been swapping with couples for quite some time, we had never done so one-on-one and I was nervous. But I had
beyond
enjoyed my previous experiences with Bryan, felt safe with him, and was excited to continue our encounters.
I lusted for Bryan's body. He enjoyed his home gym daily, and came complete with sculpted abs, hard pecs, bulging biceps, and an ass made of granite. Bryan ran a local swinger's group and had the confidence and charm to make every woman in the room blush and come to heel. He was sexy, funny, and deeply invested in creating a safe, comfortable environment for his clientele. It was more than a business for Bryan—he cared about the people at his events, and he was respected for it. Whenever he entered the room at one of his events all eyes were on him. He'd stand there with his hands on his hips, surveying the event—ensuring everything ran smoothly. Then he'd seamlessly switch into social mode. He'd crack jokes as men slapped him on the back and he never missed an opportunity to tell a woman she looked beautiful. He was also devoted to, and gifted at providing female pleasure. And I couldn't believe he wanted
my
body
.
It was like the quiet nerdy girl catching the eye of the high school quarterback.
I've been told that my breasts are amazing, but to me they are just breasts. I have two other things I know work for me—dimples, and a practiced mischievous smile. I would otherwise describe myself as fairly plain—medium brown hair I never dye and dark blue eyes. But Bryan wanted me. He worshipped my body when we were together, and I couldn't wrap my head around it. He could pick any woman at a party, but after I drunkenly ran up to him and started grinding on him on the dance floor, he'd almost instantly invited me to the bedroom and sent slow, passionate shockwaves through my body. We'd enjoyed each other several times since.
We had recently agreed to be friends with benefits... and after two glasses of wine, permission from Isaac, and the mustering of much courage, I had asked him to dominate me in the bedroom. He agreed, enthusiastically. I was ecstatic. I enjoy all kinds of sex with people, but am a true submissive, gaining the most pleasure from providing pleasure for others, however they direct.
Isaac is, and always will be, my primary dominant—both in and out of the bedroom. He is the man who holds my heart and I wouldn't want it any other way. But when I'm with Bryan, I am allowed and encouraged to be sexually submissive for him, to provide pleasure for both of us. Isaac and I both consider Bryan a friend, and trust him with my safety and pleasure.
The night of Bryan's event came, and I toyed with wearing something a little more adventurous. This event would be held at a public restaurant that would reserve a back room for our group. I never minded wearing revealing outfits to parties at the swinger club, but this would be my first time doing so in a public place—and I was nervous. I would wear a favorite black dress. It was short, with a slimming silhouette, and a plunging neckline that showed off my cleavage.
I wanted to add a little spice to the outfit, so I donned a strappy lingerie harness before throwing on a bright red lacy bra and panties, the dress, and my bright red heels. The harness was comprised of a series of straps that wrapped around my thighs and framed my ass and pussy. A long single strap trailed from my pussy straight through my cleavage before wrapping around my neck.
Too kinky for public
, I thought. But this was an event just for swingers! They would like it. Would there be other people at the bar? I knew we had the back room, but didn't want to 'out' the nature of Bryan's event to other people who may be in the restaurant.
I picked up my phone and quickly texted Bryan a picture of the outfit a message reading, "With or without the straps?"
He replied with a single word, "Straps." I felt an inner jolt of excitement and headed out the door.