DON'T TEXT
I'm so much better than this.
I don't need this.
I always say it will be the last time. I say that every single time. I try not to text them. I try so hard!
They never contact me. If I don't press send, I will never hear from them again. It's really that simple, just don't text them and get my old life back.
Don't text. Don't text. Don't text.
Don't do it. Think of how embarrassed you always are the next day. Think of your family and how you were raised. Think of your husband and how you won't be able to look at him. No, don't think of him. Think of their two smug white faces, think of how sometimes I hate them both.
Just stay away from them! Respect yourself! I am 28. I am a university administrator. I am married, I have a young son. My father is a surgeon. I was brought up well. I am a good girl.
I don't need this. I don't need them!
Just don't text!
My fingers hit send.
Just like the other times.