Oh shit, Oh shit, Oh holy shit he is going to so kill me this time. There isn't much I can do to really piss Daddy off. I mean he doesn't let me misbehave or be disrespect or anything but he doesn't get angry with me. If I'm bad I get punished when I'm good I get rewarded. Plain and simple. He's very creative and instead of getting angry he just makes the punishment harsher. If I'm repeatedly bad he makes the punishment worse and worse until I learn my lesson, as I've said he's very creative so it doesn't take long for me to learn. But the one thing that he hates and the one thing that I can't seem to change is my tardiness. I am always late. No matter what, I can leave an hour before I need to travel 20 minutes and I will somehow be late. I don't know why or how this happens to me but I am always late and today is no different, actually it's extremely worse today, because today I got stuck on the train then the whole street was blocked off so I had to detour three blocks out of my way. Today I am REALLY late almost 2 hours and this is after last night when I was 45 minutes late and got a punishment that my body is still trying to recover from. Of course I tried to call but if I call after I'm already late he won't answer to me but I still left a message to explain. He doesn't bother calling me back.
As my keys slide in the lock the door jerked open. The look on his face made my heart sink.
"I'm so sorry." I whimpered he stepped to the side to let me in. I was almost to scared to step over the threshold, with a deep breath I forced myself to enter the house. He closed and locked the door behind me and I gulped.
"I got your messages, you sounded frazzled. Are you ok? Or where you just worried about being late again?" He asked.
"I'm fine, I was very worried about angering you again Daddy." I said softly.
"I'm glad you are alright. I was worried about you." He said as he leaned over and kissed my forehead. Then without warning his hand gripped my hair and he yanked my head back to look up at him.
"Take off your coat and shoes and get on your knees." He order. I quickly slipped out of my coat and kicked off my shoes, I willingly followed as he guided me to my knees.
"You were 2 hours late and after yesterday I really thought that you would have been more careful to watching the time. At least for a couple of days." He said through clenched teeth.
"Daddy please it wasn't..." I interrupted hoping to explain away a punishment. He gripped my cheeks with one hand pinching them together making my lips do fish face.
"DON'T TALK!" He growled in my face. I quivered mainly because that's all I could do. "I know, it wasn't your fault, the situation was out of your control, your cell died, you were out of range, the train broke down, the cab had a flat, the building was on fire blah, blah, blah. You've always got a great excuse, the fact of the matter is simple. You were late twice in as many days and your getting later and later each and every time. This last time," He said then paused to glare at me.
"And Kitty Cat, I promise you this WILL be the last time, You were 2 fucking hours late." He only calls me Kitty Cat when he is very disappointed in me and when he says it he makes a face like the words leave a bad taste in his mouth.
I whimpered and lowered my head, I opened my mouth to say I'm sorry but closed it again when I glanced up at his face and the flash of anger in his eyes made me cold with fear. I looked away again. Suddenly he grabbed my face like before forcing me to look him in the eyes.
"I am so angry with you that if I started beating your ass right now I might not stop. I can't even talk to you right now. We will deal with this later when I can think straight. Until then you will not use your legs except when absolutely necessary you will crawl, you will not talk unless absolutely necessary and you will not wear any clothes. Now go to your room and get out of those clothes. Dinner is waiting for you." He snapped. My heart broke as I realized he made dinner for me. I couldn't stop the tears that ran down my cheeks as I crawled to our room. "YOUR ROOM!" He boomed when I started to the right.
I stopped and looked back at him sadly and turned towards the left to where my room was. My room was nice but I hated being away from him. Since the day he got me I've shared his bed, we've never slept apart. As soon as my door was closed I fell to the bed and began sobbing. I must have been pretty overwhelmed because Daddy came to check on me. I heard the chair squeak and I knew he was getting up and I realized I wasn't undressed yet. I have never moved so fast in my life. And wouldn't you know it my button on my favorite blouse got stuck and I had to yank it and pop the button off.
"Shit." I whispered but I was able to toss the blouse and skirt to the chair just in time for the door to open. As he stepped into the room I quickly slipped to my knees. He could see that I had been crying, hell he probably could hear it. My heart sobbed as I realized he held a plate of food.