i felt hot, almost feverish, but my sweat was cooling on my skin. Like i just walked out of a sauna. Only i wasn't going anywhere. i was strapped down on elbows and knees. my mouth was closed and i was breathing hard through my nose.
my senses slowly reawakened and i realised the left side of my face was stuck to the soft leather of the training table with my sweat. i blinked my eyes to focus them. It was very quiet. i lifted my head and smiled as my face peeled off the leather. The memory of sultry humid summers skittered though my hazy mind. i put my head back down. Keeping it held up was too much effort. i sighed.
"Just relax pet..." It was Andrew, my Master.
my body jerked slightly when i felt His hand on my ass. my ass was still hot from Paul's particular brand of flogging. i felt the whole of Andrew's hand against my skin as if for the first time. my skin was so sensitive. So alive with hot tingles. Then His hand began to move. It slid smoothly across the skin of my oiled and flogged ass. i think He was feeling the extent of the welts there. All i know is it felt delicious. His hand became my world.
Andrew has large hands. Large and yet not meaty. Sinuous. Long fingered and yet perfectly proportioned. When i measure my hand up against His i am amazed each time by the difference of the size of them. They are almost exactly twice the size of mine. i like to examine them and kiss them, they are so beautiful. i sometimes smile to myself because i think He would make a good 'hand model'. Like in commercials. But i wouldn't tell Him that.
"Mmmmmm..." was all i could say.
His hand slid so smoothly and effortlessly over the cooling yet still hot skin of my ass. The skin of his whole hand and each finger constantly in contact with me. It felt as though each of His fingers was spread slightly apart from the next. His touch was soft and gentle, but with a purpose.
i sighed again in utter bliss as His hand moved in a large circular shape around and around my ass. His fingers occasionally dragged over the edges of the butt plug embedded in me. my cunt fluttered around the inert egg inside me each time He did it. i found myself rocking ever so slightly with the motion of His hand.
Every now and again He would change the motion from a large circular shape around my whole ass to a figure eight motion that brought His fingers maddeningly close to my pussy. Or He would break finger contact to glide a minute distance above it, so close i could feel the air move with the motion. The skin of my ass might have been cooling, but my cunt was not. i could feel myself spasmodically gripping that damned egg with each pass of His hand.
Round and around and around. All i could think of was His hand. His large warm smooth hand caressing me and making everything that mattered come into focus. And what mattered was His touch. i would do anything for His touch. i just wanted Him to keep touching. Yes like that yes more mmmmm oh that feels so wonderful mmm oooohhhhh mmmmmmmm You are sooo teasing me Master mmmmmm oh goddd that was so close please please just touch me there mmmmm yes oh no stop teasing me stop oohhh goddd so close please touch me please touch me touch me touch my cunt touch it feel me feel how wet You make me ohhh what are You doing ohh Sir more oillll oh mmm warm oil sprayed over my ass dripping down over me mmmm Your hand again mmmmm ohhhhhhh jessussss yesss touch me there ohhh mooorrrrreeee ohh noooo don't just touch me please morreee move them ahhh what ahhhh please ohhhh Sirrr the plug it's tighttt ohhh noooo nooooo don't tell me that it will hurt ahh fingers ohh sliding in a little ohhh nooo Sirrr don't pull it out fassttt ohhhHH.....
Pop!
"OhhHH JESUS! FUCK!!"
SLAP!
"Ooohhhmmmmmm...." i shuddered hard.
"Do not fucking speak!"
SLAP! Square in the middle of my right ass cheek.
SLAP! Left cheek.
"OOOooohhh..."
"And anyway... Who said you could cum, slut?"
SLAP!
"AAHhhhhh..."
"Listen to Me you stupid whore!" i lifted my head quickly and my face peeled off the leather again. i looked at Him imploringly.
SLAP!
"Oooooohhhhh..."
SLAP!
"Nnnmmmmm..." i bit my lip.
"Are you listening!"
"Ye... yes Sirrr..." i managed.
"... I was just wondering..."
SLAP!
"Mnnnnnnnn..."
"I was just wondering, Who gave you permission to cum dominique?" His eyes were blazing.
SLAP!
"Uugghhh.... oh...oh dear... i..."
SLAP!
"i'm sorry Sir... i ... i.. didn't mean to... i mean i ..."
SLAP!
"Uughhh..."
SLAP!
"Ooohhhh Sir... oohhhhhh..."
"Stupid fucking slut..."
SLAP!
"Oohhhhh..."
SLAP!
"Uuugghhhh..."
He stopped. He straightened up and moved out of my line of sight. He was headed for the toy box area. i brought my head back down until my forehead rested on the soft leather. my body trembled with need and adrenaline. my ass was at least as hot as it was before. i closed my eyes and saw shooting stars across the inside of my eyelids.
Perspiration and oil dripped down the skin of my arms and legs. When i moved, my elbows slipped a little and the straps tightened. i tried to relax. my bowels felt so vacant. The hole was as hot as the rest of my ass.
God i didn't even think about trying not to cum... i mean it's not a rule, as i know it is with some Dom/mes and subs, unless Andrew demands it. But i guess given the circumstances, i really should have tried to show *some* self-control. i was just glad that the egg was turned off. It's a wicked little device, that egg. i wondered if i could stop myself from cumming if He turned it on again.
i took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
my body trembled.
i wondered how red my ass was. Then i wondered what Paul and kate were doing. i looked around toward the lounge area and couldn't see either of them. Then i heard a soft muffled moan from directly behind me. God. It was almost more exciting not knowing what was happening to her. i smiled to myself.
i dropped the smile when i heard my Master's footsteps approaching...
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"Alright... it's time," I thought to Myself as I looked down into the toy box and massaged My temples with My fingertips. Just how far did I want to go? Oh I've tested her before. In fact I have tested her many times. Rolled back her limits. I've taken dominique to places she had never dreamed about.
dominique is well aware of her 'rights'. she can stop whatever I am doing, at any time, by saying the word 'red'. she knows this. she is regularly reminded of it. But she has never used her safe word. she has protested. she has complained. she has even moaned in pain. But she has not said 'red'.
Does that make Me a good Master, or a bad Master? Should One explore limits, or run up against them? Obviously it depends on whether One is 'playing' or 'punishing'. And on what One wants in a Dom/sub relationship. It also depends on how quickly One reaches a submissive's limit. 'Timing is everything'...
Have I 'tried' to make her use her safe word? No, I must admit I have not. Not in the sense of 'trying' to find exactly where her limits are. I have always been mindful of her inexperience. Of her innocence. A paternalistic protectiveness perhaps. I have pushed her though. But never right to the edge. I've never pushed too hard.
Well... it was time to see just how much dominique was prepared to suffer for her transgressions. I looked up at the wall and scanned the various choices I had. I made up My mind.
It was time to push too hard.
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When i heard my Master's footsteps, i swung my head around to see Him, and His piercing eyes caught mine. i could not tear my gaze from Them. The look in His eyes was one of sheer determination, of such concentrated conviction, that i almost gasped as i drew breath.
Without looking down to His hands, i knew He was holding things. i was afraid to tear my eyes from His. i was getting scared. i moaned softly as i exhaled. The skin down my arms prickled.
"Paul, can You give Me a hand here?" my Master asked.
"Sure," came Paul's reply and His footsteps approached me.
"Can you grab the spreader bar and handcuffs from over there please?"
There was no answer, but i saw Paul come into my view as He strode over to the toy box area and retrieved Andrew's requests.
"You can put them over there," He said, pointing toward the whipping post.
Paul then came back over towards me and walked around to my left side.
"Let's get her off here. And You can take off her nipple clamps. she will get a nice reminder of what is to come when You remove them."
Oh the nipple clamps. my nipples were so numb i hadn't even thought about them. Oh god. i braced myself as Paul's hands came around my body, one on each side. i gritted my teeth in anticipation. He squeezed His hands gently around my breasts and He whispered.
"Both at once, nice and quick."
i was thankful i was still strapped down. my back arched as the clamps were removed. i hissed between my teeth as the pain flooded outward from my nipples and through my breasts. It felt like every muscle in my body became taut as i kept gritting my teeth. It seemed like an eternity before the pain started to subside and my need to breathe took over. i panted as the pain ebbed away.
i was being lifted from the training table. i hadn't even felt the straps come loose. i found my feet and my Master turned me toward Him. His strong hands were around my shoulders. Paul was behind me.
"I am going to prepare you for your punishment now dominique. Do you understand?"
i nodded.
"Speak when you are asked a question dominique."
i found my voice.
"Yes Sir."
"Kneel."