Note: The events in this story are purely fantasy. In real life, please show respect and practise safe and consensual sex.
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Chapter 15 - The Little Dom That Could
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The new year was going well for Steve. He was doing well at work, getting into the stride of being a silver sub. His work tasks and deliverables were on time, he was efficient, obedient, and submissive, to the joy of his seniors. Meetings became a regular part of his week as the senior staff had him as their first preference to assist. He carried out his duties with a high level of professionalism, and his sexual talents were put to good use. The men couldn't get enough of him, both in meetings and in their own offices. He spent a lot of his day making out with the other men or providing oral pleasure, giving them stress relief during the day. Naturally, this made him quite popular, and his trajectory to rising to gold sub was looking promising. No one else had been promoted to gold yet, it took that special something to be given that reward, but Steve was feeling positive about his chances.
Conversely, as they say, when one part of your life is going well another part goes to shit. Work was on the up; Steve couldn't have been happier with his performance, but at home things were shaky. Mark had been withdrawing into himself. He had taken on the role of Dom as it had been thrust into his hands, but it was seemingly a lot more to handle that he had envisaged. It all came to a blow one night after they had finished dinner and were sitting in the living room.
"Boy, we need to have a serious discussion," Mark was visibly wound up.
"Yes, Sir. What's wrong?" Steve could see the tension in his Master's broad shoulders as he looked up at him from the floor.
"Can we just switch off from the Dom/sub stuff for a minute? I need to talk to you without all that stuff."
"Sure, what's up?" Steve was thrown a bit off kilter by not having to use respectful pleasantries. He didn't expect a break from their Dom/sub dynamic as it had been proving quite fruitful for him at work. Their Christmas break had been a once off so it was strange for a recurrence.
"It's just... I'm finding this Dom thing really difficult. I know it seemed like I was on board giving you orders and I know you've had it much more difficult being in the sub role, but it's a lot harder than I thought," Mark stared at the floor.
"In what ways?" Steve reached out his hand and took Mark's, caressing his fingers and squeezing it with reassurance.
"I'm half-assing a lot of what I'm supposed to be doing as a Dom," Mark pulled his hand away and gripped his head.
Steve rose from the floor and sat on the couch next to his husband. He hadn't been on furniture in a long time as per the rules but he didn't care, he wanted to be near Mark in his time of need. "That's ok. This is still new for you, and you never had any training," Steve rubbed Mark's back. "We never focussed on you in all this. It's all been about my being a sub, we forgot to think about your being a Dom. It's not surprising you're feeling like this, and you should be allowed to feel everything you are right now. This isn't an easy process, and it'll be messy, and there will be times when you'll need help. But you're doing amazingly so far."
"I just don't know what I'm doing."
"Are you having doubts about this? Are you thinking of packing it in?"
"Well... I know it's not fair considering all you have been through; I just didn't expect it to be this hard."
"Which parts in particular are you having trouble with and we can talk them through."
"Well, you know, hearing about you sexually pleasing the other men at work bothers me. Its hard hearing about my husband with other men."
"But I had to do it for training?"
"I know it was part of training, but I thought that would be the end of it. Now, knowing you could be sucking off a guy in the room beside me, it's a hard pill to swallow."