Doctor...I need an annual exam.
I will NEED to make an appt with a specialized doctor like you and not back out. Please get back to me as soon as possible. I will dread this appt like I always do but also excited to have a doctor exam me thoroughly. I hate to admit it but I have not had my annual exam in a long time although I know I should have. Please don't scold me too badly. I know it's a risk but I dread being completely nude in front of a stranger, even though he's a doctor. Sometimes there are no more paper gowns so I'm exposed. I worry the door will open and someone will see me naked. Having my breasts examined is also a bit embarrassing because I've had a breast augmentation and the doctor always takes a long time to palpate them. Finally after having my abdomen felt...I feel a little sore for a few days. The doctors I've had in the past are not gentle. He puts my knees up to position me, himself. Then no matter how far I scoot down, he always asks me to slide down more on the table. Sometimes he'll say... "until I feel his hand".
So there I am knees up, slid down and he has the nerve to ask me to spread my knees wide, then again he says wider. He can see I'm so embarrassed. I am a lady after all.
He shines a bright light directly onto my privates so he can see me better...then he "gloves up"...oh no...I dread this...
He says "we forgot to get a urine sample, so I will Catherize you real quick and get a sample." He lubes up a Foley catheter and inserts it in my urethra and tells me not to move. He collects my urine in a cup, puts the lid on and he places the cup on the side table.
He then touches me without warning right on my labia opening it and roughly pinches it open. It stings a bit when he does this and I flinch. He ignores me. He does treat my clit gently though...asking me about my clitoral hood piercing. I look down and see him genuinely interested and a look of disgust.
He then reaches for the metal speculum and inserts it fully inside me, a size too big I feel...and my face turns red with embarrassment. He uses a long swab to take a sample from inside my vagina. He takes his time ...while I just lay there humiliated. He finally takes the speculum out. My puss can rest a moment.