"Here you go honey," I heard a female voice say, moving closer to me, "I got you." I felt her hands, started to thank her, but instead of leading me away, her hands went to my waist, opened my pants, and she pulled my pants and panties down to my ankles. "There you go," heard her voice mocking as she moved away, and several others laughing. I tried to walk towards her, nearly tripped, naked from the waist down, exposed, humiliated and desperate.
The voices began ridiculing and laughing as my need to pee increased. I tried to move away, but the voices were all around me, and I was hobbled by the pants at my ankles. I began to cry, hot tears stinging my eyes behind the blindfold, and my body shook and released. I felt my urine splashing down my legs, soaking me as my body's weakness and need betrayed me. I sobbed loudly, and felt my legs weaken, but refused to collapse in my own piss. I forced my sobs under control with a several deep breaths as my bladder began emptying. I heard laughter and jeering comments.
Fuck this, I thought. They want to humiliate me? Fuck them. I held my chin up, and squatted, spreading my legs, feeling my stream point forward and shoot away from my body. I could smell the stink of my piss wafting up from my wet legs and pants, and didn't care. Fuck these people. Watch me piss. You won't make me submit. I can take whatever you throw at me.
I made up my mind, right there, pissing for their entertainment, that they would never own me. They might have bought me, and could make me do what they said, but they would never own me, inside, the real me. No matter what they could think of, I decided, I would make it my own, embrace it, and make it part of me. I would do it because I wanted to, never because they made me.
During my time here that philosophy has seemed to work out for the best. I am grateful I came to it early. They put a collar on me that I am told I will wear the rest of my life. Every day I look at it and try to refocus my efforts to be my own boss, to never submit.
My 'orientation', as they called it, tried to break me to their will. I guess it was designed for women who resisted and needed to learn who was in charge. Since I had made up my mind already, I knew who was in charge of me, and it wasn't The Providers. I viewed them as my tour guides. Their training and indoctrination consisted of sexually related activities, immersion and exercises. I wallowed in it. They stretched my ass with anal toys, spanked relentlessly, clamped my nipples, used suction on my nipples and clit. They spit and pissed on me, came on me. They made me live for a week on nothing but water and semen, made me earn my nourishment from cocks, cunts and asses, lick it off the floor, and drink glasses of cum. They used electric stimulation on my nipples, pussy and ass. They brought in a doctor to clip the thing under my tongue, so I could extend it further. They harnessed me in the daytime and chained me to the bed at night. I did physical training, too, to improve my stamina, strengthen my body. In a few weeks I was in the best shape of my life, slim and built and firm. They also trained me to control my pelvic muscles, to control my vagina and ass. Cool, right?
I followed their commands, exceeded their expectations. When they spit in my face I opened my mouth, when they made my lick cum off the floor, I lapped it up and asked for more. No matter what they threw at me I took it, embraced, it, and made it my own.
But while all the 'training' related to sex, there was no sex. I was not fucked, and was not allowed to cum, although I was stimulated to near orgasm for much of the time. At night my hands were restrained so I couldn't get myself off. The few times I got caught I was severely punished. My sensitivity was increased with the lack of sexual relief.
After a while they figured out that I didn't need to be broken and trained, and they treated me a little differently. Donna Winthrop came to me once and told me that they were very happy with how well I was working out. By this time I was starting to figure out what was in store for me, and that the 'party' Gretchen had arranged was for them to see what I was capable of. Donna told me that they'd known then that I was perfect for their needs. I could give a shit what their needs were, I told her, and that they couldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do.
"That's why we wanted you," she told me, "because you like it. You want it, you need it. That's why we decided to buy you." I bristled at the 'buy' comment, and took the opportunity to let her know.
"If it helps, try to think of yourself a valued employee. You should understand that your desires and uh-m, tendencies, I guess, make you a valuable part of our organization. Because you want to do the things we want you to do. We've seen it, we know it. And you know it. So if it helps, consider yourself an essential part of the organization. But never forget that we do own you, and that we don't really give a shit if that bothers you." She leaned into me, and grabbed my nipple (I was naked, of course) and twisted and pulled it, really hard. "And the day that you get tired of doing what you want, or lose interest in it, you will do it anyway, and enthusiastically. Or else things get pretty tough for you."
My first event was tame, looking back. A married couple wanted a woman to play with. I fucking played with them, but good. He fucked my pussy and she fucked my ass with a strap-on; I ate her while he fucked her. She ate my pussy. I licked out her ass. It was my first event with the new tongue access, and I was able to shove three inches of mouth muscle up her tight little hole, and lick it out. She went wild for it. And I came, more than a dozen times, hard, powerful craven orgasms that left me weak and begging for more. I was with them for an entire weekend. They were very happy with me, and gave me a good review.
The next few events were pretty much the same, lots of fucking and sucking, and when I had the opportunity I asked Donna (she was my manager; all the 'properties' had a manager) if she didn't have something else, something a little, well, more. She said she'd see. The next weekend I experienced my first gang-bang. There were ten guys, and they hung me from the ceiling in a harness that supported my back but left my legs and head hanging free and loose. They fucked my mouth and cunt and ass, cumming all over me and in all my holes. I was delirious from cumming, and still they kept coming back for more. Halfway through the night they let me out of the harness, and made me lick the cum off the floor, then pulled my legs up and made me piss into my own mouth. They scooped cum from my cunt, and squeezed it out of my ass, and made me drink it. I begged for more cock, and got it. I got airtight for the first time, all three holes filled, that was incredible.
When Donna collected me at the end of the night they made me leave with my face completely glazed in cum, naked and dripping cum from my ass and pussy. She gave me a raincoat to wear home, and as we left I saw them hand her a bunch of cash. I asked her about it on the ride back. She said she would tell me if I would finger myself and lick the cum off my fingers while she talked. Fuck yeah, I thought, and turned sideways in the seat, spread my legs, and started scooping the slimy jizz out of my cunt and ass, sucking it down as she watched, and drove, and talked.
She told me that five percent of every event was placed in a retirement account for me, along with half my tips. No one can do this forever, she said, and The Providers wanted to make sure their property didn't turn on them after they retired. So the more I earned, the better off I'd be at retirement. I rubbed my clit till I came. As my manager, she earned a bonus from what I earned, so it was in her best interest to get me as much work as she could. I jammed four fingers onto my cunt and fucked myself, reaching another orgasm. She told me I could do events for as long as I brought in the big money, and then I'd be transferred to the Asset division, and I'd be a straight escort until I was too old. Then they'd retire me. Usually around forty, she said, but if my enthusiasm held out, maybe longer.
By this time we were back at the headquarters, but we didn't get out of the car. She parked and watched me intently. I was still hot, and I knew she was getting off on watching me play with myself. I took a chance and brought my hand to her face. She sucked a huge wad of cum from my fingers, and her own hand went to her lap and rubbed her pussy. I fed her cum until she came. Then we went inside and I got cleaned up.
Well, knowing about the money made me even more ambitious. I could have all the disgusting, filthy wanton sex I'd ever craved and retire in style. I knew I was a whore, and a sex slave, but I was getting everything I'd ever wanted, right? So, who's getting hurt?
I gradually stopped giving Donna a lot of shit, and we got along. And she stated getting me the real adventures then, once she knew she could trust me. These were the high rollers, not just the pervs with easy cash. I still worked the easy ones, too, sure; I loved the sex and I dreamed of the money, but the adventures made my blood heat up and my chest tighten. I started getting the types of sex I wanted, things I would have done for free behind Jim's back.
A married man wanted to fuck me in a public place in front of his wife. I met them at a restaurant, late, and halfway through the dinner he stood me up, pushed me on the table and pulled up my skirt. As he fucked me hard, really pounding me, he was talking to her. "See her cunt, Louise? See her cunt taking my cock? This is fucking, you bitch, this is what you're supposed to do, you worthless cold bitch!" I came on his cock and we pulled our clothes on and ran out before the cops arrived. On the way to their house she ate my pussy in the back seat while he drove, berating her all the while. At their house he fucked mouth, then my ass. Each time he pushed her face in to lick me, telling her, "Taste my cock, Louise!" I came in her mouth when she was licking my cunt, and the bitch drank it up. Then he fucked my ass, and shot his load in me, and made me squat over her and drip cum from my anus into her mouth.