I always thought of myself as an average guy. Married for over twenty years with two grown-up children. The last of which is now moved out and away. I'm not sure when exactly that I started to feel that I was attracted to other men. Maybe attracted is the wrong word to use. I don't really like men. I prefer women, but I get something from men that I don't get from women. I discovered that I enjoyed being a submissive and treated poorly by a dominant man. I like to be used.
I started looking for ads for men when I discovered Terry's ad. He invited me to his place. I was very nervous and was a little surprised when I showed up. Not only was he quite a bit older than my 38 years (I would guess him to be about 70, which I later confirmed to be true) but he was quite small and thin, almost frail. Maybe weighing in at 100 pounds. Missing a couple of his front teeth also made him less than intimidating standing against my 200 pound 6 foot frame.
I sat down on his couch and he asked what exactly I wanted from him. I told him I didn't exactly know, but I knew that I wanted to try being with a guy for the first time. I wanted to be used, however he saw fit for his own pleasure. He said that would be acceptable and he would test my limits. However, once we started, he was in charge. I agreed. So here I am being taken over by this frail old man, 30 years my senior and half my size.
Without any more small talk, he told me to get down on my knees and pull down his gym shorts. I eagerly complied. Surprisingly, out popped and very large semi-rigid penis maybe 8 inches in length. He grabbed it with one hand and my head with the other and promptly started to jam it in my mouth, telling me to "Open up, you little bitch." I complied and found myself eagerly sucking on his expanding cock in an attempt to deep throat it all the while gagging on it. He was quite vocal with me and, after a few minutes, demanded me to strip naked while he smeared some sort of lube over his cock. I never hesitated to listen and even found myself saying, "Yes sir. Please use me."
He ordered me to bend over the end of his couch and then started to rub his engorged cock along my hole, all the while dripping more lube on it. And then he pushed in. It felt hard and hurt like hell. When I tried to complain, he smacked my ass and said sissy's get what they need and that I was to shut up. He continued to work it inside my hole until he had me impaled and then started sawing that magnificent cock in and out of my ass, all the while smacking me and degrading me.
Terry told me that he was daddy now and I was just a useless slut with a hole for him to use. He pounded me mercilessly for several minutes until he came inside me and then promptly collapsed on top of me, panting loudly. He pulled out of my ass and then told me to get out. He would message when he needed me again.
I left feeling sore and very used, but also happy that I could please this old man who lived alone and with no one to look after him. He would call on me once every week or two and would often put a lease on me and make me crawl and beg for his cock. He referred to it as a slug. It was huge, thick, and slimy, but never truly hard. He made me tell him things about my personal life and even show him pictures of my wife. He would ask me how such a pathetic little sissy could please a woman, even to the point of saying that she needs a real man in her life. This placed thoughts in my head that I hadn't entertained before. It made me hard.
Several months went by and Terry forced me to provide many pictures of my wife. As well as many details of our life. He became interested in her and it was making me nervous. I could feel it in my gut. I was scared, but also excited. I couldn't refuse him.