Chapter One
The door of the church clanged shut behind me and I sighed impatiently and turned, ready to wither the noisy disturber of my private devotions with a scorching stare. It was Edith, one of the novices, but the terror on her face stopped my reprimand from ever leaving my lips.
"It's the sheriff, my lady abbess!" she squealed, voice echoing off the rafters high above me.
"Then he can wait until I have finished my prayers, Edith, Surely Sister Mary can see to it that he is entertained and offered some hospitality while he waits?" I snapped, rolling my jade-green eyes up to the massive crucifix on the altar table in front of me in annoyance as I idly and irreverently wondered if He had ever become fed up with the constant demands on His time. I kept my hands on the small wooden crucifix around my neck, one given to all the nuns when they made their vows, as I tried to concentrate on my prayers.
"But...but..." the young maid stuttered, fright flickering across her thin face and I sighed and rose from my knees, feeling a twinge of pain from the cold flagstones I had been resting on for thirty minutes or so. I settled my habit neatly back into place then strode towards the door, eager to sort out whatever problem the sheriff, one of Henry Tudor's most fervent henchmen, was causing in my abbey!
I was still a few feet from the oak door when it barged abruptly open, catching Edith in the back and sending her sprawling on the floor. I gasped in surprise as she squealed and then my mouth fell wide open as a pair of soldiers rushed in, weapons drawn and eyes wild and dangerous.
"I'm having the youngster!" snarled one of them and he bent down and grabbed a screaming Edith, dragging her upright by her long hair as it spilled from under her coif. My cry of outrage and shock was stillborn inside me as the second soldier advanced towards me, sword tip glinting in the candlelight. My throat was dry with fear and my heart pounded inside my chest as the sword point pressed into my habit and into my soft flesh. Death seemed but an instant away and my life flashed through my brain in a moment.
Born into a noble family, orphaned at ten by the plague, incarcerated in the abbey at twelve and now, by virtue of hard work, apparent dedication to God and the luck of having my predecessors die swiftly from one ailment or another, the abbess of Kirkwood. A life now of comfort and ease after many years of slaving away in one part of the abbey or another. A life now to be cut short by a burly ruffian with a sword as his arm muscles tensed and I braced myself for the pain to come.
"Stop that this instant!" bellowed a voice from the doorway and I cast my eyes up from the menacing sword tip and breathed a shallow sigh of relief as I saw the sheriff standing there. He stepped forward into the church and pushed the soldier away, glaring at him intensely for a few moments as he added, "You would have been very sorry indeed, Edric, if you had harmed the abbess, my dear friend Eleanor, in any way."
"What are you and your louts doing in my abbey, de Courcy?" I managed to stammer out, cursing myself as my voice betrayed my nervousness.
"Carrying out the king's orders, abbess!" the sheriff replied, smiling with his mouth though not with his dark blue eyes.
"I am sure that King Henry did not order you to break into my abbey or to let your soldiers harm my novices!" I snapped, trying to control the situation by showing my anger and contempt. I waved a hand towards Edith who was struggling against the brawny arm of the soldier who had dragged her up from the floor. "Tell him to let her go!"
"Keep her there with you, Jecks," stated the sheriff coldly as he took a few paces forward until he stood just a foot or so away from me while other soldiers crowded in behind him. "The king has commanded me to shut down this abbey along with all the other religious institutions in this area which have disobeyed him and allowed sedition and treason to be preached over the last few months, Eleanor Courtney...as you once were."
I shuffled back a step, surprised by the news and the irreverent delight in his tone too. There had been rumours sweeping through the county that something was going to happen but nobody had imagined anything as shocking and severe as this. To shut down all the abbeys, monasteries and convents? Where would people worship? What would the nuns do? What would I do? My tongue felt paralysed as did my whole body and I just stood there like one of the statues decorating the church for a few moments before I managed to state, "I will appeal to the king himself. He cannot do this thing!"
"He can and he has, abbess. The abbey will be closed, all valuables removed and then the land and buildings sold off!"
"But what about us...the people who live and work here?" I cried out in despair.
"I'm sure that your nuns will find some worthwhile employment in the town. I know of a few brothels which need the novelty of untouched ladies to bring in some more customers!" he sneered, turning his head to the side and staring lasciviously at Edith.