Acting as a disciplinarian for anyone is not always an easy task, handling the emotional, physical and mental reactions and responsibility, and coupling it with ensuring you are doing the right thing for them. People seek out discipline as an adult for many reasons, for some it is an emotional release that cannot be gained elsewhere, for others it can be the need to relinquish control of certain aspects of their life. Often as a child every action you make has a consequence and hence guilt is abolished by punishment, as an adult some find they cannot shed their own guilt without confession and repercussion. There is not always a sexual connection or reaction due to the nature of the relationship, some however require some element of sexual control or release to complete the experience.
Maisee was a 32 year old successful porn star. Actor, photographer, director and active on social media she had spent many years securing herself firmly in the industry. Whilst a strong, independent women to the outside world there was still a vulnerability within, when things became out of control or she felt the need she would contact him and arrange a visit.
The email she sent was simple and short
Late for another shoot, gutted.
Flat is a mess, forgot to pay a client, need to see you?
And the response was just as direct
3:00pm Friday 10/11/2017
She closed the email on her phone and sat with her hands in her lap in the back of the taxi. Eyes closed and shoulders relaxed her mind wandered to what was to come. The result, she knew, would make her feel better. A release from the guilt that was plaguing her mind, it was frustrating sometimes that some people seemed to be able to happily plod through life, fucking up and not caring. It was different if you couldn't find a way of shedding your own feelings of guilt, in a way it festered inside and became more of an issue to deal with the longer it was left. A spanking was something simple, something pure and final. Confess what was wrong, be lectured, be punished, move on.
As the car pulled to a stop she wiped the sweat from her palms and paid the driver, mumbling a thank you as she walked up the steps to the three storey, mid terrace town house. As always the front door was unlocked and there was no need for her to knock. The routine was agreed upon at the 'initial appointment' The rules were plain and fairly simply, arrive 15 mins prior to the meeting, let yourself in and proceed to the agreed room, change into the agreed clothing and wait. She took off her shoes and placed them by the doormat, hanging her handbag on the coat hook she made her way to
her
room.
It was a sparsely decorated bedroom of sorts. Dominated by a large double bed, oak framed and covered in a plain cream duvet. As always on the bed laid a pair of knee high white socks, white cotton panties and a white vest top. Two bedside tables sat either side of the bed, matching oak from the bed frame and with lamps, water and a small collection of books. She closed the door behind her and began to undress, taking care to fold her clothes into a neat pile on the bed. The window to the other side of the room remained closed at all times and covered with a thick net curtain to preserve her modesty as she often stood naked. At the far end of the bed stood a long dressing table, only two drawers high it sat on raised legs about two foot off the ground.
Her eyes lingered on the top drawer. Laid out on the inside was a collection of implements, various paddles, crops, canes and belts. The second drawer was slightly different. At the initial appointment she had been presented with a shopping list of sorts. It was always exciting to shop for sex toys but it was a whole new experience to buy them knowing that they could, and would, be used to inflict a degree of suffering. The second drawer contained an array of vibrators, plugs, gags and clamps. Every appointment they would be in pristine condition and she had received assurances that they would only be used on her then packed away after each session.
On top of the dressing table sat a bowl of warm water and a razor. That was the final rule. Pubic hair was forbidden. Once she had suffered the indignity of having the cotton panties removed to only be made to stand and shave her pussy before continuing. It was a mistake she never made again.
The panties were for all intents and purposes, pointless. They never stayed on for more than several minutes. They were only used to ensure humility as they were slowly removed during the prespanking lecture. More embarrassing was the fact that even a few minutes happened to be enough for them to become slightly wet and cling to her lips. A wetness she could already feel as she pulled the socks up to her knees, then the vest over her head and finally pulled the panties up her legs.
She sat down on the corner of the bed as the clock on the wall approached 3:00pm. A small shiver crept down her spine as the hairs on her next stood up, she could feel her nipples harden and, as she glanced down, she could clearly see them through the thin fabric of the vest. There was always a moment of doubt, sure she felt bad about messing up at the photo shoot and turning up late and then doing the same again last week with the shoot. She shook her head, no, this was what she needed and the end result always made her feel better. As the clock ticked to 3:00pm the door handle creaked and he walked in.
At 6'2" and around 14stone he was neither small nor large but he carried himself with an air of authority. Clearly he was experienced and comfortable in his role and it came through in the way he carried himself. His voice was always low, calm and controlled,
"Good afternoon Masie," he spoke to her, but not at her, walking into the room and pulling up an oak dining room chair that stood against the wall.
"Good afternoon Sir," her voice was already weakened and had the tone of defeatism.
He placed the chair directly in front of her, half way between the bed and the wall and sat down. His brown eyes pierced into hers and as soon as his gaze met hers she looked down at her lap, catching just a glimpse of her reflection in his glasses.
"Stand up and take a step forward towards me."
She did as she was asked and without being prompted her hands linked up behind her head and she stood before him. His hands moved to her hips and she felt his thumbs hook into the elastic waistband of her panties. She felt them moving down as he began to talk;
"As you seem to have an issue keeping to your schedule and making appointments I have decided that today I will show the true value of an orgasm," her eyes widened slightly.
"You have been lucky enough to make a living out of something you enjoy and have been blessed with a body and talent for it that many would be envious of."